Wednesday, April 22, 2009


'Ambivalence is a state of having simultaneous, conflicting feelings toward a person or thing. Stated another way, ambivalence is the experience of having thoughts and emotions of both positive and negative valence toward someone or something.'

fuck. what, do you expect me to just take it when a big decision such as this comes my way. you don't ask for our opinions, you disregard our feedback, you treat us as a statistic. damn, it really is true when they say that middle or upper management doesn't take the feelings of the "people-on-the-ground" into account.

i'm not happy. i'm sorry, i can't pretend. i'm too tired. only when i'm at work will i muster up some feeble attempt at nonchalance.

i just can't fucking accept it, alright.

i'm sorry. i've just become too attached.