Friday, July 13, 2007
no goodbyes no farewells; just 'see you later's
Poly50. Team CLSA 1, aka CLSA Earthquake, got 1st place for the Alumni category. 1hr 16min 43sec. A new record. Team CLSA 2, aka CLS Tsunami, got 6th place. As Aaron said, that is nothing to be ashamed about. And Both teams, aka the Earthnami, won something far greater and priceless. Bonds of friendship.

The dinner at Swensens' Marina Square was memorable in more ways than one. Was so extremely happy. I will never forget that day and night. 110707. But as usual, i hate the end. The partings. I hugged every single one of the guys. Didn't want to let go.

Pics will be uploaded later, as i have something more important to blog about.

Tomorrow, most of my brothers will be going in to NS. I don't want to put their names down one by one, because i am not too sure of my willpower to not break down right here and now.

In one day, i fell apart too many times. And a few more close shaves.

I feel scared. This sudden change. So many familiar faces, my brothers, all going at the same time. How i wish that i could have gone in with them at the same time, so at least we're facing this fear together. Things won't be the same anymore.

SMS from friends

Marlon: Dear shf, im going in tml already. needless to say, you guys i'll miss alot! Hehe. So please do not forget me ah. Am grateful to be part of this family as Superman, lol, you guys i'll always treasure. So see you guys soon alright? Do come for my pop if you can! Haha

Marlon: Hey bros enlistin within these few days or not, do take care man, really am grateful to have known you guys! Pls take care till we meet again! See you guys man. You'll be missed! Haha

Ben: Hey Brothers! to those enlisting 2molo or e day after.. do take care in ns..rmb the times we spent 2gather n especially yest.. haha. lets meet up at least every once a month..

Yi wei: Brother.. You will be missed badly.. Its been an honour knowing you.. True friendship never dies.. Take great care brother.. Will really hope to see you real soon.. Sweet memories will stay in me forever..

Aaron: Thanks bro! Hee.. I'll miss you too! Yeah man! U help organise k! I confirm give u face.. Hee..

Salleh: Hey bro thanx for de msg. i"ll miss ya too..`salleh`

Authors Note: Just re-writing those sms-es down took alot of strength. Haiz.

I hate goodbyes and farewells. But Yi wei told me something. Its not a goodbye, its a 'see you later'!

So brothers, while you are in there, being strong, i'll be taking care of things out her, being strong myself. Its the least i can do.

Brothers! I'll miss you. But, i know, i'll 'See You Later'!

Please take care. I'll pray for you all every night and day.

(As of finishing my entry, all my brothers have gone offline and to bed. Haiz. Transition and change has started. I shall start being strong now, for them)

PS: to Xt, Angie and Kelly, i think these few days i really am going to need you all alot for support. But i am eternally grateful that you're still here with me. Sincerely (: Love you all.