Wednesday, April 22, 2009
'Ambivalence is a state of having simultaneous, conflicting feelings toward a person or thing. Stated another way, ambivalence is the experience of having thoughts and emotions of both positive and negative valence toward someone or something.'
fuck. what, do you expect me to just take it when a big decision such as this comes my way. you don't ask for our opinions, you disregard our feedback, you treat us as a statistic. damn, it really is true when they say that middle or upper management doesn't take the feelings of the "people-on-the-ground" into account.
i'm not happy. i'm sorry, i can't pretend. i'm too tired. only when i'm at work will i muster up some feeble attempt at nonchalance.
i just can't fucking accept it, alright.
i'm sorry. i've just become too attached.
Sunday, April 19, 2009
ORD training over. immensely happy.
Played a soccer match today at clementi woods sec. Rematch against the same team last week. Gained a draw. Awesome performance from all my team-mates. insanely happy.
Injured my right knee during that match. Didn't blame anybody. Typical soccer injury. Got clipped while clearing the ball. I dropped like a rock after being hit. Felt like a taser to the knee.
not happy. not happy at all.
Someone cure my knee. Please!
Thursday, April 16, 2009
fuck la. i can't get to sleep.
got ORD training tml at 0745 and yet i'm still awake.
fuck.
Tuesday, April 14, 2009
went to JB in the morning today.
first to Angsana, for Dunkin Donuts. Found some very nice shorts and jeans. Ah well next time.
then to Singgah Selalu for lunch. Yum!
might be meeting the guys for Soccer later at night.
i guess that's how my life revolves now. If im not working, its usually these few things; gym, soccer, outings with friends. I'm pretty satisfied with how it's going. I don't really have free time to think about unnecessary things. The equation's all fixed and balanced (:
well, maybe it could fit one more thing? ..hmmm....no
still pretty bummed about not being able to go to KL. Hit the gut harder than i thought
Friday, April 10, 2009
Good Friday!
off le. today, lunch at marche and a movie.
tomorrow. soccer match at bendemeer sec with the guys. ho-hum, hope my knees are healed by then.
cheers! (:
Tuesday, April 07, 2009
Once you’ve been tagged you have to write a note with 16 random things, shortcomings, facts, habits or goals about you.
1. i hate wearing specs. i would do anything to get my perfect vision back.
2. i consider myself extremely patient, but if i lose my temper, you'd better watch out.
3. it's hard for me to open up to people, but once i do, it means that you matter. a lot.
4. never boarded a plane before. i don't want to die a travel virgin.
5. in my perfect world, when i retire, i'd like to have a big ice cream truck and go around neighbourhoods selling cones (:
6. i've been single since the day i was born. never been attached, hugged, or kissed by a female outside of my family.
7. once considered being a chef or a fighter pilot as being the perfect job.
8. favorite movie of all time; Top Gun. 2nd favorite movie of all time; That Thing You Do.
9. favorite team in the BPL; Newcastle United. favorite team in the world; Spain!
10 would like to kiss a girl in france, share a pizza in italy and feed her chocolates in switzerland.
11. i can't drink milk without adding ice in first.
12. i wish my hair was less messier.
13. am still searching for the perfect pair of jeans.
14. before i die, i want to see the aurora borealis.
15. blue has got to be my color.
16. 2 children. a boy first, then a girl. haha.
