Friday, September 16, 2005
haiz
got clipped by a car today, while going home...it signalled left, but went straight..shit..lucky it went slow..if not..i wouldnt have time to react..and god knows what could have happened..clipped my sling bag, turned it front sak..lucky takde paper koyak..loved that bag..the side mirrors clipped my right waist..lebam sak..the feeling is like something that is pointed but not sharp, suddenly sucker punched you..haiz..the funny thing is what i was thinking at the time it clipped me..that thought scared me even more than getting hit..haiz...

heard from zain today..i got blue..haha, ironic, since today i also got Black and Blue..havent gone to training for a while..haiz..

kalau eh tak salah, advent children dah kluar..but when the hell is ff12 coming out sak...cmon, although i love squall,balamb garden,zidane and garnet, and tidus and yuna and zanarkand.. i need Final Fantasy!

Dukes of Hazzard coming out....Johnny Knoxville rawks..
 Thursday, September 15, 2005
im afraid of losing the one i love most
i dunnoe why i feel this way..but im afraid of losing what i have held so long for..even though it wasn't mine to start of with...but still..im afraid to lose it..losing it would devastate me to no end..losing it would just make me empty..i dunnoe what i'll do if i lose it..i dunno what i'll become if it happens..im afraid..im very afraid..please..please don't take this away from me..im very scared..please don't take the one valuable thing in my life..the one thing that gives me purpose and strength..the one thing that makes me a better person..please don't...PLEASE
 Wednesday, September 14, 2005
yo
yo..hey..i just realised that today, is the anniversary of my granddads' passing.6 years liao. he was my grandpops on my moms' side..bit of history about him..he was a "mata" during the 50s-60s..lolx..very funny fellow..somewhere up there hes' looking..i pray that hes' happy.amin.

studying matsc..haiz..

rite, today, on this post i want to say good luck to the people who made my life in school a pleasure.everbody on this list means a lot to me:

DCP 2A01
everybody arh..its a pain to write all your names, haha

DCP 2A02
Salleh and pals..keke

DCP2A03
Ziela
Ruzaini

DCP2A04
Thomas,Douglas and my former 02s'..good luck kay!
Mark

DCP2A05
Zheng Hong ( Ah Hong) and my former 02s' oso..wish you guys/gals the best of luck!
Yuntea
Anna
Ravi

everybody here, i wish u the best of luck and godspeed.Amin.i may not say good luck to you face to face, or i may not even look at you,but that doesnt mean i dont' care or i hate you.IT DOESNT MEAN THAT.its just that sometimes im ignorant..haha..getting old, brain cells dying..I miss you guys/gals..

btw..if u do see me rite, with my brow furrowed or me looking glum during the day of the exam, wish me luck kay..it'll mean a lot to me =)

special mention goes out to STRZ,Jackasses and the "power rangers"..good luck guys.
 Saturday, September 10, 2005
grading
WooHoo!..no more tests liao..MatSc was a killer..but i dun care liao..hehe..no more tests..hmm, but still got one more formal report and datasheet to do..hehe..

went to fc6 to eat just now..haiz..felt very weird.lon and jey2 were discussing bout biz gals and all that...met khairul , the anugerah kid..hehe..

yeah..tmr gonna watch "the longest yard"..hehe.."now they're ugly, but in 8months they gonna look like beyonce"..keke..

die die..sunday got tkd grading..im going for blue arh..insya'allah..p.s..zain, if i dun get blue, the first person whos' gonna die is you arh..hahaha..if get blue can LEGALLY spar arh..but me and zain and WK always spar..err..illegally..hehe, you and ur dumb matrix kick..u just wait..i do my shukuchi on you..

just now went home, walked thru IMM..hehe..cos theres' this gal, who works at rotiboy there arh..very the chio..keke..the gal arh, is chio, not the bread..

hmm.speaking of food eh..got halal food expo rite..haiz..nak ajak family pegi my dad pulak mata tembel..muahahaha...maybe i go ask zard or sumthing..ngok2 kalau ada jual kerepek lekor ke..goreng sampai sedap2, jgn sampai geseng..hahaha..makan ngan chilli sos..waduh..gerek beb..tak bleh tahan..

oh yah..besok oso got Rapsodi..must watch..ada angguk angguk geleng geleng..kakakakaka..

rites..wanna go study MatSc..first test..19september..6pm..bodoh sak timetable makers..tak kesian org jauh kepe..haiz

so.take care, c ya n have a good weekend..
ciaoz
 Friday, September 09, 2005
matsc
haiz...material science test tmr..die die die die die..phase diagrams suck..ape sek..eutectoid..eutectic..peritectic.periketot.perikentut..euturtle..hehe..

another late nighter again..hmm.tmr gonna meet ah hong first, to give him my matsc drawings..so hong, tmr dover, 850am, arh..dun be late...haha

take care..

aku amat tak suka when they tease her..aku tanak dier fikir yang aku enjoy kalau dier kena kacau..aku tanak dibenci..i dun want to be hated more than i already am..dah terlalu perit..
 Wednesday, September 07, 2005
haiz
lolx...

hey guys and gals..

first of all, sue, aku sakit dah, cannot give me some time to relax arh..aiyoh...haha.

kay...hmm..my eyes are still red...if you look closely, it seems like ive been crying for months on end...viral conjuctivitis is a pain in the eyes...

EnstA..hmm..just finished studying noise pollution..thats all..and oh yeah..soil remediation..penat arh..just makan ubat..but nevertheless..

mr ho is a wonderful teacher sak..i dun normally gush over teachers..but seriously..survival kit..damn hes' good..

passed my proins quiz 2..with a quite surprising mark..thought i screwed that one..thanks.amin.

and oh yeah..i finally solved the problem of the apple and the orange..haha..ive decided to stick with the orange..

and also..the guys in my class keep singing "if" by Bread..haha..funny sak..IF theyre not singing to you arh...

to the people taking ensta tmr..i sincerely wish you the best of luck and all the best..

"just want you to know; that since i lost you, i lost myself"
~ just want you to know, BSB
 Sunday, September 04, 2005
confirm
haiz...hey guys, its been confirmed, i got the "red-eye" infection liao..bloody irritating sak..just came back from the doctors'..hmm..symptoms include a 37.6 fever..runny nose..and red eyes..haiz..

anyway..hope it cures before monday..cos i already got enough problems liao..haiz..

resting now..later gotta do the case study for BIA...

take care
 Friday, September 02, 2005
haiz
Ya Allah..i am so not looking forward to tmr..haiz..so many things to do..i hate this kind of things arh..its like..u get to relax for a while, moronically thinking that u dun haf any worries when suddenly BAM!..all the problems come at the same time..haiz..datasheets,reports and case study..just hope i dun burn out..so tuhan,if u are listening..give me the energy to work thru this mess and cut me some slack? please?

and besides, my eyes feel very weird..like itchy liddat..i hope i dun get my lil bros' infection, "red eye" thingy...was on todays paper..but i think i kena liao..my eyes keep watering..

so lonely sia...
 Thursday, September 01, 2005
test
WTH! wah piang..haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzz....i think i screwed up for this test liao..dah nampak sah mati sak...hong kan..haiz..haiz..maybe it is true..maybe i am dumb?

no mood liao....