Saturday, July 05, 2008
collateral damage
what the hell. just because of one thing, all of us get screwed badly. it's just blowing things out of proportion. i admit, we are not blameless, but still, we are not at fault!

musibot!

if "that" thing happens, i really will be going nuclear. i hope against all hope that it will not occur, but if it does, i want out too. Damnit!

it feels as if ALL our hard work isn't worth anything. i'm not complaining for myself; i'm complaining for the rest too.

we all sacrificed alot. i don't think we deserve this.

i am intensely angry, but this is nothing in comparison if what i fear most will happen.

i'm begging that he doesn't ruin my little happy world.

im just hoping that he'll come to his senses and does some damage control. don't just shoot because you have some reserve pent up anger somewhere.

went to a DOA case last night. DOA stands for Death On Arrival. patient was dead almost 2 days. the stench was unbearable. the closest thing i can relate to is intensely stinky eggs plus rotting meat. and the worse thing is, the stench sticks to you. your uniform, your arms.

shit happens!