Monday, April 30, 2007
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I hate losing.. nobody likes to lose.. but i can accept losing.. it's just life..and in sports, especially soccer.. you either win, lose or draw.. i can accept that. I am not a sore loser.
But what i hate, is losing to a fucking despicable team.
I admit, we were second best throughout the match. You were faster, had better control of the game, and you looked dangerous in front of goal. The scoreline reflected that.. 4-2.. i was prepared to say, "good game, you all did well".. but after that incident, i wouldn't have wanted to waste another second even looking at you, and wasting my breath to say "good game"
The match didn't even end properly.
How dare you treat my friends, my team-mates that way.. you treated them as if they were second rate..like as if we were school-children..like as if we could just as easily been swept aside.. You toyed with us..wasted time.. joked and teased my team-mates, who couldn't understand what you meant, but oh i heard. And i understood every word you said.
If i wasn't holding back Victor when you just hit out at his leg, i would have lunged at you too. You, who elbowed me in the sides when i was jumping for the ball. It hurts a hell lot, but it hurts even more, seeing how you treated my friends. You, and your despicable team-mates, who messed around with my friends.
Because of you, i lost it. I lost my temper. I screamed at my team-mates. I couldn't bear to see us get toyed around just like that.. and i screamed to tell you all to fight back..
I hate you, you fucking mats. You make me sick. Im glad i'm not like any of you.
But i hate myself too.. For actually being afraid to face you all. For actually being intimidated by the sight of you all.
Next time. I promise. I won't be afraid Friday, April 27, 2007
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thursday was nice..went school to have lunch with angela.. and just to sit down and chat with her.. in the end.. 2 of her kias came down to have lunch too.. super shy sia. i'm like the only guy, surrounded by 3 girls.. but in the end, they were very easy to talk to.
then while eating, i got to see most of the Dingdangs in one shot.. at FC1.. at first i saw Edmund.. then i saw Mark.. i think they had a break.. then saw Linus and Charlotte.. then i saw Cindy, who came by our table to chit chat for a while.. then saw Kelly.. who seemed so very busy, but still waved and smiled at us.. it was one of the best lunches i had in a while.. :)
then i can't exactly remember what happened in the middle.. but i remember going to club at around 5 to 6 plus.. and saw Kelly and Angela at club.. haha.. those two never fail to make my day.. honest to goodness.. i'm sure going to miss them so much when i go for NS.. then saw Edmund, haha..then saw Cindy and Mark.. then they were discussing about somethings.. hmm..
after that, me, Ed and Cindy stared out of the window and watched the rugby people training..haha.. it was funny la.. just talking cock and staring at them spear the big black thingys.. but my heart was aching every time.. cos the pitch looked more and more like a giant mudpit then a field of green grass.. the horror!!.. and i was going to plan a EEE vs CLSA ( CLS Alumni/ CLS Arse-nal ) match soon..hmm..we'll see then.
after that walked to the mrt with angela, cindy, edmund and er..one of the zoo GMs.. i think he's the rhino station one, haha.. bid farewell to ed, then me, angela and cindy took the train to outram..actually angela wanted me to go to hougang.. -_-" but after some negotiation, i decided to go to outram only.. haha.. on the train, just listened to the 2 of them talk.. hmm.. won't say much..but im glad that they have somone to confide to, and trust..
reached outram.. haha.. and went back..overall.. a very nice day.. :)
oh yeah, and jie, im going to visit you next yeah? dun say ur lao di very biased and one sided hor..haha.. miss you jie, see you soon!
like a pebble dropped in a pool of water,
the ripples you create,
can still be felt, all around Thursday, April 26, 2007
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it's been a while since i last blogged.. haha
ok, my grandparents are feeling alot better now.. so im relieved :)
hmm, monday and tuesday did nothing much..other than going jogging in the rain, and oh, i baked breaed with mum, hehe. i think tomorrow i'm going to bake cookies.. just for the heck of it.
been going to school, and noticed that Angela, Kelly, Cindy, Ed and the rest of the Dingdangs seem to be so busy and stressed with school.. guys/gals, all the best yeah? and jiayou =) no can do it better than you 10! sincerely..
ah, today, wednesday, went down to school for the CLS recruitment drive.. finally persuaded my cousin to go..HAHA.. i told him that i'd create a scandal if he doesn't, hehehe... was so happy to see so many familiar faces around...haha..i seriously honest-to-goodness miss you all sia.. made the rainy weather alot bearable.. oh yeah, and i promised kelly and angela to teach them how to print for free, advance booking and stuff.. SP0030...hehehe... my parting gift to them and the rest of the 10..lol..
after the whole drive thing, went to play field soccer with ben and salleh..it was a long time since we played field..and we had to practise, cos this sunday we are going to have a match against zard's friends.. played with some SPSU people..
anyway, take care..will blog something interesting soon! =)
*haiz Sunday, April 22, 2007
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i am now at my grands' house..and guess what im thinking of? SP food! Hahaha..
ok, lets' start at Foodcourt 1
the Malay Stall
1. as i said earlier in a previous entry..her sardine puffs are way awesome.. they go for around, 3 for $1 do..however ..some of the times the sardine puffs change..then they don't taste that nice.. get them while they're hot..and then it'll be so syiok.. im still a fan of it..
2. the nasi lemak.. i think it goes for around $2.. the rice is green, so it may put you off..but it actually tastes very nice.. especially the chilli..sweet and just spicy.. :) then she usually either gives the chicken wing, or popcorn chicken.. i prefer the latter..as it's already in bite sized pieces..
the Drinks/Fruit Stall
1. "Detergent water"..thats' what its' affectionately known as by me and my friends..lol..but then its actually the green lime drink that goes for 40 cents..nice thirst quencher..
2. "Longkang water"..which is actually the Chin Chow..goes for 4o cents too.. yum.
3. My personal favourite..the Orange/Honey drink, haha..it goes for $1.50..*drools*
Foodcourt 2
the Malay Stall
1. hmm, when i usually eat there, i usually order rice with 2 of my most favourite dishes.. the rendang mutton and sambal ikan bilis..a nice blend of sweet and spicy.. haha..
NB Snacks
1. if i'm not particularly hungry..i would usually buy a croissant or one of their minced chicken pies..the croissant is nice and flaky..but the flaky part is a pain in the butt..cos when ur eating in a lecture it can kinda get messy..lol.. the mince pie is nice..the crust isn't that crumbly, and the filling is yummy to boot.
Foodcourt 3
the stall beside the indian roti prata stall
1. this is where i usually go to eat nowadays..haha.. why? for their $2 mee goreng.. honest to goodness, its' some of the best mee goreng i've had for ages..even better than my mum's..sorry mum..hee.. but its seriously very nice..and good value for money..
2 another mee that i fancy.. mee hongkong.. the gracy is syiok abis..lol.. i think it goes for around $2.50? been a long time since i ate it..but its' extremely nice.. i would even just eat the gravy only..thats' how nice it is..haha..
the Drinks/Fruits Stall
1. they sell these intensely nice fruit shakes that are popular with my female classmates.. i can remember my fyp partners Geraldine and Serene buying the strawberry with milk ones..and they taste cool and refreshing.. i usually get the orange ones.. haha.. i can remember just how much, but i guess its around $1 plus.. sedap.. haha.
Foodcourt 4
the Drinks Stall
1. Ger swears by it's teh peng, and i agree too.. their teh peng is the best among all the 6 foodcourts.. can taste the teh, and also the peng..wahahaha.. no la..but its just a nice blend of the tea and the milk.. *slurps*.. and i swear by their $2 breakfast set..the kaya bread is awesome delicious.. i wasnt such a big fan of kaya bread, but after i tasted their bread, i got hooked.. if i may digress a bit..it tastes like vanilla sometimes..lol
the Malay Stall
1. their mee rebus is nice.. i like mee rebus with a nice thick gravy..and this stall delivers.. with the chillies and the lime..it really reminds me of what mee rebus should taste like.. i think the price is around $2.50.. or summat like that..
haha..ok, there goes my food review.. i didn't blog about foodcourt 5 cos thats' only KFC and Pizza Hut..and everybody knows' how finger licking good their food is already..
i didn't blog about foodcourt 6 also cos i don' particularly have a good memory about their food.. not saying that their food is not nice or anything..just that my friends usually go there to see the business girls, and not to sample the food.. Me? i find that the grass isn't necessarily greener on the other side.. CLS girls are better, haha..cos CLS girls have "chemistry"...LOL..lame joke i know..but i'd rather park my butt at foodcourt 1 and have nice food and actually get to meet people i know, then climb up a damned hill, eat food that ain't exactly nice, and ogle at chicks who, in my opinion, are apparently not that fantastic..wahaha
Disclaimer: Food review was done by the authors' palette and tastes, so if you don't find the food the author suggests is nice..then its your "tai ji" lo.. puhahahaha =p
Saturday, April 21, 2007
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hmm, its' gonna be the weekend soon.. and i can't sleep..and i think i caught jies' emo bug
God i miss school argh! i seriously dunno how to explain this feeling..but i feel that in school, only in school, is where i can truly be me, truly belong.. haiz... i just hate to see the sight of school getting smaller and smaller when i go back...
i love to see people i know.. i love to see my friends in school.. but i absolutely hate it when i have to say goodbye.. cos i can't be sure when i can see them next time.. haiz..
i also have a love/hate relationship with CLS club.. i love to walk pass the club every time i have a chance to go to school, but i intensely hate it when there's no one there, or no one that i wish to see in club..like wasted.. lol..
but the guys have planned that at least, once a week, we're gonna go back to school to play soccer..and hopefully, really hopefully, next friday, there'll be a CLSA vs EEE soccer match to look forward to..
also, most of my friends have received their NS enlistment letters.. most of them are, july 13 or 14.. but i haven't received my letter yet.. normally, this would be cause for celebration..but i feel a certain sense of ambivalence.. i'm happy that i haven't got my letter yet? but i'm also sad that it hasn't arrived yet.. cos you see.. my honest opinion is that i wish to have time to train myself up physically and mentally for NS, as well, it ain't exactly the "banyan tree spa n resort" :) like wat cinD said, "go in boy come out man" ..lol..
however, i don't want this thing to drag for so bloody long.. i just want it to be over and done with as quick as possible.. i don't want to be going in when my friends are going out.. it'd give me some relief, and some vindicated pleasure that at least my friends are going thru the same crap as i am..hehe..so lets' say, we're all in the army toilet..at least i know i have less chance of being assaulted when im bending over and picking up a bar of soap.. hehe
anyway.. over the weekends im going to stay over at my grandparents's house.. it's been a long time since i slept over at their home..when was the last time..er..primary 4/5.. its very peaceful there..but due to the reconstruction works..its a bit noisy..but telok blangah is an old neighbourhood, so the pace there is relatively slow..
my grandma's been getting better this few days.. i've been calling her every night without fail, and from her voice, she's getting back to her usual self..but there are times when her voice sounds weak, and it pains me.. i dunno wat day is it..but we were talking, and she cried, cos she said i was sounding all grown up, and that instead of her taking care of me, now im taking care of her..
i nearly tear-ed when i heard that, cos my mind whooshed back to when i was small.. my granny n gramps took care of me when i was small, til i was 4 years old.. i remember my gramps teaching me how to make roti prata..lol.. and i remember my granny scolding me cos i dirtied my shirt while eating a orange ice-lolly.. i also remember them bringing me to the world trade centre..and walking past the sea..
those were good times, great times when your shoulders aren't burdened with the problems of adolescence and adulthood..when sweet things and cartoons were the main focus of your life..
i seriously have to thank them both, cos if not for them, i think i would have grown to be an asshole or worse, a MAT... im not perfect, i have alot of flaws, but i am happy with the way i am now..
so,
"Granny, Gramps, Sha Loves You Both" <3
Thursday, April 19, 2007
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dots.. here i am..still awake at er..2am..cos i wanted to catch the 2 soccer matches on channel 23 and channel 24..
but i give up!!!
i can't ruddy keep my eyes open anymore..and the normally cold hard surface of my computer table is looking very inviting for me to rest my head on..
argh!!!
i should have taken a nap when i went offline just now..but Nooooooo.. i thought i could hack it and survive till 3am.. thought i could keep myself entertained till 3 freaking am in the bloody morning..argh... *waves white flag*.. i lost
but some comfort..at least they're not my favourite teams playing.. only when Newcastle play shall i watch, or at least stay up... i wondered how the heck i could stay up til so late during FO camp and watch Champions' League..
and now i have rings under my eyes..now im sure if i were to go to any zoo..panda bears would take me in as one of their own..LOL..ok..that was lame i admit..but i am tired, so cut me some slack yeah?
had a very nice day today..saw so many familiar faces... and i especially liked the reactions of people when they saw "prison break" me..hehe..but shall blog about them tomorrow.. right now i just feel like salivating on my nice comfy bed..
well..going to bed now.. good night/good morning =)
p.s, i didn't cut my hair, i rebonded it..hehehehe..ok, another lame joke.. *shakes head*
i suggest you watch this when you're stressed or something..hehe..i laughed til i coughed
"kan! kan tio gui oh!" Wednesday, April 18, 2007
Last saturday, CLS held its Day Tour at East Coast Parkway.. and here are the 2 best photos..cos these are the only 2 photos that i took, in which the people actually knew they were being taken a photo of..er..yeah..lol..
this was taken at Marks' station..the mud brawl pit.. after doing the wetslope with ben and the rest..the digging part..the finding rocks part..i seriously pity mark n the other GMs who had to dig the pit..hehe..kudos!
Casual nice pic.. nice post sis..haha.. =)
I think i farted when i took the shot.. puhahahaha..
ah, okay, reached the place at around 3plus..which was off my estimation by 1 and a half hours.. so missed quite a lot..haiz..craps...but rented bikes asap, and off we cycled up.. reached ah jins' station first..saw linus and char, haha..and saw jie wei (after i saw what he did to law the previous day, i was kinda intimidated to go near him) ... " turtle turtle bird!!!"..or u-kui u-kui jiao?..lol.. its stuck in my head.. met cindy, whose bike i think kana used by nicholas for bicycle training? lol
met jie and jas..who reached just at the same time, but only at different locations..nasir too!! haha..long time never saw jie sia.. =)
then i think cycling up, we reached er, alexs' and wei xins' station.. haha..there i met lawrence..who was also cycling up and down to see the stations..cycled up, and there i reached Marks' station..saw kel sis there, and meiyu, and the other GMs..haha.. mark invited me to play the mudpit..but i politely declined..lol..maybe another time?.. there the group ahd to recite some commands in malay..haha.. but all i heard was, " K Kelly K!!"..lol..
then cycled up again..to go to Eds' and angela mei's station.. haha, there we stole abit of their marshmallows and pocky..haha..saw ****bag over there..nyahaha..didn't know you were ****bag when we were in the same soccer team tog..haha
i also met 2 of the most cutest yet, unbelievably naughty little boys.. jeez..they were climbing the rock edge here and there..haha..and i believed they were threatening for more marshmallows n pocky too..nice one kids!! =)
after that, cycled down to return the bikes and went home..was kinda sad at leaving, but could'nt stay at the event for the bbq, cos had to go to my grandmas' house.. Sunday, April 15, 2007
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was seriously listening to my blog song just now.. and searched for the lyrics.
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went to school today, to meet up with salleh before heading to friday prayers.. on the way to fc3, met the Dingdangs!! lol.. i was so happy to see them.. made the rain a whole lot more bearable, haha...
then on the way to the mosque, met Zai.. heck its been a long time since i met him.. he's still as spastic as ever..haha.. and by that time we were totally drenched in rain.. but it was fun..reminded me of the time when i was small and played in the rain..and in the end got spanked by mum cos i got all my clothes wet and fell sick too..
at the end of the thing, took a taxi back home with salleh, and changed into drier clothes..and went back to school, haha...
met lawrence outside of club...where we learnt how to speak certain phrases together..
" saya rasa saya suka awak" .... i think i like you....
" saya sudah jatuh cinta pada kamu"...i've fallen for you....
" nak keluar tengok wayang?... wanna catch a movie?....
and a whole lot more, haha.. i guess lawrence was hinting to me? hehehe..but then arh, i see him so happy with jie wei and huat jin, i dun think i want to spoil the relationship.. sorry law, i dun think me and you will work out... puahahahahahahahaha...
but anyways, good luck man, with ur situation? *winks* "pelan pelan kayuh"..which can mean, slow and steady
after that, bid goodbye to cindy, and off we went to queensway to pick up the jerseys and also to get regina's sports shoes, haha.. angela, u and regina very funny sia..the way u both act around each other, wahaha...lol.. after she got her sports shoes..then off we went to vivo for the bakerzin interview..bid jiawen goodbye, cos she was meeting xueshi and the rest, haha.. after the interview, went to have dinner with the sisters.well actually, only one of the sisters..cos regina was dieting, lol..the vivo banquets' carrot cake is very nice sia...then bade them goodbye too and went home...
god i'm so tired, and wet..haha..
anyways, GOOD LUCK AND ALL THE BEST TO THE GMs and GLs for tmr's Day Tour!! =) will come down tmr to support you guys/gals..and besides that, the sun, the sand and the sea, how can i resist abit of rest and relaxation? haha..
see you all tmr *waves* Friday, April 13, 2007
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hmm...today went for interviews with the usual peeps.. if im lucky, i can get it..and guess what, i would be posted at the Esplanade, haha..hopefully la, that is.. and since we're on this topic, a joke:
Qn: Why does the merlion puke all the time?
Ans: Cos it can't stand the stench coming from the nearby durians..
- -"............. hehehehehe...........
times are abit tough right now, what with my dad n granny falling sick, so guess i hafta scrimp and save and not go out much this month, haha.. which is ok..
considering that poly is gonna start soon..it's unfair
i made so many good, no, great, no, awesome friends this hols that its' a bloody shame that i didn't get to know them earlier... people like cindy,edmund,lawrence...phenom people with phenom personalities.. haiz.. if only i'd met them sooner.. im so gonna miss school badly i think..
also bonded with people close to me more than ever, cos i think work n impending NS can do that..
how i wish, next monday, i'll be waking up at 7, for an 8am class which i'll still be late for, h..then deciding what to wear, cos its the first day of school ( gotta impress the classmates, and admirers, hehe )..then coming to class, realising that some of your buddies are still late.. - -"
if the teacher is a right a-hole, he'll start lessons on the day itself, then going to fc1 ( the malay stalls' sardine puffs are syiok! ) to eat luch while your buddies are ogling some freshies.. in the evening, you'd be going to prac class, joking around, eat-snaking etc etc, while your hardworking groupmates are doing the prac by themselves..
at the end of the day, you rush to club, put your bags, change, and play SOCCER!!!!!!! wahaha...
god i'm missing school..hopefully work can keep me busy and not make me miss it so much..
to Kelly, Angela, CinD, Ed, Law..thanks so much for the most recent-est and most unforgettable memories =) *bows* .. actually there's a whole lot more people, but then not a whole lot of those people go to my blog.. haha
*waves* Thursday, April 12, 2007
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today, in all sense of the word, was a catastrofuck..haiz..
*shakes head*
... Wednesday, April 11, 2007
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over the weekend, on a saturday, went to collect this graduation robe (almost wanted to say gown, haha) at Serangoon Broadway, near potong pasir.. so me and salleh were taking this bus, i think its 142, and we didn't know that it looped, so once we saw the same block twice, we looked to each other and gave the "diao" look.. you know, in anime when the characters have 3 beads of sweat running down the sides of their faces..
service at the place was, well, classy? and we were apprehensive to go in, cos right at the front door was a wedding picture, and well, 2 guys going to a bridal shop doesnt do wonders to our egos..
"ah pa, ah bu! paiseh ah! wo si GAY ah!!!" lol.. xiuyi..im still stuck at episode 11..haiz..
the robe itself tore a huge hole the size of 75 bucks to rent, with 50 as the deposit..F(*&(&))&...now my pocket is extremely lighter..and i suppose that i have to go on another diet for a while..
ah but then, if i try real hard, i can imagine the robe to be my uniform for going to Hogwarts.. *trys*..nope.. tried.. or, or, maybe i can imagine that i still have 50 bucks in my wallet *trys*..nope.. crash and burn...
monday went to school for a gym-ming session.. and saw most of the GLs, haha..it was great seeing them again..super high feeling.. better than coke, or chocolate, or coke and chocolate.. saw the kias.playing and having fun and all with their kia brothers-n-sisters.. quite alot.. i think im gonna miss school real badly... *hopes and prays that this cls family spirit remains 4eva n also for more kia visits n GL sightings*.. =)
tuesday went to school for SPICE training..and only when i graduated did i really know what SPICE really stood for, lol... met salleh n weizhong at 1140 outside lau hua huats' office, where he generously drove us to food haven to have lunch.. i begged him to give me a job back at SP as a lab assistant.. cos i get to go back to school, and see my friends, and also to sharpen those lab skills..was also seriously contemplating the thought of teaching at SP in the future.. imagine, me at r4, hacking into the comp, accessing free printing, ehehhe..and playing FM and all the other games that we sneakily put in the folders..puhahahaha
after the training, which rather took a while..rushed down to meet edmund, angela, linus, mark and kelly, and some of the kias at vivo..haha..see them so happy =)
but had to leave early, cos i wasnt really feeling too good..dunno y, it seems that im tired..but not the kind of, sports "tired"..more like, the inside "tired"...haiz..
and, coincidentally, took the same mrt back with mark n kelly..haha....it was nice to spend time talking to them, seeing them be happy with each other..=) made the whole trip a lot more pleasant, cos i could have sworn that someone farted in the cabin..
then accompanied Kelly to the 98 bus stop to wait for the bus with her. She was gonna cut hair with David Gan i think, hehehehe..on the way, chatted about stuff. Kel sis, we should have more of these chats le, while me and u still have time, haha..
missing club and its inhabitants badly...
Sunday, April 08, 2007
Fo07
Group Name : Alger
Group Mama : Angela
Group Papa : Edmund
(see the hand sign they made..tsk tsk tsk, wahaha)
i think this is supposed to be the informal pic of Alger
my favorite Alger pic.. see Ed n Angela tio stunned..
Group Name : Fa Cai
Group Mama : Cindy
Group Papa : Huat Jin
i think this is the formal pic
(wahaha, there my cousin is)
Group Name : Tofu
Group Mama : Kelly
Group Papa : Lawrence
Group Name : Oreos
Group Mama : Charlotte
Group Papa : Linus
Group Name : Happers/ Haples (sorrie im unsure of the name =])
Group Mama : Meiyu
Group Papa : Mark
Uber informal pic of Oreos
Slightly informal pic of Oreos
ok, a summary of how i spent my week
Monday, 2nd April
headed to CLS Fo prep camp with Ben.. upon reaching dover, 1st thing i saw, was the DingDangs, haha..then headed to club, put our stuff, then me and ben went to dinner at holland v and also to get dear kellys' Bday cake..
At nite, celebrated abit with kelly n the rest of the DingDangs.. Happy 18th Bday Kel <3 !! haha.. played soccer in the wee hours of the morning til 4 plus.. showered at 4am, and went off to bed.. i think i slept beside 2 gays.. cos they were sharing a sleeping bag n giggling.. anyway
Tuesday, 3rd April
D-Day! Fo 1st day.. had breakfast at around 7am plus+..saw the DingDangs and wished them good luck.. the freshies started streaming in at around 8 plus..and icebreakers, cheers, games were started.. after lunch?, i think the groups had to start begging for materials to make their flag.. there was this one incident where all the groups put their flags in the cls club.. it was kinda funny, cos the flag should always be with the group, haha..nvm.. freshies *shakes head*
Then station games started..me n the rest of the seniors went here n there to see the games.. it was kinda fun, seeing them play.. Evening saw them had dinner and practising their cheers. At nite, Night Games..where they had to search for lightsticks at parts of the school.. kinda fun actually..
Then me n the rest of the guys walked to clementi at around 3 friggin am in the morning to catch soccer.. haiz.. first time kana police stop..it was Awesome!! =O wahaha.. liverpools' game was good..then walked back , reached school at around 5? showered and slept near the rock climbing place..couldnt really sleep.. curse of the camps.. i can't really fall asleep when i want to
Wednesday, 4th April
Woke up, and saw the groups practising their cheers.. i really have to give a great big kudos to the DingDangs.. they were losing their voices, and yet with smiles on their faces, gave it their all.. after lunch, the groups prepared to go to clarke quay for outdoor games.. we took the bus with Happers? and sang some songs and just had fun..
The Billi Blanja at Clarke Quay was awesome. a whole mass of people doing it.. =) when all of them left, the seniors did it again, twice.. after that, headed to the esplanade to see the games..
it was quite awesome.. saw marks' group, saw kelly's group, saw angela's group, and saw cindys' group, where......argh!....i lost my virginity... i lost my first kiss to a guy.. aiyah how? cindy how? lol.. so thats wat a kiss feels huh...i shall conveniently erase the part of who gave me the kiss..
After that had lunch at marina square, where we then headed off to the place under the B.sheares bridge, and just slacked there n watched the groups streaming in one by one..
While waiting for the bus, me and marlon decided to act like a fool, something i accomplish quite easily..and was laughing our heads off til the bus arrived.
Campfire was something.. i was a bit angry that the kias werent singing loudly to the DingDangs..and chided one of em cos he was sleeping.. i mean, the DingDangs gave it all they got, losing their voices in the process..the least one could do was sing for them..but anyways, kudos again to the DingDangs, for not giving up.
the Shim part was fiaking funny..lol.. and isaac really did look pretty.. OMG
Nite, was the nite walk. Me,salleh,ben n lon were stationed at the MLT2 n childcare centre.. here's abit of fact..the haunted places in school are MLT2 n T7T8 the toilet..its proven.. if u wanna know why, ask me when u see me, haha.. at the childcare centre, me and salleh fell asleep directly at the spot where the freshies were walking..it was funny, they thought we were going to scare them, but in fact, we were sleeping already..haha..
After nightwalk, headed over to the rock climbing area to sleep..where, amazingly, i did fall asleep..
Thursday, 5th April
Woke up to the sounds of cheering..honestly, im going to miss that sound.. and saw the freshies n their mama/papas playing games.. hmm, after that.. the more impt part was the C.Ball tournament
Saw the GL vs GM match.. No surprises who i was supporting.. it was a rough game, intensely rough..but then through harships n trials, i saw something awesome, the GLS were playing, and giving it their all.. the ones that cheered cheered til i tears came out.. the ones that played played like there was no tomorrow.. i seriously have to commend the DingDangs.. forget about the score..in my humble opinion.. you all won more that you think, haha =)
then me myself played a round of C.Ball vs the Freshies All stars..they were v.funny and cute.. everytime i fell off the chair they would apologize and ask me if i was okie.. haha.. then i would say, " dun wori about me la, play the game, whack me off the chair if u have to", wahaha..
the saddest part of the whole camp.. going home.. haiz.. but the best part of it was the GL Dance.. breathtaking..i was smiling at some points and laughing, cos it was super cool la..the funny parts and all..nicely choreographed.. while they were singing and dancing, i was like, thinking of the titles of the song they were singing, cos it was so many, haha...
reached home, went through Post-camp syndrome, and felt emo..was super low..jie should know.. however, felt better in the end, thanks jie
Anyways, to the DingDangs: add me at pfreak87@hotmail.com if u wish to have the photos k? i took it all also because i wanted you all to see yourself in all your maiden glory, hee, and also cos i would love to keep in contact with you all de
sincerely,
Sha
here it goes again...
im scared... Monday, April 02, 2007
,,,
i think by the time i post this entry, most of the GLs are asleep, haha
just wanted to say, GOOD LUCK AND ALL THE BEST for the FO camp!! lol
you guys can do it de.. everytime i come down and see u guys train.. you guys will do a great job..excellent even =)
anyway, jia you yeah
I hate losing.. nobody likes to lose.. but i can accept losing.. it's just life..and in sports, especially soccer.. you either win, lose or draw.. i can accept that. I am not a sore loser.
But what i hate, is losing to a fucking despicable team.
I admit, we were second best throughout the match. You were faster, had better control of the game, and you looked dangerous in front of goal. The scoreline reflected that.. 4-2.. i was prepared to say, "good game, you all did well".. but after that incident, i wouldn't have wanted to waste another second even looking at you, and wasting my breath to say "good game"
The match didn't even end properly.
How dare you treat my friends, my team-mates that way.. you treated them as if they were second rate..like as if we were school-children..like as if we could just as easily been swept aside.. You toyed with us..wasted time.. joked and teased my team-mates, who couldn't understand what you meant, but oh i heard. And i understood every word you said.
If i wasn't holding back Victor when you just hit out at his leg, i would have lunged at you too. You, who elbowed me in the sides when i was jumping for the ball. It hurts a hell lot, but it hurts even more, seeing how you treated my friends. You, and your despicable team-mates, who messed around with my friends.
Because of you, i lost it. I lost my temper. I screamed at my team-mates. I couldn't bear to see us get toyed around just like that.. and i screamed to tell you all to fight back..
I hate you, you fucking mats. You make me sick. Im glad i'm not like any of you.
But i hate myself too.. For actually being afraid to face you all. For actually being intimidated by the sight of you all.
Next time. I promise. I won't be afraid Friday, April 27, 2007
thursday was nice..went school to have lunch with angela.. and just to sit down and chat with her.. in the end.. 2 of her kias came down to have lunch too.. super shy sia. i'm like the only guy, surrounded by 3 girls.. but in the end, they were very easy to talk to.
then while eating, i got to see most of the Dingdangs in one shot.. at FC1.. at first i saw Edmund.. then i saw Mark.. i think they had a break.. then saw Linus and Charlotte.. then i saw Cindy, who came by our table to chit chat for a while.. then saw Kelly.. who seemed so very busy, but still waved and smiled at us.. it was one of the best lunches i had in a while.. :)
then i can't exactly remember what happened in the middle.. but i remember going to club at around 5 to 6 plus.. and saw Kelly and Angela at club.. haha.. those two never fail to make my day.. honest to goodness.. i'm sure going to miss them so much when i go for NS.. then saw Edmund, haha..then saw Cindy and Mark.. then they were discussing about somethings.. hmm..
after that, me, Ed and Cindy stared out of the window and watched the rugby people training..haha.. it was funny la.. just talking cock and staring at them spear the big black thingys.. but my heart was aching every time.. cos the pitch looked more and more like a giant mudpit then a field of green grass.. the horror!!.. and i was going to plan a EEE vs CLSA ( CLS Alumni/ CLS Arse-nal ) match soon..hmm..we'll see then.
after that walked to the mrt with angela, cindy, edmund and er..one of the zoo GMs.. i think he's the rhino station one, haha.. bid farewell to ed, then me, angela and cindy took the train to outram..actually angela wanted me to go to hougang.. -_-" but after some negotiation, i decided to go to outram only.. haha.. on the train, just listened to the 2 of them talk.. hmm.. won't say much..but im glad that they have somone to confide to, and trust..
reached outram.. haha.. and went back..overall.. a very nice day.. :)
oh yeah, and jie, im going to visit you next yeah? dun say ur lao di very biased and one sided hor..haha.. miss you jie, see you soon!
like a pebble dropped in a pool of water,
the ripples you create,
can still be felt, all around Thursday, April 26, 2007
it's been a while since i last blogged.. haha
ok, my grandparents are feeling alot better now.. so im relieved :)
hmm, monday and tuesday did nothing much..other than going jogging in the rain, and oh, i baked breaed with mum, hehe. i think tomorrow i'm going to bake cookies.. just for the heck of it.
been going to school, and noticed that Angela, Kelly, Cindy, Ed and the rest of the Dingdangs seem to be so busy and stressed with school.. guys/gals, all the best yeah? and jiayou =) no can do it better than you 10! sincerely..
ah, today, wednesday, went down to school for the CLS recruitment drive.. finally persuaded my cousin to go..HAHA.. i told him that i'd create a scandal if he doesn't, hehehe... was so happy to see so many familiar faces around...haha..i seriously honest-to-goodness miss you all sia.. made the rainy weather alot bearable.. oh yeah, and i promised kelly and angela to teach them how to print for free, advance booking and stuff.. SP0030...hehehe... my parting gift to them and the rest of the 10..lol..
after the whole drive thing, went to play field soccer with ben and salleh..it was a long time since we played field..and we had to practise, cos this sunday we are going to have a match against zard's friends.. played with some SPSU people..
anyway, take care..will blog something interesting soon! =)
*haiz Sunday, April 22, 2007
i am now at my grands' house..and guess what im thinking of? SP food! Hahaha..
ok, lets' start at Foodcourt 1
the Malay Stall
1. as i said earlier in a previous entry..her sardine puffs are way awesome.. they go for around, 3 for $1 do..however ..some of the times the sardine puffs change..then they don't taste that nice.. get them while they're hot..and then it'll be so syiok.. im still a fan of it..
2. the nasi lemak.. i think it goes for around $2.. the rice is green, so it may put you off..but it actually tastes very nice.. especially the chilli..sweet and just spicy.. :) then she usually either gives the chicken wing, or popcorn chicken.. i prefer the latter..as it's already in bite sized pieces..
the Drinks/Fruit Stall
1. "Detergent water"..thats' what its' affectionately known as by me and my friends..lol..but then its actually the green lime drink that goes for 40 cents..nice thirst quencher..
2. "Longkang water"..which is actually the Chin Chow..goes for 4o cents too.. yum.
3. My personal favourite..the Orange/Honey drink, haha..it goes for $1.50..*drools*
Foodcourt 2
the Malay Stall
1. hmm, when i usually eat there, i usually order rice with 2 of my most favourite dishes.. the rendang mutton and sambal ikan bilis..a nice blend of sweet and spicy.. haha..
NB Snacks
1. if i'm not particularly hungry..i would usually buy a croissant or one of their minced chicken pies..the croissant is nice and flaky..but the flaky part is a pain in the butt..cos when ur eating in a lecture it can kinda get messy..lol.. the mince pie is nice..the crust isn't that crumbly, and the filling is yummy to boot.
Foodcourt 3
the stall beside the indian roti prata stall
1. this is where i usually go to eat nowadays..haha.. why? for their $2 mee goreng.. honest to goodness, its' some of the best mee goreng i've had for ages..even better than my mum's..sorry mum..hee.. but its seriously very nice..and good value for money..
2 another mee that i fancy.. mee hongkong.. the gracy is syiok abis..lol.. i think it goes for around $2.50? been a long time since i ate it..but its' extremely nice.. i would even just eat the gravy only..thats' how nice it is..haha..
the Drinks/Fruits Stall
1. they sell these intensely nice fruit shakes that are popular with my female classmates.. i can remember my fyp partners Geraldine and Serene buying the strawberry with milk ones..and they taste cool and refreshing.. i usually get the orange ones.. haha.. i can remember just how much, but i guess its around $1 plus.. sedap.. haha.
Foodcourt 4
the Drinks Stall
1. Ger swears by it's teh peng, and i agree too.. their teh peng is the best among all the 6 foodcourts.. can taste the teh, and also the peng..wahahaha.. no la..but its just a nice blend of the tea and the milk.. *slurps*.. and i swear by their $2 breakfast set..the kaya bread is awesome delicious.. i wasnt such a big fan of kaya bread, but after i tasted their bread, i got hooked.. if i may digress a bit..it tastes like vanilla sometimes..lol
the Malay Stall
1. their mee rebus is nice.. i like mee rebus with a nice thick gravy..and this stall delivers.. with the chillies and the lime..it really reminds me of what mee rebus should taste like.. i think the price is around $2.50.. or summat like that..
haha..ok, there goes my food review.. i didn't blog about foodcourt 5 cos thats' only KFC and Pizza Hut..and everybody knows' how finger licking good their food is already..
i didn't blog about foodcourt 6 also cos i don' particularly have a good memory about their food.. not saying that their food is not nice or anything..just that my friends usually go there to see the business girls, and not to sample the food.. Me? i find that the grass isn't necessarily greener on the other side.. CLS girls are better, haha..cos CLS girls have "chemistry"...LOL..lame joke i know..but i'd rather park my butt at foodcourt 1 and have nice food and actually get to meet people i know, then climb up a damned hill, eat food that ain't exactly nice, and ogle at chicks who, in my opinion, are apparently not that fantastic..wahaha
Disclaimer: Food review was done by the authors' palette and tastes, so if you don't find the food the author suggests is nice..then its your "tai ji" lo.. puhahahaha =p
Saturday, April 21, 2007
hmm, its' gonna be the weekend soon.. and i can't sleep..and i think i caught jies' emo bug
God i miss school argh! i seriously dunno how to explain this feeling..but i feel that in school, only in school, is where i can truly be me, truly belong.. haiz... i just hate to see the sight of school getting smaller and smaller when i go back...
i love to see people i know.. i love to see my friends in school.. but i absolutely hate it when i have to say goodbye.. cos i can't be sure when i can see them next time.. haiz..
i also have a love/hate relationship with CLS club.. i love to walk pass the club every time i have a chance to go to school, but i intensely hate it when there's no one there, or no one that i wish to see in club..like wasted.. lol..
but the guys have planned that at least, once a week, we're gonna go back to school to play soccer..and hopefully, really hopefully, next friday, there'll be a CLSA vs EEE soccer match to look forward to..
also, most of my friends have received their NS enlistment letters.. most of them are, july 13 or 14.. but i haven't received my letter yet.. normally, this would be cause for celebration..but i feel a certain sense of ambivalence.. i'm happy that i haven't got my letter yet? but i'm also sad that it hasn't arrived yet.. cos you see.. my honest opinion is that i wish to have time to train myself up physically and mentally for NS, as well, it ain't exactly the "banyan tree spa n resort" :) like wat cinD said, "go in boy come out man" ..lol..
however, i don't want this thing to drag for so bloody long.. i just want it to be over and done with as quick as possible.. i don't want to be going in when my friends are going out.. it'd give me some relief, and some vindicated pleasure that at least my friends are going thru the same crap as i am..hehe..so lets' say, we're all in the army toilet..at least i know i have less chance of being assaulted when im bending over and picking up a bar of soap.. hehe
anyway.. over the weekends im going to stay over at my grandparents's house.. it's been a long time since i slept over at their home..when was the last time..er..primary 4/5.. its very peaceful there..but due to the reconstruction works..its a bit noisy..but telok blangah is an old neighbourhood, so the pace there is relatively slow..
my grandma's been getting better this few days.. i've been calling her every night without fail, and from her voice, she's getting back to her usual self..but there are times when her voice sounds weak, and it pains me.. i dunno wat day is it..but we were talking, and she cried, cos she said i was sounding all grown up, and that instead of her taking care of me, now im taking care of her..
i nearly tear-ed when i heard that, cos my mind whooshed back to when i was small.. my granny n gramps took care of me when i was small, til i was 4 years old.. i remember my gramps teaching me how to make roti prata..lol.. and i remember my granny scolding me cos i dirtied my shirt while eating a orange ice-lolly.. i also remember them bringing me to the world trade centre..and walking past the sea..
those were good times, great times when your shoulders aren't burdened with the problems of adolescence and adulthood..when sweet things and cartoons were the main focus of your life..
i seriously have to thank them both, cos if not for them, i think i would have grown to be an asshole or worse, a MAT... im not perfect, i have alot of flaws, but i am happy with the way i am now..
so,
"Granny, Gramps, Sha Loves You Both" <3
Thursday, April 19, 2007
dots.. here i am..still awake at er..2am..cos i wanted to catch the 2 soccer matches on channel 23 and channel 24..
but i give up!!!
i can't ruddy keep my eyes open anymore..and the normally cold hard surface of my computer table is looking very inviting for me to rest my head on..
argh!!!
i should have taken a nap when i went offline just now..but Nooooooo.. i thought i could hack it and survive till 3am.. thought i could keep myself entertained till 3 freaking am in the bloody morning..argh... *waves white flag*.. i lost
but some comfort..at least they're not my favourite teams playing.. only when Newcastle play shall i watch, or at least stay up... i wondered how the heck i could stay up til so late during FO camp and watch Champions' League..
and now i have rings under my eyes..now im sure if i were to go to any zoo..panda bears would take me in as one of their own..LOL..ok..that was lame i admit..but i am tired, so cut me some slack yeah?
had a very nice day today..saw so many familiar faces... and i especially liked the reactions of people when they saw "prison break" me..hehe..but shall blog about them tomorrow.. right now i just feel like salivating on my nice comfy bed..
well..going to bed now.. good night/good morning =)
p.s, i didn't cut my hair, i rebonded it..hehehehe..ok, another lame joke.. *shakes head*
i suggest you watch this when you're stressed or something..hehe..i laughed til i coughed
"kan! kan tio gui oh!" Wednesday, April 18, 2007
Last saturday, CLS held its Day Tour at East Coast Parkway.. and here are the 2 best photos..cos these are the only 2 photos that i took, in which the people actually knew they were being taken a photo of..er..yeah..lol..
this was taken at Marks' station..the mud brawl pit.. after doing the wetslope with ben and the rest..the digging part..the finding rocks part..i seriously pity mark n the other GMs who had to dig the pit..hehe..kudos!
Casual nice pic.. nice post sis..haha.. =)
I think i farted when i took the shot.. puhahahaha..
ah, okay, reached the place at around 3plus..which was off my estimation by 1 and a half hours.. so missed quite a lot..haiz..craps...but rented bikes asap, and off we cycled up.. reached ah jins' station first..saw linus and char, haha..and saw jie wei (after i saw what he did to law the previous day, i was kinda intimidated to go near him) ... " turtle turtle bird!!!"..or u-kui u-kui jiao?..lol.. its stuck in my head.. met cindy, whose bike i think kana used by nicholas for bicycle training? lol
met jie and jas..who reached just at the same time, but only at different locations..nasir too!! haha..long time never saw jie sia.. =)
then i think cycling up, we reached er, alexs' and wei xins' station.. haha..there i met lawrence..who was also cycling up and down to see the stations..cycled up, and there i reached Marks' station..saw kel sis there, and meiyu, and the other GMs..haha.. mark invited me to play the mudpit..but i politely declined..lol..maybe another time?.. there the group ahd to recite some commands in malay..haha.. but all i heard was, " K Kelly K!!"..lol..
then cycled up again..to go to Eds' and angela mei's station.. haha, there we stole abit of their marshmallows and pocky..haha..saw ****bag over there..nyahaha..didn't know you were ****bag when we were in the same soccer team tog..haha
i also met 2 of the most cutest yet, unbelievably naughty little boys.. jeez..they were climbing the rock edge here and there..haha..and i believed they were threatening for more marshmallows n pocky too..nice one kids!! =)
after that, cycled down to return the bikes and went home..was kinda sad at leaving, but could'nt stay at the event for the bbq, cos had to go to my grandmas' house.. Sunday, April 15, 2007
was seriously listening to my blog song just now.. and searched for the lyrics.
I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie is made up on your side
When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you
I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do reminds me of you
And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you, I love the things that you do
When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you
We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were, yeah
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me, yeah
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're goneThe face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you
just came back from my grandparents' home just now.. she seems better, but still very weak.. am quite worried, but when i see how stressed out my grandpa and parents are already, i just keep quiet and just keep it to myself..whats' the point of adding more troubles on an already troubled mind? and besides, i think i can handle it by myself.. eldest son must maintain a stoic attitude..hahahaiz
but sometimes, when i meet my friends, or go out or something, its' kinda hard to maintain that smile and continued jokes etc etc.. but its a fact that it takes more muscle power to make a frown than a smile, so smile i shall :)
will blog and post pics of the day tour tomorrow.. haha..now i need to shower, and get soccer-drunk..FA cup leh...
Saturday, April 14, 2007
went to school today, to meet up with salleh before heading to friday prayers.. on the way to fc3, met the Dingdangs!! lol.. i was so happy to see them.. made the rain a whole lot more bearable, haha...
then on the way to the mosque, met Zai.. heck its been a long time since i met him.. he's still as spastic as ever..haha.. and by that time we were totally drenched in rain.. but it was fun..reminded me of the time when i was small and played in the rain..and in the end got spanked by mum cos i got all my clothes wet and fell sick too..
at the end of the thing, took a taxi back home with salleh, and changed into drier clothes..and went back to school, haha...
met lawrence outside of club...where we learnt how to speak certain phrases together..
" saya rasa saya suka awak" .... i think i like you....
" saya sudah jatuh cinta pada kamu"...i've fallen for you....
" nak keluar tengok wayang?... wanna catch a movie?....
and a whole lot more, haha.. i guess lawrence was hinting to me? hehehe..but then arh, i see him so happy with jie wei and huat jin, i dun think i want to spoil the relationship.. sorry law, i dun think me and you will work out... puahahahahahahahaha...
but anyways, good luck man, with ur situation? *winks* "pelan pelan kayuh"..which can mean, slow and steady
after that, bid goodbye to cindy, and off we went to queensway to pick up the jerseys and also to get regina's sports shoes, haha.. angela, u and regina very funny sia..the way u both act around each other, wahaha...lol.. after she got her sports shoes..then off we went to vivo for the bakerzin interview..bid jiawen goodbye, cos she was meeting xueshi and the rest, haha.. after the interview, went to have dinner with the sisters.well actually, only one of the sisters..cos regina was dieting, lol..the vivo banquets' carrot cake is very nice sia...then bade them goodbye too and went home...
god i'm so tired, and wet..haha..
anyways, GOOD LUCK AND ALL THE BEST TO THE GMs and GLs for tmr's Day Tour!! =) will come down tmr to support you guys/gals..and besides that, the sun, the sand and the sea, how can i resist abit of rest and relaxation? haha..
see you all tmr *waves* Friday, April 13, 2007
hmm...today went for interviews with the usual peeps.. if im lucky, i can get it..and guess what, i would be posted at the Esplanade, haha..hopefully la, that is.. and since we're on this topic, a joke:
Qn: Why does the merlion puke all the time?
Ans: Cos it can't stand the stench coming from the nearby durians..
- -"............. hehehehehe...........
times are abit tough right now, what with my dad n granny falling sick, so guess i hafta scrimp and save and not go out much this month, haha.. which is ok..
considering that poly is gonna start soon..it's unfair
i made so many good, no, great, no, awesome friends this hols that its' a bloody shame that i didn't get to know them earlier... people like cindy,edmund,lawrence...phenom people with phenom personalities.. haiz.. if only i'd met them sooner.. im so gonna miss school badly i think..
also bonded with people close to me more than ever, cos i think work n impending NS can do that..
how i wish, next monday, i'll be waking up at 7, for an 8am class which i'll still be late for, h..then deciding what to wear, cos its the first day of school ( gotta impress the classmates, and admirers, hehe )..then coming to class, realising that some of your buddies are still late.. - -"
if the teacher is a right a-hole, he'll start lessons on the day itself, then going to fc1 ( the malay stalls' sardine puffs are syiok! ) to eat luch while your buddies are ogling some freshies.. in the evening, you'd be going to prac class, joking around, eat-snaking etc etc, while your hardworking groupmates are doing the prac by themselves..
at the end of the day, you rush to club, put your bags, change, and play SOCCER!!!!!!! wahaha...
god i'm missing school..hopefully work can keep me busy and not make me miss it so much..
to Kelly, Angela, CinD, Ed, Law..thanks so much for the most recent-est and most unforgettable memories =) *bows* .. actually there's a whole lot more people, but then not a whole lot of those people go to my blog.. haha
*waves* Thursday, April 12, 2007
today, in all sense of the word, was a catastrofuck..haiz..
*shakes head*
... Wednesday, April 11, 2007
over the weekend, on a saturday, went to collect this graduation robe (almost wanted to say gown, haha) at Serangoon Broadway, near potong pasir.. so me and salleh were taking this bus, i think its 142, and we didn't know that it looped, so once we saw the same block twice, we looked to each other and gave the "diao" look.. you know, in anime when the characters have 3 beads of sweat running down the sides of their faces..
service at the place was, well, classy? and we were apprehensive to go in, cos right at the front door was a wedding picture, and well, 2 guys going to a bridal shop doesnt do wonders to our egos..
"ah pa, ah bu! paiseh ah! wo si GAY ah!!!" lol.. xiuyi..im still stuck at episode 11..haiz..
the robe itself tore a huge hole the size of 75 bucks to rent, with 50 as the deposit..F(*&(&))&...now my pocket is extremely lighter..and i suppose that i have to go on another diet for a while..
ah but then, if i try real hard, i can imagine the robe to be my uniform for going to Hogwarts.. *trys*..nope.. tried.. or, or, maybe i can imagine that i still have 50 bucks in my wallet *trys*..nope.. crash and burn...
monday went to school for a gym-ming session.. and saw most of the GLs, haha..it was great seeing them again..super high feeling.. better than coke, or chocolate, or coke and chocolate.. saw the kias.playing and having fun and all with their kia brothers-n-sisters.. quite alot.. i think im gonna miss school real badly... *hopes and prays that this cls family spirit remains 4eva n also for more kia visits n GL sightings*.. =)
tuesday went to school for SPICE training..and only when i graduated did i really know what SPICE really stood for, lol... met salleh n weizhong at 1140 outside lau hua huats' office, where he generously drove us to food haven to have lunch.. i begged him to give me a job back at SP as a lab assistant.. cos i get to go back to school, and see my friends, and also to sharpen those lab skills..was also seriously contemplating the thought of teaching at SP in the future.. imagine, me at r4, hacking into the comp, accessing free printing, ehehhe..and playing FM and all the other games that we sneakily put in the folders..puhahahaha
after the training, which rather took a while..rushed down to meet edmund, angela, linus, mark and kelly, and some of the kias at vivo..haha..see them so happy =)
but had to leave early, cos i wasnt really feeling too good..dunno y, it seems that im tired..but not the kind of, sports "tired"..more like, the inside "tired"...haiz..
and, coincidentally, took the same mrt back with mark n kelly..haha....it was nice to spend time talking to them, seeing them be happy with each other..=) made the whole trip a lot more pleasant, cos i could have sworn that someone farted in the cabin..
then accompanied Kelly to the 98 bus stop to wait for the bus with her. She was gonna cut hair with David Gan i think, hehehehe..on the way, chatted about stuff. Kel sis, we should have more of these chats le, while me and u still have time, haha..
missing club and its inhabitants badly...
Sunday, April 08, 2007
Group Name : Alger
Group Mama : Angela
Group Papa : Edmund
(see the hand sign they made..tsk tsk tsk, wahaha)
i think this is supposed to be the informal pic of Alger
my favorite Alger pic.. see Ed n Angela tio stunned..
Group Name : Fa Cai
Group Mama : Cindy
Group Papa : Huat Jin
i think this is the formal pic
(wahaha, there my cousin is)
Group Name : Tofu
Group Mama : Kelly
Group Papa : Lawrence
Group Name : Oreos
Group Mama : Charlotte
Group Papa : Linus
Group Name : Happers/ Haples (sorrie im unsure of the name =])
Group Mama : Meiyu
Group Papa : Mark
Uber informal pic of Oreos
Slightly informal pic of Oreos
ok, a summary of how i spent my week
Monday, 2nd April
headed to CLS Fo prep camp with Ben.. upon reaching dover, 1st thing i saw, was the DingDangs, haha..then headed to club, put our stuff, then me and ben went to dinner at holland v and also to get dear kellys' Bday cake..
At nite, celebrated abit with kelly n the rest of the DingDangs.. Happy 18th Bday Kel <3 !! haha.. played soccer in the wee hours of the morning til 4 plus.. showered at 4am, and went off to bed.. i think i slept beside 2 gays.. cos they were sharing a sleeping bag n giggling.. anyway
Tuesday, 3rd April
D-Day! Fo 1st day.. had breakfast at around 7am plus+..saw the DingDangs and wished them good luck.. the freshies started streaming in at around 8 plus..and icebreakers, cheers, games were started.. after lunch?, i think the groups had to start begging for materials to make their flag.. there was this one incident where all the groups put their flags in the cls club.. it was kinda funny, cos the flag should always be with the group, haha..nvm.. freshies *shakes head*
Then station games started..me n the rest of the seniors went here n there to see the games.. it was kinda fun, seeing them play.. Evening saw them had dinner and practising their cheers. At nite, Night Games..where they had to search for lightsticks at parts of the school.. kinda fun actually..
Then me n the rest of the guys walked to clementi at around 3 friggin am in the morning to catch soccer.. haiz.. first time kana police stop..it was Awesome!! =O wahaha.. liverpools' game was good..then walked back , reached school at around 5? showered and slept near the rock climbing place..couldnt really sleep.. curse of the camps.. i can't really fall asleep when i want to
Wednesday, 4th April
Woke up, and saw the groups practising their cheers.. i really have to give a great big kudos to the DingDangs.. they were losing their voices, and yet with smiles on their faces, gave it their all.. after lunch, the groups prepared to go to clarke quay for outdoor games.. we took the bus with Happers? and sang some songs and just had fun..
The Billi Blanja at Clarke Quay was awesome. a whole mass of people doing it.. =) when all of them left, the seniors did it again, twice.. after that, headed to the esplanade to see the games..
it was quite awesome.. saw marks' group, saw kelly's group, saw angela's group, and saw cindys' group, where......argh!....i lost my virginity... i lost my first kiss to a guy.. aiyah how? cindy how? lol.. so thats wat a kiss feels huh...i shall conveniently erase the part of who gave me the kiss..
After that had lunch at marina square, where we then headed off to the place under the B.sheares bridge, and just slacked there n watched the groups streaming in one by one..
While waiting for the bus, me and marlon decided to act like a fool, something i accomplish quite easily..and was laughing our heads off til the bus arrived.
Campfire was something.. i was a bit angry that the kias werent singing loudly to the DingDangs..and chided one of em cos he was sleeping.. i mean, the DingDangs gave it all they got, losing their voices in the process..the least one could do was sing for them..but anyways, kudos again to the DingDangs, for not giving up.
the Shim part was fiaking funny..lol.. and isaac really did look pretty.. OMG
Nite, was the nite walk. Me,salleh,ben n lon were stationed at the MLT2 n childcare centre.. here's abit of fact..the haunted places in school are MLT2 n T7T8 the toilet..its proven.. if u wanna know why, ask me when u see me, haha.. at the childcare centre, me and salleh fell asleep directly at the spot where the freshies were walking..it was funny, they thought we were going to scare them, but in fact, we were sleeping already..haha..
After nightwalk, headed over to the rock climbing area to sleep..where, amazingly, i did fall asleep..
Thursday, 5th April
Woke up to the sounds of cheering..honestly, im going to miss that sound.. and saw the freshies n their mama/papas playing games.. hmm, after that.. the more impt part was the C.Ball tournament
Saw the GL vs GM match.. No surprises who i was supporting.. it was a rough game, intensely rough..but then through harships n trials, i saw something awesome, the GLS were playing, and giving it their all.. the ones that cheered cheered til i tears came out.. the ones that played played like there was no tomorrow.. i seriously have to commend the DingDangs.. forget about the score..in my humble opinion.. you all won more that you think, haha =)
then me myself played a round of C.Ball vs the Freshies All stars..they were v.funny and cute.. everytime i fell off the chair they would apologize and ask me if i was okie.. haha.. then i would say, " dun wori about me la, play the game, whack me off the chair if u have to", wahaha..
the saddest part of the whole camp.. going home.. haiz.. but the best part of it was the GL Dance.. breathtaking..i was smiling at some points and laughing, cos it was super cool la..the funny parts and all..nicely choreographed.. while they were singing and dancing, i was like, thinking of the titles of the song they were singing, cos it was so many, haha...
reached home, went through Post-camp syndrome, and felt emo..was super low..jie should know.. however, felt better in the end, thanks jie
Anyways, to the DingDangs: add me at pfreak87@hotmail.com if u wish to have the photos k? i took it all also because i wanted you all to see yourself in all your maiden glory, hee, and also cos i would love to keep in contact with you all de
sincerely,
Sha
here it goes again...
im scared... Monday, April 02, 2007
i think by the time i post this entry, most of the GLs are asleep, haha
just wanted to say, GOOD LUCK AND ALL THE BEST for the FO camp!! lol
you guys can do it de.. everytime i come down and see u guys train.. you guys will do a great job..excellent even =)
anyway, jia you yeah