Sunday, November 06, 2005
happy bday?

Im 18, finally, at last... anywayz..thanks guys/gals/guls for the cards and gifts..really dint expect it..thanks..makes me feel all warm and fuzzy inside..lolx

but...... why am i still feeling sad..ouh, its coz i dint get what i really wanted..for 2 years straight.. forgiveness and a friend back...haizz..sorrie sorrie sorrie sorrie sorrie sorrie sorrie sorrie sorrie sorrie sorrie sorrie sorrie sorrie sorrie sorrie sorrie sorrie sorrie sorrie sorrie sorrie sorry
Thursday, November 03, 2005
ari raya
Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri!!!!!!!

Shaliz, thats me..jemput semua kawanku ke rumah..lolx..

datang eh..insya'allah...Tetapi..sila talipon dulu, jgn uat saya terkejut beruk yaaaaaaaa?

hehehehehehehehehehe..Camat Hari Raya!

to the people i love
To the people i love, but never actually said it out loud...a.k.a my schoolmates..this is for you

Zad,Siti,Roz,Feezah,Yuntea,Ziela,Zai,Jo,Afiq,Susu and ramai lagi..

first of all, thanks for accepting my cards..i noe that you could have just said no..but u still accepted them..and for that i am grateful. i want you guys/gals to noe that i really put my heart and soul into each card that i wrote, coz i wanted it to be special for the person receiving it.. Syawal pun datang setahun sekali, so saya pun nak amik kesempatan nie untuk eratkan lagie tali persahabatan..hehe..sekali lagie, thanks a lot..

to all of you, each and every one of you has changed me in ways that you can never imagine..like Jo,Afiq and Zai; u guys taught me that sometimes, u shud just let it all go and just laugh in the face of sadness..

to Zad,Siti,Roz and Feezah; u guys taught me the meaning of true friendship, where the strength of true friendship lies in the ability to withstand time and distance..saya amat terharu having you guys as friends..for me, if u r my friend, u are like my family..i really love you guys and if you ever need my help, jgn malu2 kay..kehidupan nie ada ups and downs dier, but im very glad that you'll be there beside me, taking the road together..

to Yuntea ( if you're reading )..even though we were friends for a short time, u taught me some very important things that i have not forgotten.. u taught me the beauty of the malay language, .. u noe..if not for you, i wouldnt be reading novels.lol.. u taught me how to become a better person, a better muslim, a better friend..if i wanted to write it all down..it would take me til tomorrow.. i just want you to noe that im intensely honored, because at least once in my lifetime, i meet someone as special as you.someone who has done so much in so short a time.thanks so very much for being my friend..compared to you, im nothing..im insignificant..i just hope that we can be friends again.insya'allah ( see, if not for you i would be spelling it wrongly ).thanks again..

to Ziela.yooo..hey, thanks for being someone who i can talk to about Harry Potter, or about Avenged Sevenfold..lolx..and thanks, cos if not for you, i wouldnt be picking up the guitar again ya..thanks a lot..

pada hari yang suci nie, Shaliz nak ambil kesempatan ini untuk meminta maaf..everyone, Shaliz mohon maaf and keampunan dosa2 Shaliz..Shaliz tau Shaliz ada lukakan perasaan anda semua.pada masa itu, saya bodoh, kerdil dan lemah ..dengan air mata yang mengalir dan sebak dada ( im not kidding, im tearing right now )..Shaliz minta maaf..dengan seikhlas dan setulus hati, Maaf Zahir dan Batin..

Shaliz harap, pada hari yang mulia ini, anda semua gembira di samping keluarga yang tersayang.Shaliz pun harap anda semua sihat walafiat..and i really do wish the best for all of you..Amin

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri

Yours Ever Faithfully, Muhd Shaliz Nur Bin Sazali

besok ari raya
just came back from sch..ponteng GEMS but i dun care

was and am still tired, yesterday slept at 330am..due to vaccuuming, wiping,moving e.t.c.. and most importantly, writing hari raya cards..that was the most exhausting..the last card i wrote was from er, 2 20am to 330am..sumpah tak bedek..but am very proud that each and every card has its own soul..

today was late for the first time..am very proud..hehe..

later hafta help mak with cooking..official "sous" chef here...

gonna be short, cos hafta help dad..nak tdo pun tak leh..ya allah..

4 more days to my bday..what i hope for: forgiveness..and a second chance..thats all

take care kay..i'll write another entry a.s.a.p..maybe after "labu labi"? insya'allah

p.s: zai, yang kau kata pasal outing tu.keep that in mind..nanti aku tanya siti about it ya? u noe that me and zad slalu open to outings

Selamat Pre-Hari Raya Idulfitri, Minal Aidil Wal Faizin
Tuesday, November 01, 2005
karet
Jam Karet!!!!

wat a worse way to start school, haha...kay.

had to wait 30min for the 105,183 bus to come along..i swear, i came out of my house at like, 805am..the friggin bus came at 837..lucky the bus driver was a maniac..cepat giler sak drive ( fast mad sak drive )..lolx.. abeh hujan..haiz..

the first prac was okay2 arh.. the art and science of colours.. i learnt that each color has four tones : spring, summer, autumn and winter..lolx..and i also learnt that i have a deutan problem..

also, it seems that i might have some problems with SPM ( strength and properties of materials )..but engineering graphics seems fun..lolx..seems fun only arh..

nothing much in the way of changes for my class.marlon has a new hair color, jonathan has worn contacts..other than that, not much..lolx..

later at nite wanna go geylang serai again..for my last taste of kerepek lekor..haha..love that stuff..

six more to eighteen.

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