I bought a new ball today. However, i didn't know that i would have to pick it up from the back of my net 4 times.

I'm sorry that i just wasn't good enough. My first time taking captaincy and we lost heavily. I feel as if i let the team down, letting in 3 soft goals.

2 of those goals were scored by the person i hate most from EEE. I don't know his name, but i swear to god if i see his face, i dunno what i'll do.

EEE played rough til Nasir got red-carded, and Zai lost his temper. They went in feet first. The referee made some very bad calls. One of those included Asaph's goal, which would have been the turnaround.

When i tried to apologize on MSN for todays' performance to the rest of the team, tears nearly came to my eyes. I was that low. If only i was better. If only...

However, there were highs too:

Jason gave a Man-of-the match performance yet again. Thank you.

Asaph, for tt wonderful long range disallowed goal. Inspirational. Thank you.

Marlon. Bro, congrats for your first goal! One of the bright sparks of the whole match. You get better with every match. Thank you.

CLSA. Thank you for letting me be captain for this match, leading some of the best guys and teammates around. This will be the second last match before we all break to go to NS etc. Thank you. Im just sorry that it wasnt a happy occasion.