Sunday, March 29, 2009

had a collapse case recently. my first since october? haha.

went better this time. didn't panic. everyone was cool and calm and collected, which struck me as a little weird. cos of you know, naturally you should be like a headless chicken about death and all that.

me, kak and my jr all did their jobs great, though i guess i could have improved just slightly more. i should have passed her the LMA faster and i could have inserted the airway guerdal before proceeding to CPR. ah well.

after that, when we conveyed the body to NUH, i was supposed to collect the BVM from the dead patient, and when i went to do that, his eyes were staring at me. very glassy, lifeless.

you know those movies where they show the main character suddenly tio stunned when he sees the dead body. it's fake.

managed to say bye to him as a sign of respect.

you can get used to seeing almost anything if you learn to separate work and life.

final note, i'm not going to KL anymore. was severely dissapointed than i let on. kak says that it's probably a blessing in disguise. very good disguise.
 Saturday, March 21, 2009

everything else could go wrong.

everything else i could withstand.

everything else could fail.

but, as they say, when it rains, it pours.

fine.
 Saturday, March 07, 2009

i think i gotta get me a new pair of soccer boots.

my old ones have served me well and faithfully for the past 2-3 years? my birthday boots i call them. i love them.

i can still wear those boots, but recently they've been getting just a wee bit tighter, and i don't want to see those golden pair of boots splitting at the seams.

which by now i have come to my current quandary; adidas or nike?

i love adidas. it's my most favorite brand of all. i love their boots. their long lasting capability and those 3 stripes are oh so addictive. BUT, their current line seems insanely ugly.

the only exception being the adipure line. it's plain black with white stripes, or vice versa. traditional looking, just like how adi dassler would have done it.

nike. their current lines want me to switch allegiances.

Their T90 Laser 2 series. the black with the red lines one. Sweet.

The Mercurial series. Makes me flush with excitement.

damn, i'm waxing lyrical over shoes