Saturday, September 29, 2007
give until there's nothing left
11
Went for training on monday. Did the usual stuff. Laps plus static exercises. Favorite part was dinner, went to the " Prata House " at Clementi with Xt, Ts, Et and Al. Thats xueting tatsiong engtat and ailing for the uninitiated ones.
The roti bom was quite nice leh, but it's god awful small. The company was awesome. I managed to get some new songs on my HP. Whee!! Haha
Had a serious scare on tuesday night and wednesday. Nvm, it's over and everythings ok (:
As of now, 0231 hundred hours, there is 11 days more.
Yeah, less than a fortnight left.
11.
Wow. I dunno how to explain how i feel, but if i had to sum it up in one word, or acronym, it'd be
F.I.N.E.
Wow, really 11 days left? Damn. Thursday, September 20, 2007
wednesday
hmm. just got back from breaking fast with a few friends of mine.
ben went in today. to the NDU at Sembawang Camp. All the best, good luck and see you soon man! (:
felt the same way as when marlon, salleh and the others went in 2 months back. very sad and lonely. though i know the lonely part is baseless, considering how many great friends i still have
i wonder how i'll feel when i go in? haha. considering how sad i feel when my friends go in.
seems like just yesterday when we won the Poly50 and had our celebratory dinner. seems like yesterday when i saw most of them bald headed for the first time. haha.
time flies really fast huh. in 20 more days, i'll be going in.
it's funny you know; last time i said that i wished that time would fly so that i wouldn't be stuck where i am when other people seemed to have made their move. now all i wish for is just for abit more time to enjoy the good moments. does that make me sound indecisive?
ah nvm. haha. this is what happens when u have too much time on your hands.
gotta go bathe!
oh yeah, im feeling a whole lot better today. my body temperature went way down, and i don't feel so tired anymore. haha. Tuesday, September 18, 2007
monday blues
i am pissed with my little brother and sister. why? the reason being, they installed so much crap on the shared computer that now it hangs so easily. crap such as those stupid barbie doll games, crap such as some "pc-speeding" program that ironically, ended up slowing the computer further.
but no, i am also pissed because when i just got home from training, i got an earful from my dad for this. sometimes being the elder brother sucks. it really sucked just now, standing there and getting a lecture i didn't deserve, and in my current state too.
it's not my fault ok? i already told them countless of times not to already worsen this already retarded computer. do u think i actually am very glad that the computer is so fcuking slow its' almost embarassing?
i am pissed and i am tired. and now im using this currently maligned computer of mine. fcuk.
i haven't gotten very very angry for a long while. those kind of "exploding angry" type. maybe one day i should. but it's the fasting month, and patience is a virtue.
saturday
had dinner with the gang just now. I almost couldn't go totally cos i was feeling damn shagged this few days. after training on thursday, my body sort of just shut down? very tired and weak, and i know it's not due to fasting. during captain's ball on thursday, kept falling down from the chair. even marlon asked if i was ok.
back to just now, didn't go to sentosa with them but met them after that to have dinner. even though some things didn't turn out as planned ( hintsakurahint ), it was nobody's fault, and in the end, we even had a nice dinner. everyone's tummies were full.
tonight's dinner was also the last time i'm going to see ben for awhile before he enlists. it makes me quite sad cos he was my companion and brother when all my other brothers went away. me and him got closer. i can still remember the times when me him xt sya n ts were dancing to "girly-man", watching movies and having supper together. haiz.
to DOGGY MATT, be careful my brother!
and after him, i'll be enlisting next. then it'll just be xt sya and ts. and lastly, xt and sya. haiz. times change, people change.
Friday, September 14, 2007
september
Gosh, i haven't blogged in over a month.
Ok, round up of important things that occured recently and also in the month of August.
1. Tatsiong's Bday. For pictures, go to Jasmine's and Xuetinz blog. They're both great with adobe photoshop.
2. Xuetinz and her new job. Haha congrats!
3. Took part in the Army Half Marathon.
4. My brothers and Nakamas POP-ing. Congrats man! For more pictures do go to Angela and Xuetinz blog. They both like to take alot of pictures. LOL
5. Went out with Kelly and Angela for the first time! (: Hee. For more pics, do go to Angela and Kelly's blog.
6. First day of fasting. Which is TODAY! Haha!
I haven't been diligently blogging as my computer has been sabotaged by my younger siblings. Install this install that. In the end the computer cannot take it and commits suicide. Now, after much repair, i'm left with a computer that is mute (I can't hear music) and can't upload pics (It's blind) ,and does not speak the same language as my thumbdrive or handphone (its a duck while my HP and thumbdrive are chickens)
It seems just like yesterday that my brothers all went in for their BMT, and now they're officially POP-ed. Im very very happy for them (:
And yesterday i got to know my two little sisters better, especially Kelly. Lol. Cos she's the harder one to get among the 2. Thanks for sharing! Hugs! (:
Ok, going to meet the guys for a kickabout later before training. I can't wait. It'll be nice to see alot of familiar faces around again. But yes, i'll still be fasting. Haha. No worries!
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survey says it all
Survey
1. (The person who tagged you is...)
Marlon..
2. (Your relationship with him/her is...)
My brother from another mother. LOL..
3. (5 impressions you have of him/her.)
-Awesome person
-If you want someone to guard your 6 o'clock, he'd be it
-Goes out all the way for a friend
-Good in basketball, but still say he damn lan.
-Bloody good eater
4. (The most memorable thing he/she has done for you.)
Gosh there's quite alot, but i think the most memorable is when we both helped each other when we were in the same "boat" a year back..
5. (The most memorable words he/she has said to you.)
Stoic brother, stoic..
6. (If he/she becomes your lover, you will...)
Er, im not gay..
7. (If he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be...)
To be a girl in the first place..
8.(If he/she becomes your enemy, you will...)
Over my dead body in regards to this question..
9. (If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be...)
It ain't going to happen..
10. (The most desirable thing you want to do for him/her now is...)
Cure him of his post-BMT syndrome; "Horny-when-he-see-girls-itis"..
11. (Your overall impression of him/her is...)
I trust him with my life..
12. (How you think people around you will feel about you.)
Touch me, then you'll know how i feel..
13. (The characteristic you love about yourself is...)
Being the joker who seems to take nothing seriously..
14. (On the contrary, the characteristic you hate about yourself is...)
Slinking into the background at times when there are alot of people..
15. (The most ideal person you want to be is...)
Me?..
16. (For people that care and like you, say something to them...)
I don't have to say anything, they know (:
17. (Pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you - TRY NOT TO PEEP AT THE QUESTION BELOW BEFORE WRITING DOWN THE NAMES.)
1.Xueting
2.Angela
3.Marlon (bloody hell do one more time. LOL)
4.Kelly
5.Cindy
6.Edmund
7.Jasmine
8.Syaza
9.Lawrence
10.Siti
(Who is no. 6 having a relationship with?)
His laptop, Koda Kumi, Keri Hilson..
(Is no. 9 a male or female?)
Definitely male..
(If no. 7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?)
Er, they're both female..
(How about no. 8 and 5 )
Same thing. Both are female..
(What is no. 2 studying about?)
Food Technology. But funnily enough, you'd think that by studying alot of food stuff, you'd get fatter. But no..
(When was the last time you had a chat with no. 3?)
Eh, just a few minutes ago. He was tempting me to curse and break my fast. Bugger..
(What kind of music band does no. 8 like?)
Eh, last time i heard her listening to Daughtry. Haha..
(Does no. 1 have any siblings?)
A big sis, and a small bro..
(Will you woo no. 3?)
Hell no.. He's not pretty enough..
(How about no. 7?)
Haha no. She gives me good food tips..
(Is no. 4 single?)
Haha a definite and resounding no..
(What's the surname of no. 5)
GOH! (:
(What's the name of no. 10)
Siti Nurain Bte Misman..
(What's the hobby of no. 4?)
Eh, making strawberry slices? Haha. Spending time with her loved ones, especially poo poo..
(Do no. 5 and 9 get along well?)
Of course. They were once Sex Partners..
(Where is no. 2 studying at?)
Singapore Polytechnic..
(Say something casual about no. 1)
She's awesome! and she's probably flying by now. LOL..
(Have you tried developing feelings for no. 8?)
Haha no..
(Where does no. 9 live?)
Kelly told me this yesterday. Pasir Ris!
(What color does no. 4?)
Oh no. If i get this wrong she's going to kill me. Er, pink? Hehe..
(Are no. 5 and 1 best friends?)
Eh, they don't really know each other that well yet. Haha..
(Does no. 7 like no. 2 ?)
Friend friend like got la..
(How did you get to know no. 2?)
Through marlon xueting and jing bin..
(Does no. 1 have any pets?)
Haha no. But if she were to have pets, it'd probably be a dog. She hates cats..
(Is no. 7 the sexiest person in the world?)
If it gets me a free muffin i'd say anything. Wahaha!
Time is like water,
you cannot touch the same water twice,
because the flow that has passed will never pass again.
Enjoy every moment of life.
*trying to remember & relive the waters that has passed. some calm and soothing. some fast yet playfully fun. some rough and choppy.
*if time was water flowing, i wish that life would be a tap.
*10. 9. 8. 7. 6. 5. 4. 3. 2. 1. 0.
*am i ready?
*it really doesn't seem to matter. it will still come.
*f.i.n.e
No one told me the right way, the right way to go about this
So I'll figure it out for myself
Friday, September 28, 2007
Went for training on monday. Did the usual stuff. Laps plus static exercises. Favorite part was dinner, went to the " Prata House " at Clementi with Xt, Ts, Et and Al. Thats xueting tatsiong engtat and ailing for the uninitiated ones.
The roti bom was quite nice leh, but it's god awful small. The company was awesome. I managed to get some new songs on my HP. Whee!! Haha
Had a serious scare on tuesday night and wednesday. Nvm, it's over and everythings ok (:
As of now, 0231 hundred hours, there is 11 days more.
Yeah, less than a fortnight left.
11.
Wow. I dunno how to explain how i feel, but if i had to sum it up in one word, or acronym, it'd be
F.I.N.E.
Wow, really 11 days left? Damn. Thursday, September 20, 2007
hmm. just got back from breaking fast with a few friends of mine.
ben went in today. to the NDU at Sembawang Camp. All the best, good luck and see you soon man! (:
felt the same way as when marlon, salleh and the others went in 2 months back. very sad and lonely. though i know the lonely part is baseless, considering how many great friends i still have
i wonder how i'll feel when i go in? haha. considering how sad i feel when my friends go in.
seems like just yesterday when we won the Poly50 and had our celebratory dinner. seems like yesterday when i saw most of them bald headed for the first time. haha.
time flies really fast huh. in 20 more days, i'll be going in.
it's funny you know; last time i said that i wished that time would fly so that i wouldn't be stuck where i am when other people seemed to have made their move. now all i wish for is just for abit more time to enjoy the good moments. does that make me sound indecisive?
ah nvm. haha. this is what happens when u have too much time on your hands.
gotta go bathe!
oh yeah, im feeling a whole lot better today. my body temperature went way down, and i don't feel so tired anymore. haha. Tuesday, September 18, 2007
i am pissed with my little brother and sister. why? the reason being, they installed so much crap on the shared computer that now it hangs so easily. crap such as those stupid barbie doll games, crap such as some "pc-speeding" program that ironically, ended up slowing the computer further.
but no, i am also pissed because when i just got home from training, i got an earful from my dad for this. sometimes being the elder brother sucks. it really sucked just now, standing there and getting a lecture i didn't deserve, and in my current state too.
it's not my fault ok? i already told them countless of times not to already worsen this already retarded computer. do u think i actually am very glad that the computer is so fcuking slow its' almost embarassing?
i am pissed and i am tired. and now im using this currently maligned computer of mine. fcuk.
i haven't gotten very very angry for a long while. those kind of "exploding angry" type. maybe one day i should. but it's the fasting month, and patience is a virtue.
When Will I See Your Face Again
Here I am, everyday
Since you said, you’d come again,
But it’s not fair, cos’ you’re not here,
I wait in vain, but nothing has changed
I’m a flower, soaking in the rain,
If I could wish one thing, I’d hear you call my name,
So when will I see your face again,
When will you touch my life again (ohh yeah),
When will I breathe you in again
I think I love you …will I see your face again,
Little thing, like the rain coming,
She looked at me a certain kind of way,
Tell me girl, where are you now,
‘Cos I don’t know how much longer I can wait,
I’m a dreamer, waiting for the sun,
When you’re coming in, I know my life’s begun,
Tell me girl…
When will I see your face again (ohh yeaaah),
When will you touch my life again (ummm um),
When will I breathe you in again,
I think I love you ...will I see your face again,
You know that all my life
I’ve been waiting,
Waiting for some, someone like you to love me,
You can’t come by like an angel, into my life,
And then fly away, fly away,
Oh honey, cos I, Uh baby, ba ba doo yeah, oh ooh,
Sing, I’ve only seen youuu, oh, I said, uh huh, I said I said, yeah (woo)
When will I see your face again (I wanna see you once in my life),
When will you touch my life again, (wanna see you twice in my life),
When Will I Breathe You In Again (ohhh),
I think I love you ...will I see your face again,
I said, see bap pa da doo ba ba
Bap ba do yeach, that’s what we do yeaahhh
When will I see your face again my friend,
Oh yeah, I think you gotta let me know yeah,
Oh yeah
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Sunday, September 16, 2007
had dinner with the gang just now. I almost couldn't go totally cos i was feeling damn shagged this few days. after training on thursday, my body sort of just shut down? very tired and weak, and i know it's not due to fasting. during captain's ball on thursday, kept falling down from the chair. even marlon asked if i was ok.
back to just now, didn't go to sentosa with them but met them after that to have dinner. even though some things didn't turn out as planned ( hintsakurahint ), it was nobody's fault, and in the end, we even had a nice dinner. everyone's tummies were full.
tonight's dinner was also the last time i'm going to see ben for awhile before he enlists. it makes me quite sad cos he was my companion and brother when all my other brothers went away. me and him got closer. i can still remember the times when me him xt sya n ts were dancing to "girly-man", watching movies and having supper together. haiz.
to DOGGY MATT, be careful my brother!
and after him, i'll be enlisting next. then it'll just be xt sya and ts. and lastly, xt and sya. haiz. times change, people change.
and today, SHF member Powerboy also is enlisting at 130pm. Good luck mate! All the best and do us proud my fellow superhero! (:
Friday, September 14, 2007
Gosh, i haven't blogged in over a month.
Ok, round up of important things that occured recently and also in the month of August.
1. Tatsiong's Bday. For pictures, go to Jasmine's and Xuetinz blog. They're both great with adobe photoshop.
2. Xuetinz and her new job. Haha congrats!
3. Took part in the Army Half Marathon.
4. My brothers and Nakamas POP-ing. Congrats man! For more pictures do go to Angela and Xuetinz blog. They both like to take alot of pictures. LOL
5. Went out with Kelly and Angela for the first time! (: Hee. For more pics, do go to Angela and Kelly's blog.
6. First day of fasting. Which is TODAY! Haha!
I haven't been diligently blogging as my computer has been sabotaged by my younger siblings. Install this install that. In the end the computer cannot take it and commits suicide. Now, after much repair, i'm left with a computer that is mute (I can't hear music) and can't upload pics (It's blind) ,and does not speak the same language as my thumbdrive or handphone (its a duck while my HP and thumbdrive are chickens)
It seems just like yesterday that my brothers all went in for their BMT, and now they're officially POP-ed. Im very very happy for them (:
And yesterday i got to know my two little sisters better, especially Kelly. Lol. Cos she's the harder one to get among the 2. Thanks for sharing! Hugs! (:
Ok, going to meet the guys for a kickabout later before training. I can't wait. It'll be nice to see alot of familiar faces around again. But yes, i'll still be fasting. Haha. No worries!
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Survey
1. (The person who tagged you is...)
Marlon..
2. (Your relationship with him/her is...)
My brother from another mother. LOL..
3. (5 impressions you have of him/her.)
-Awesome person
-If you want someone to guard your 6 o'clock, he'd be it
-Goes out all the way for a friend
-Good in basketball, but still say he damn lan.
-Bloody good eater
4. (The most memorable thing he/she has done for you.)
Gosh there's quite alot, but i think the most memorable is when we both helped each other when we were in the same "boat" a year back..
5. (The most memorable words he/she has said to you.)
Stoic brother, stoic..
6. (If he/she becomes your lover, you will...)
Er, im not gay..
7. (If he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be...)
To be a girl in the first place..
8.(If he/she becomes your enemy, you will...)
Over my dead body in regards to this question..
9. (If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be...)
It ain't going to happen..
10. (The most desirable thing you want to do for him/her now is...)
Cure him of his post-BMT syndrome; "Horny-when-he-see-girls-itis"..
11. (Your overall impression of him/her is...)
I trust him with my life..
12. (How you think people around you will feel about you.)
Touch me, then you'll know how i feel..
13. (The characteristic you love about yourself is...)
Being the joker who seems to take nothing seriously..
14. (On the contrary, the characteristic you hate about yourself is...)
Slinking into the background at times when there are alot of people..
15. (The most ideal person you want to be is...)
Me?..
16. (For people that care and like you, say something to them...)
I don't have to say anything, they know (:
17. (Pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you - TRY NOT TO PEEP AT THE QUESTION BELOW BEFORE WRITING DOWN THE NAMES.)
1.Xueting
2.Angela
3.Marlon (bloody hell do one more time. LOL)
4.Kelly
5.Cindy
6.Edmund
7.Jasmine
8.Syaza
9.Lawrence
10.Siti
(Who is no. 6 having a relationship with?)
His laptop, Koda Kumi, Keri Hilson..
(Is no. 9 a male or female?)
Definitely male..
(If no. 7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?)
Er, they're both female..
(How about no. 8 and 5 )
Same thing. Both are female..
(What is no. 2 studying about?)
Food Technology. But funnily enough, you'd think that by studying alot of food stuff, you'd get fatter. But no..
(When was the last time you had a chat with no. 3?)
Eh, just a few minutes ago. He was tempting me to curse and break my fast. Bugger..
(What kind of music band does no. 8 like?)
Eh, last time i heard her listening to Daughtry. Haha..
(Does no. 1 have any siblings?)
A big sis, and a small bro..
(Will you woo no. 3?)
Hell no.. He's not pretty enough..
(How about no. 7?)
Haha no. She gives me good food tips..
(Is no. 4 single?)
Haha a definite and resounding no..
(What's the surname of no. 5)
GOH! (:
(What's the name of no. 10)
Siti Nurain Bte Misman..
(What's the hobby of no. 4?)
Eh, making strawberry slices? Haha. Spending time with her loved ones, especially poo poo..
(Do no. 5 and 9 get along well?)
Of course. They were once Sex Partners..
(Where is no. 2 studying at?)
Singapore Polytechnic..
(Say something casual about no. 1)
She's awesome! and she's probably flying by now. LOL..
(Have you tried developing feelings for no. 8?)
Haha no..
(Where does no. 9 live?)
Kelly told me this yesterday. Pasir Ris!
(What color does no. 4?)
Oh no. If i get this wrong she's going to kill me. Er, pink? Hehe..
(Are no. 5 and 1 best friends?)
Eh, they don't really know each other that well yet. Haha..
(Does no. 7 like no. 2 ?)
Friend friend like got la..
(How did you get to know no. 2?)
Through marlon xueting and jing bin..
(Does no. 1 have any pets?)
Haha no. But if she were to have pets, it'd probably be a dog. She hates cats..
(Is no. 7 the sexiest person in the world?)
If it gets me a free muffin i'd say anything. Wahaha!