Sunday, November 05, 2006
sad
4-0

when it was just 1-0 at half time...

that was the almost perfect score.. to lose by just one goal... what happened?

i am so damned sad and dissapointed..with myself...

its especially painful as i could have saved those goals.. i felt them whizzing past my fingers when they went in the net.. the sound of the ball hitting the net makes me want to just bang my fists on the pitch and not look up... it was so close.. but i guess close was still too far away...

especially the last goal.. it came in just before the final whistle... it took me almost everything to not cry right there and then on the spot... haiz... i hate this feeling...

i wasnt scared.. i wasnt hesitant.. i went all out, even got warned by the ref.. haiz...

btw ref, u are a fcuking idiot....
 Wednesday, November 01, 2006



my ultimate favourite part of the song;

Because I can see us holding hands

Walking on the beach our toes in the sand

I can see us on the country side

Sittin’ on the grass laying side by side

You can be my baby

Let me make you my lady

Girl you amaze me

Ain’t gotta do nothin’ crazy

See all I want you to do is be my love

Argh!!!!!....Song...Stuck..In Head!!!!!!!!!!...
hmm
its tuesday..

wed: test

thursday: test

friday: rest for sat

sat: match agst Sports Club.. 8am to 10am.. shite!

" i could feel the tears on my shoulder.. i could feel the warmth you brought.. i felt it, till i woke up"