Wednesday, January 23, 2008
ambivalence
met up with my other medics today. just chilled around and chit chatted and just shared our stories. i miss my buddies alot, cos in MOC, we would get to see each other everyday, and nowadays the only chance to see each other is if we stumble into each other at the hospitals.

thats a sign of how my social life has gone down the drain, when the only chance to see your friends is at the hospital. haha

it was such a welcome respite from the job, to see them, cos it's like, they really can understand what the feeling is whenever you get a phone call. they can really relate how the feeling is when you see lots of blood, or when you do CPR on a patient and only see assytole. in a nutshell, the feeling can be pretty fcuk-ed up.

but very slowly and surely, i can feel myself getting used to the job. it still scares the heck out of me, but less of the heck comes out now.

i still hate it though, when you're about to change shift and go home after a shift, when suddenly there's a phone call, and you have to attend.

oh! and there's a legend about eating paus during you shift. haha

am totally enjoying my 2 days off.

miss medic huh? lol. that's going to be abit hard, cos most medics are male. the only female ones are paramedics, and they're old enough to be my mum. urgh. hold the thought.

good luck with you and your miss max brenner though. haha. chocolatey, yum!