Wednesday, December 19, 2007
4 more weeks to go
met afiq just now for lunch. he POP-ed from his Provost Course last week. felt very happy for him. he got best trainee too. tsk tsk. mai siao siao. haha

but kinda felt sad and sian too, cos we are one of the few vocations left stuck at CDA. the firefighters are going to POP in 2 weeks. the 26th ERS is going to POP soon too.

my vocation is taking alot of my time and energy. sometimes its really hard to wake up and drag myself from bad to go to class and all. having to put on a mask at times and play politician doesnt really suit me at all.

and also not having time to spend with my friends and so.

but then i remember;

it's the vocation i wanted.
i want to make the people i love be proud of me.
i want to make a difference and save lives.
i want to learn something that i can use for all my life.

today we learned how to do assists in maternity cases. the instructors showed us this maternity video. childbirth is so, graphic.

so i guess, i will continue sacrificing for the greater good (: nobody said this vocation was easy. haha.