Tuesday, February 28, 2006
to marlon
hey marlon..

i know ur going thru a rough time..believe me, i may not know all of your pain, but i know enough..and that it hurts..

i also know one thing..u r a damn strong person..u'll get thru this..theres' a time to wallow in sadness and pain, yet life goes on..if you're still in pain, msg me or something ya, i'll join you in your suffering..coz a pain divided is a pain lessened..

but believe me, u'll get thru this..if you can smile thru the pain, u r not defeated..

remember brother, the testi i wrote for you," i got your back"..im not lying..u'll get thru this..if not, we'll stay in sadness together..cos one for all, all for one..

take care mate..

p.s be strong..
 Sunday, February 19, 2006
this week
eyy..sorrie for the long stretch w/o updates..having exams soon, and to be honest, i dun think i'll be here for quite some time..hehe..but dunch worries..

this week..well..is good..first of all, i feel as if a huge weight has been lifted off my shoulders..its been a WAY long time since i felt this way..haha..i don't mind the teasings and the "why"s..i simply smile and shrug..haha..all the best ya..no hard feelings..

marlon, i remembered one time i said, " i feel so tired from all this", and you said," its because ur fighting against it..y don't you just follow the tide"..ey man, i did..and i feel beta already..haha..thanks mate..

made some good friends this week..2 in fact.. ( isk aka jay2, and maira )..very honored..and i also caught up with some old frens..cos u see, on thursday i was heading down to gombak, so i passed my old school and haunts, and reminisced..hehe..

Valentines' day was quite okay..it started normally, and ended with a nice note..hope you liked ur rose, even though it was virtual..hehe..

i realised that now, i feel kinda stronger..cos i now know that i am able to withstand some things better..amin..

but i also feel afraid, cos i dun wan to hurt, or be hurt again..i dont want people who were once frens, turned into enemies and so..

lol, anyway, as i was saying..Exams are coming..i wish everybody i know, Good Luck, and all the best!..and oh yeah, lon, u know the plan i had for last sem..its a green light this sem man.haha..

tc and c ya..

Shah
 Thursday, February 09, 2006
tests
What a bloody horrible week;

Monday
1. Mofo ( Moldflow ) test..aced it
2.ASC ( the Art and Science of Colours ) test..hope to ace it..seems improbable
3. SPM ( Strength and Properties of Materials ) test..quite well

Tuesday
1. QAAS..screwed up the last question..10 marks maybe poof!
2.GEMS..Personal Financial Planning..Hard as hell.haiz...so must Pray and Pray..

Wednesday
1. Popri ( Polymer Processing ).. in a battle between wanting to score and heeding my conscience..my conscience won..haiz..why am i not feeling good?

Thursday
1. Engineering Graphics test..hope to ace it..Insya'allah