Friday, June 08, 2007
fiak
In the morning, went to NUH Clinic to have lunch with the ever 18 big sister of mine. It was nice just sitting in and watching her work. I was thinking, "Hmm, so that's what she does everyday". I was also scanning for a fat tub or lard, but alas, none to be found. But i think jie can handle that fcuker better lo. I've seen her mad, and when she is mad, er, i think that the whole world could come crashing down. Bottom line: Don't Mess With My Sister! Ever! Haha.. Pics will be uploaded soon, cos she said that my phone was sucky, so she took it with her phone..

After accompanying her for lunch, in which the Avacado drink tasted like a milkshake, she did her usual routine after her lunch, hahaha.. and i went back home to rest abit before heading to Poly50.

Reached school at around 5plus. Met the rest of them at club, where we got our new training gear. Red. Nice! LOL.

Training was really slacked to tell the truth, cos of the number that turned up. But nevertheless, i'm still shagged.. First time i nearly puked during training lo.. Nasir puked le.. He was in seriously bad shape. And my knee feels abit worse, but funnily enough, when i rest it, it feels better.. Haha.. Weird. Just hope that it gets better by Sunday!

Kinda short entry cos i am really tired.. Im seeing double vision when im typing..

My patience has always been tested when it comes to you and your trust issues. I hate it when you continually msg me and coerce me to do this and that! You don't know how many times my limit has been reached, and how close you are to seeing me blow up.

You've never seen me blow up now have you? 20 years i've tried to be patient..

I can't take it. You don't know the pain that i carry around, sometimes even the embarassment at the situations you cause me to be in. I complain and share my probs with my loved ones. I want to stop doing that.

Please stop. I seriously can't take it anymore. Haiz.