Sunday, May 27, 2007
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My NS letter has come.
Muhammad Shaliz Nur Bin Sazali has to report to the Civil Defence Academy at Jalan Bahar on the 9th of October at 0830am.
I won't say much here. I already told my loved ones my true feelings. They know.
Author's note: previous entry angie corrected me on the Dingdang Cheer. Well, here i go to correct it. I hope its' correct, cos it's been months since FO, and i don't want the wrath of 10 people to come kick my ass..LOL..
"Systematic, Automatic!!
Highly Energetic!!
Dingdangs Dingdangs!!
All the way!!
We like it here we like it here!!
We've found ourselves a home!!
A home!!
A home!!
A home sweet home!!'' Saturday, May 26, 2007
after graduation
After graduation, i think that i should thank a few people who made my poly life the one i would most ask God to repeat again when i die and go to heaven (:
The SHF : God.. It's been so long since all 7 of us met up huh? What with most of us working, one of us schooling, finding time to see each other and catch up like old times is very hard. Yet, every time when we do meet, I feel so much at home, so much at ease with my family. To the 7 superheroes, you know who you are, i sincerely love you all. I have never regretted any moment spent with you all, and i wish those moments would increase. See you soon! (:
p.s to Jon, wadda hell!! LOL.. Congrats on being attached to toot toot toot toot..nyahaha.. Im glad you found your special someone.. You both look great together!
My Beloved Little world of 3 : I love you both, i really do. With you, the worst of times don't seem so bad, and the good times seem never-ending. I would die for any one of you, without hesitation, that's how much you both mean to me. I can't really put how much i care for either of you, so i'll let my actions show. The greatest gifts from god <3
Xueting Jie : Thank you for being my big sister. I feel so protected with you being my jie (: I don't feel so alone anymore, cos i know that you'll always be close, literally and metaphorically. Thank you for being there for me, and in return, i'll always be there for you, always with a listening ear. My printer will always be ready just in case you need it. 188 will always be our little way of keeping in touch, even if we can't see each other. I'll always support and protect you too (: <3 ya jie! hugs!
Angie Mei : I cannot thank you enough for entering my life. I cannot thank you enough for being my friend, sister, confidant, buddy and so much more. I cannot thank you enough for whacking me whenever you feel like it. You're special you are, you just haven't seen it yet. Life would have sucked so bad if i didn't meet you. The only thing i regret is that i didn't meet you sooner, you loud laughing twig. I swear you're stubborn-er than me. Hehe. I'll always be there for you k? and I.Love.You (: Don't blush hor!
Kelly sis : Thank you for all the wonderful things you did for me, and thank you so very much for being my little sister (: All those lil notes you wrote, those cards you did, and most recently, your little graduation gift, i don't know how to thank you. You mean so much to me and in my heart you'll stay, you girl with the power to turn rain into shine *hint hint*..hehehe.. Love you sister! Forever!!
FYP : Serene and Geraldine. I love you 2. Plain and simple. FYP was supposed to be hell, but with you both, it was just.. LOADS OF FUN. I miss you both. Don't forget me? Please, haha.. Please jio me out for your outings can anot? haha, I miss bullying geraldine with you la Serene, and i miss just staring at the most cutest Girl ever!!! nyahaha.. My secret is out! It's been a great pleasure knowing you both (: <3
Marlon and the Soccer Nakamas : Fuck.. it's been 2 years huh brother, since i met you, since we both went through hell together, suffered together, took the same boats together, and in the end, we both still lived (: IF i ever wanted to be somebody else, i would be you. If god din't have such a wicked sense of humor, i would have met you in primary 1, and would have goddamned force you to stay at Dazhong. I'll always have your back. Always.
Soccer Nakamas, 2 years huh.. the 1st year was the hardest.. and yet we all became stronger and played better as a team. I would not win with any other team, and would be honored and happy to lose with you all. Let's hope to more years battling on the field together, joking and laughing and just being men together.
STRZ and 1st year classmates : God, how i think of you all endlessly. I wonder how life would be if i wasn't in your class. I wouldn't have met the best people ever! Siti! Hafizah! Serene! Geraldine! Douglas! and would have laughed lesser. Heran tak heran ah! Goyang tak Goyang ah! HAHA Serene remember that?! LOL..
STRZ, i am looking forward to hanging out with you all again. I don't miss you all so much, cos we'll always stay that way, haha.. No worries (: More Pooling, BF2-ing and watching soccer matches and movies together..haha
Ding Dangs : Thank you so much for making my last holidays as a Student memorable, and thank you for letting me enter abit into your sacred little world of 10. When i think of my last moments in school, i'll think of the 10 of you all, working so hard and having so much fun together! Angela, Kelly, Cindy, Meiyu, Charlotte, Edmund, Mark, Huat Jin, Lawrence and Linus, you're all invited to my house for hari raya, haha.. We'll play mahjong together! wahaha.. Sometimes i wish i was in year 2 with u all.. HAHA <33 Systematic Automatic Dingdangs Dingdangs all the way!! Thursday, May 24, 2007
Graduation
The 2 treasured few still stuck in school. <3 I miss them so much. I pray that when it's their turn to wear the robe, i'll be there (:
Thomas. Zheng Hong and Me. 1st year buddies till now.. It's sad that only 3/4 of the STRZ graduated. Haiz.
Me. My graduation ceremony. One of the few days that i didn't really want it to come. Yet, the person that did this for me, and a few others, made me wish that that day didn't end (:
Went to club to take some pics with the Dingdangs. Unfortunately, only Lawrence was there de.. Haha.. So took a pic with him.. Hehehehe. I took a photo with Cindy's SP..nyahaha..
CLSA FC team members.. The one with the red tie is the most craziest when playing Monopoly. He screwed me shitless when i stole the fake money and passed it around without him knowing.
CLS Seniors aka All-stars. A secret, i hate that term though. Ah, so formal we are.
Ah, this is more like it! (:
I pity jie.. IF she turned around, she had to face the wrath of 3 very sexy butts... LOL
My little beloved world of 3. I don't think i could have survived those rainy days without them.<3
Dear Kelly sis <3> The one who could just laugh just by looking at my face (:
My big sister a.k.a Xt Da jie. The one closest to me by house distance in the SHF. Just a bus away, 188 <3 hugs!!
CLSA FC : KurotSalleh MayuDeen, Zaraki Benpachi, Kuchiki Shakuya and Hitsugayou Toushiro
Beloved Angie Mei. (: Always someone close to my heart, and someone whose voice i will always miss hearing in R4..LOL
CLSA FC centrebacks. God i look pre-shrunk. Nyahahaha
DENG*5 Buddy Serene and No.1 Kuchiki Rukia aka Miss Cute-est aka Geraldine. I love and miss them alot <3
Siti Bestie!!!!!!!! 3 years running..haha..Amik air untuk sendiri je sak.. Pelokek! lolx
The Mum! and the Stubborn little Sis! <3
My brother from another mother! Nyaha. Through thick and thin, stoic we shall be <3
Graduation was, a plethora of feelings. Sadness, joy, and a whole other shitload of adjectives. Was very sad that i had to graduate, in fact, i was angry that the day had finally come. I don't know how to explain it. It's just that i was begging that it wouldn't come so soon, but yet time still moves on.
After the graduation, even though words weren't unspoken, promises were made. Promises to always stay in touch. My next entry will be a tribute to the people that left an imprint in my heart. (: Monday, May 21, 2007
...fnh
May 20th. Food and Heritage Tour. Haha. My first stop was Maxwell Food Centre.. Went there 1st cos it was the nearest to my home la.. LOL.. so reached there, searched for table 125.. and found Edmund.. His place had er... some porridge and currypuffs! Yum...
This was Kellys' station.. and the absolutely hardest station to find in my opinion. Cos i thought she was at Tekka market.. and i spent like around a half hour going through the whole market.. making two rounds..but still not seeing Kelly... at that point i was so damn low lo..and very sad.. Cos i didnt want to leave without not seeing her mah.. Lucky at that point i met Charlotte and her friend, and together we went to Boon Keng. Happy!! lolx.. Her station had a traditional indian sweet and kacang puteh.
Best pic of the day.. Cos it took me almost an hour to find the girl on the right.. For the record, this was the 2nd pic i had with Kelly only.. but the best pic i had with her, cos my hair looked abit nicer.. (: and i learnt on that day that Kelly likes to take pics when she is on the right of the pic..
This was near the Esplanade, my dreaded work place.. (My manager sucks by the way).. A memorial, for the glorious dead *prays*
In this picture, if u look really really closely, u can see Huat Jin and Linus.. They are on the bridge, on top of that dude's head. When i met them, they were running barefooted on the fiaking hot floor lo..
Last station... I bloody walked from the Esplanade to Golden Mile food centre cos it felt cheaper than to take a bus.. But i forgot that i was walking during the afternoon, when it was just too hot! when i reached their station, i was sweating like crazy... Nice pic.. There's Meiyu a.k.a Mark, Cindy, who's hiding.. I can't remember why though..LOL.. and dear mei Angela a.k.a Kelly. Eat some more angie! nyahaha
It was damn awesome.. If only my weekends were as fun and memorable as this (: Sunday, May 20, 2007
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Ok, now blogger has gone back to it's right state. (:
on thursday, went for poly50 training. Training was, in a nutshell, hard as hell. First, we had to do 4 sprints up the hill to foodcourt 6 from the stadium carpark. After that, the guys had to do 20 pull-ups each. It might sound easy, but we were all shagged shitless after the sprints. In the end, most of us failed to complete 20, so in the end, all of us did 40 push-ups as punishment. That was just the warmup.
The main course was when all of us had to run 2 rounds around school. God we were all bloody tired at that point. Most of us had cramps. I had one coming on my left thigh and was struggling all the way, having to do a sort of brisk-walk-run most of the time during the 2nd round. But when i was doing the 2nd round there was this one funny part.
I was running behind this male caucasian jogger when i suddenly passed him. He kana tio-stunned, freezed, and uttered something and then laughed. I was also laughing and apologizing. LOL. The look on his face, was like a deer caught in headlights or something, nyahaha.
Completed the 2 rounds! the feeling was uber syiok! By the time i reached the stadium, most of the guys had already ended their run, and at that time the stadium was already pitch black, so we decided to end the training there and then.
(: Then me, lon, xt jie and angie mei decided to sprint 100m. Was very happy that i can still maintain that speed, but i could have gone faster sia. Was also very happy to see lon (still the same), xt jie (whose complexion is very good now), lol and angie mei (bleargh =p call me fat!)
Went for dinner at clementi, xt jie and marlon didn't want to go, so in the end pei-d angie back home first before meeting up with the rest of the guys to go back home together. Tatsiong was a git, cos in the mrt when we went in the cabin, i immediately went to the middle of the cabin, thinking that they would follow suit, but they just let me walked in deeper and deeper.. haha. Their excuse was that i was wearing my hp walkman and didn't hear them.
Now my body aches like hell, even though it's saturday, but i can't wait for the next training. I wanna be stronger and faster!
Ok, Saturday. Right now im designing logos for the CLSA ( CLS Alumni/ CLS Arse-nal ) football club.. i got a few done, later im gonna scan them and put it on the blog.. cos the teams' been thinking of making a new jersey, so yeah. Making it more nicer by putting logos on the front, and gotei13 numbers on the back, nyahaha.
Tomorrow, am gonna go down to the food and heritage tour to meet the CLS people and give them some support and just sight see.. Good luck Angela, Kelly, Cindy, Edmund, ****bag and the rest of the guys. See you tmr!! (: I can't wait.
Graduation's in 4 more days. Ambivalence is the word. It's just... ah nvm..
Am gonna go jog now, before it starts to rain
p.s, i really do love my new blog song (: Friday, May 18, 2007
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Monday: went to watch Spiderman 3 at Jurong Point with Xt jie and Satyish.. Lol. It was very funny la, as they thought they were late, and told me that they ran all the way from Boon Lay to the cinema as they were afraid that they were late, but in the end, when we went in, the show barely even started, it was still the ads..
have to say, the movie was great, however, there was a heck lot of crying. The action scenes were awesome, and the fight scene between the 2 evil guys and the 2 good guys was awesome.. Venom!!!! Venom was uber damn cool!! But the way he died was er.. aiyah..
Tuesday: went to work, as usual. It was ok. Won't say much, work is work (: Oh ya, June 15 and 16 the esplanaded concert hall will be holding a Play! symphony.. and they'll be playing songs from world of warcraft, and guess what? Final Fantasy!!! Wahahaha.. tix are $20 to $80.. I'm looking forward to it... Anybody wanna go with me?
Wednesday: came back to school to play soccer with the mates. In the end played a match with the EEE people.. haha..and while i was tackling gary, the EEE captain, we were discussing when to have a match.. wahaha
Thursday: am now in the school library, waiting for poly50 training, which is in 7 hours time.. saw alot of familiar faces once i stepped in.. ah so happy (: Monday, May 14, 2007
Well, first of all.. BLOGGER IS SCREWED UP.. argh..
spent the whole of saturday cleaning up the home, as a pre-gift for mum's day.. back breaking, but at least i got lighten mums' load abit.. then went for a jog.. and all the way, i was listening to final fantasy songs on my hp. Songs like "eyes on me", "melodies of life" and "suteki da ne".. it made me run slow and just relax.
honestly, over the weekend, i can feel myself missing the feeling of playing final fantasy, of which, my most favorite of the series, Final Fantasy 8.
Well, Final Fantasy 8 is mostly about this school, called Balamb Garden, which trains teenage military cadets, one of them being Squall Leonhart ( I love his final renzokuken, Lionheart ).. and one way or the other, he meets this girl called Rinoa.. the storyline is intensely superb, and there's love, action, suspense and a whole lot of other adjectives in a GAME.. It should be a movie sia..to tell the truth.. Balamb Garden is beautiful, and how i wished it was real.. then there was Quistis, Zell, Selphie ( Booyaka! ), Irvine, and others.. i seriously wish that sometimes i could escape to balamb garden and in the world of final fantasy.
Final Fantasy 9, is about this nation of Alexandria, and about a love story between Zidane Tribal and Princess Garnet aka Dagger..lol.. *sighes wistfully*
Final Fantasy 10, is about Sin, Blitzball and the love story between Yuna and Tidus. I personally don't agree why Squaresoft made a sequel, cos it sucks, and a sequel should be done for FF8.. but at least in FF-X2, theres Yuna, Rikku and Paine..lol
I shamefully admit that i haven't finished FF12 yet..Lol.. but it seems very nice.. Soon, i promise..
OK, today, for mothers' day, i cooked. Yes i cooked.. i cooked, sweet and sour fish, and sweet butter prawns with fried rice..Lol.. My mum said its nice, so i'm very happy (:
Ok, i'm going to dream about final fantasy now.. g'nite (: Thursday, May 10, 2007
Sorry for not updating in a heck of a while. Blogger seems abit screwed up. -_-"
As of now, i've worked in the Esplanade for 2 days already. I have to say that the job is a-ok, and the scenery is amazingly breathtaking, especially at night. On the other hand, it's very tiring.
Also, had my first poly50 training for this year on tuesday (: It was relatively slacked. Emphasis on RELATIVELY, lol. Oh, and thank you xt jie and angie mei for surprising me with that gift (: I seriously did not expect it, but i seriously love it. Thank you *bows* I'm going to put the number 6 sign on it soon.. Kuchiki Shakuya
The aftermath of that training is that i'm aching in spots i didn't know i could ache. LOL. and i haven't regained 180 degrees movement of my neck yet..
Oh yeah, and today, me and my soccer buddies went to Kallang to play soccer at "The Cage".. Against Zai's friends. We won! Haha.. It was honestly frantic and fast-paced, and dally a second longer and you'd get pushed to the walls, or sliding tackled, and the number of shots you'd get hit.. LOL, everyone of us must have friendly-fired each other, wahaha..
If the tone of this entry seems abit tired, it's well, yes, i am very tired. Physically and Mentally. Haiz *shakes head* Jie tells me i need rest, and she'd probably kill me if she knew i've been keeping late nights.
Ps, cinD i agree with you, it is damn humid, and uber hot.
I can just stand and sweat like crazy. Even my sweat is sweating, lol. The weather is C.R.A.Z.Y
Anyway, tomorrow, i'm gonna go donate blood at Poly.. Yays! (:
im f.i.n.e. freaked out. insecure. neurotic. emotional Saturday, May 05, 2007
contented
Met Xueting jie at lunch time to spend lunch break with her, and also to visit her and give some moral support. Met her around 12pm, then we ate lunch and chit chatted til around 1240, where she then took me on a tour of NUH. I got to see where the morgue was. Cool! Didn't want to leave jie, cos it was one of the best lunches i had in a while. Like jie said, " Wish it was the never ending kind of lunch", but then, 'tian xia wu busan zhi yanxi' (: Jie, hope u liked the beard papa puffs le. I wanted to get the donuts for you lo, honest, but it wasn't open at 11 plus ah. -_-" Going to visit you again real soon. And yes, you're taller than me, but only when you work. Puhahaha.
After that, headed to Vivo to get donuts for Angela, Kelly and the rest of the Dingdangs. Queued at Vinco's for about a half-hour to get my hands on my favorite, the 'Mighty Almond'. Reached school around 3. Met up with Ben and Salleh at the library and waited til around 5plus. Had to wait abit more, til 7plus, for me to finally give the donuts to Angela. Mei, sorry if it's abit cold and melted yeah? I was so intensely happy to see Angela and Kelly, as it's been such a heck of a long time since i've seen either one of them. I'm glad and relieved that both of them are fine. Kel, 'sikit sikit jadi bukit' k? (:
Then ate with Angela, Kelly, Mark, Ed and Meiyu. Wished Meiyu a v.late Happy Bday, haha. Also wished that Cindy and Lawrence were there too, then we could eat and chit-chat together, but alas! Why?! LOL..next time then.. I bring the donuts, they bring the company.. and i'm going to save some for you both, haha.. It'll be hard but i'll try.. I seriously miss the Dingdangs. Alot. I miss my sisters too. Alot. I don't want to think about how i'm going to survive in NS if i keep thinking about them. LOL. My bunkmates would be talking about their gfs, i'd be talking proudly about my sisters! (:
I'm seriously contented today. I got to see the few people that i love, all in one day. That's the best feeling.. Better than 'Mighty Almond' times a bajillion!
Tomorrow's my first day of work, and i'm going with headaches and a bad cough. LOL.. God help me!! HEHE.
want you to know
If you're listening to my blog song right now,
YES, its THAT song. LOL (: Friday, May 04, 2007
umbrella
First, if i was a pokemon right now, i'd be Koffing and Weezing.. haha.. it's been a really tough few days, especially when i wanted to talk.. It'll be like, i'm gonna say one word, then my coughing fit would arrive, right on schedule..
Ok, the legit reason why i haven't been blogging these past few days is that my Dad sabh-ed my comp. Reason? My little brother is having his exams or summat.. and he says that the comp serves as a major distraction. I was like, -_-", then when the fact sunk in, i was T_T.. But, everythings' A-ok now! HAHA
Monday, i can't remember what the heck i did...
Tuesday, spent the whole day at home cleaning up the house. It's the normal Holiday Action Plan... -_-""
Wednesday, came down to school to return salleh's boots back. In the end, just watched ben and salleh vs jason and farhan play tiang (pole/post) soccer. It was damn funny la.. had me coughing like crazy.. Cos everytime farhan would score or miss, he would scream and moan and groan. I gave up trying to control laughing right there and then. LOL. And the funny thing happened after the game, cos when the jason and farhan wanted to collect their bags, club was locked! I wanted to laugh like crazy, but looking at their pitiful faces, i had the decency to laugh in my heart. But now, ROFL
Thursday, came down to play soccer again, but hell, was so way off-form i was cursing to myself. I couldn't even save the most simplest of goals, i seemed to be very slow sia.. Lacking serious match fitness..haha.. then met Tatsiong, who said that he wanted to form an Alumni Poly 50 team.. YES!!! When i was in year 3, i didn't join the Poly 50, and it turned out to be one of the few regrets in my school life. I won't repeat it again, haha.
Friday, am going to go down to NUH. To meet jie for lunch. I wanna see how she is and all. For a fact, i hate hospitals. I've been there once, last year, when i had to be treated for a torn lip occuring from a soccer incident, and had to wait in the waiting area for 2-3 hours while my whole lower lip was bleeding. People were staring like i was some freak show or something.. But on my part, i tried to smile at them back. I think it shocked them more, wahaha.. Serves you right! Kaypoh-kia..
Saturday, am gonna work at the Esplanade! haha. With ben and salleh. I can't wait. I always wanted to know the inner workings of the Durian.. haha.. Speaking of durian, there's another "durian" problem im facing..haha..
when the world has dealt it's cards,
if the hand is heart, together we'll mend your heart Thursday, May 03, 2007
umbrella
Umbrella
Jay-Z:Ahuh Ahuh (Yea Rihanna)
Ahuh Ahuh (Good girl gone bad)
Ahuh Ahuh (Take three... Action)
Ahuh Ahuh
No clouds in my storms
Let it rain, I hydroplane into fame
Come'n down with the Dow Jones
When the clouds come we gone
We Rocafella
She fly higher than weather
And she rocks it better
You know meAn anticipation for precipitation, stacks chips for the rainy day
Jay, rain man is back with lil Ms. Sunshine
Rihanna where you at?
You had my heart, and we'll never be world apart
Maybe in magazines, but you'll still be my star
Baby cause in the Dark,
You can see shiny Cars
And that's when you need me there
With you I'll always share
Because
When the sun shines
We’ll shine together
Told you I'll be here forever
That I'll always be your friend
Took an oath Imma stick it out 'till the end
Now that it's raining more than ever
Know that we still have each other
You can stand under my Umbrella
You can stand under my Umbrella (Ella ella eh eh eh)
Under my umbrella (ella ella eh eh eh)
Under my umbrella (ella ella eh eh eh)
Under my umbrella (ella ella eh eh eh eh eh eh)
These fancy things, will never come in between
You're part of my entity, Here for Infinity
When the war has took it's part
When the world has dealt it's cards
If the hand is hard, Together we'll mend your heart
Because ..
When the sun shines
We'll shine together
Told you I'll be here forever
That I'll always be your friend
Took an oath Imma stick it out 'till the end
Now that it's raining more than ever
Know that we still have each other
You can stand under my Umbrella
You can stand under my Umbrella (Ella ella eh eh eh)
Under my umbrella (ella ella eh eh eh)
Under my umbrella (ella ella eh eh eh)
Under my umbrella (ella ella eh eh eh eh eh eh)
You can run into my Arms
It's okay don't be alarmed (Come into Me)
(There's no distance in between our love)
So Gonna let the rain pour
I'll be all you need and more
Because ..
When the sun shines We'll shine Together
Told you I'll be here forever
That I'll always be your friend
Took an oath Imma stick it out 'till the end
Now that it's raining more than ever
Know that we still have each other
You can stand under my Umbrella
You can stand under my Umbrella (Ella ella eh eh eh)
Under my umbrella (ella ella eh eh eh)
Under my umbrella (ella ella eh eh eh)
Under my umbrella (ella ella eh eh eh eh eh eh)
It's raining (raining)
Ooo baby it's raining
Baby come into me
Come into me It's raining (raining)
Ooo baby it's raining
You can always come into me
Come into me......
im gonna change my blog song to this song soon. "Umbrella" by Rihanna. (: It seems very apt for the situation.
My NS letter has come.
Muhammad Shaliz Nur Bin Sazali has to report to the Civil Defence Academy at Jalan Bahar on the 9th of October at 0830am.
I won't say much here. I already told my loved ones my true feelings. They know.
Author's note: previous entry angie corrected me on the Dingdang Cheer. Well, here i go to correct it. I hope its' correct, cos it's been months since FO, and i don't want the wrath of 10 people to come kick my ass..LOL..
"Systematic, Automatic!!
Highly Energetic!!
Dingdangs Dingdangs!!
All the way!!
We like it here we like it here!!
We've found ourselves a home!!
A home!!
A home!!
A home sweet home!!'' Saturday, May 26, 2007
After graduation, i think that i should thank a few people who made my poly life the one i would most ask God to repeat again when i die and go to heaven (:
The SHF : God.. It's been so long since all 7 of us met up huh? What with most of us working, one of us schooling, finding time to see each other and catch up like old times is very hard. Yet, every time when we do meet, I feel so much at home, so much at ease with my family. To the 7 superheroes, you know who you are, i sincerely love you all. I have never regretted any moment spent with you all, and i wish those moments would increase. See you soon! (:
p.s to Jon, wadda hell!! LOL.. Congrats on being attached to toot toot toot toot..nyahaha.. Im glad you found your special someone.. You both look great together!
My Beloved Little world of 3 : I love you both, i really do. With you, the worst of times don't seem so bad, and the good times seem never-ending. I would die for any one of you, without hesitation, that's how much you both mean to me. I can't really put how much i care for either of you, so i'll let my actions show. The greatest gifts from god <3
Xueting Jie : Thank you for being my big sister. I feel so protected with you being my jie (: I don't feel so alone anymore, cos i know that you'll always be close, literally and metaphorically. Thank you for being there for me, and in return, i'll always be there for you, always with a listening ear. My printer will always be ready just in case you need it. 188 will always be our little way of keeping in touch, even if we can't see each other. I'll always support and protect you too (: <3 ya jie! hugs!
Angie Mei : I cannot thank you enough for entering my life. I cannot thank you enough for being my friend, sister, confidant, buddy and so much more. I cannot thank you enough for whacking me whenever you feel like it. You're special you are, you just haven't seen it yet. Life would have sucked so bad if i didn't meet you. The only thing i regret is that i didn't meet you sooner, you loud laughing twig. I swear you're stubborn-er than me. Hehe. I'll always be there for you k? and I.Love.You (: Don't blush hor!
Kelly sis : Thank you for all the wonderful things you did for me, and thank you so very much for being my little sister (: All those lil notes you wrote, those cards you did, and most recently, your little graduation gift, i don't know how to thank you. You mean so much to me and in my heart you'll stay, you girl with the power to turn rain into shine *hint hint*..hehehe.. Love you sister! Forever!!
FYP : Serene and Geraldine. I love you 2. Plain and simple. FYP was supposed to be hell, but with you both, it was just.. LOADS OF FUN. I miss you both. Don't forget me? Please, haha.. Please jio me out for your outings can anot? haha, I miss bullying geraldine with you la Serene, and i miss just staring at the most cutest Girl ever!!! nyahaha.. My secret is out! It's been a great pleasure knowing you both (: <3
Marlon and the Soccer Nakamas : Fuck.. it's been 2 years huh brother, since i met you, since we both went through hell together, suffered together, took the same boats together, and in the end, we both still lived (: IF i ever wanted to be somebody else, i would be you. If god din't have such a wicked sense of humor, i would have met you in primary 1, and would have goddamned force you to stay at Dazhong. I'll always have your back. Always.
Soccer Nakamas, 2 years huh.. the 1st year was the hardest.. and yet we all became stronger and played better as a team. I would not win with any other team, and would be honored and happy to lose with you all. Let's hope to more years battling on the field together, joking and laughing and just being men together.
STRZ and 1st year classmates : God, how i think of you all endlessly. I wonder how life would be if i wasn't in your class. I wouldn't have met the best people ever! Siti! Hafizah! Serene! Geraldine! Douglas! and would have laughed lesser. Heran tak heran ah! Goyang tak Goyang ah! HAHA Serene remember that?! LOL..
STRZ, i am looking forward to hanging out with you all again. I don't miss you all so much, cos we'll always stay that way, haha.. No worries (: More Pooling, BF2-ing and watching soccer matches and movies together..haha
Ding Dangs : Thank you so much for making my last holidays as a Student memorable, and thank you for letting me enter abit into your sacred little world of 10. When i think of my last moments in school, i'll think of the 10 of you all, working so hard and having so much fun together! Angela, Kelly, Cindy, Meiyu, Charlotte, Edmund, Mark, Huat Jin, Lawrence and Linus, you're all invited to my house for hari raya, haha.. We'll play mahjong together! wahaha.. Sometimes i wish i was in year 2 with u all.. HAHA <33 Systematic Automatic Dingdangs Dingdangs all the way!! Thursday, May 24, 2007
The 2 treasured few still stuck in school. <3 I miss them so much. I pray that when it's their turn to wear the robe, i'll be there (:
Thomas. Zheng Hong and Me. 1st year buddies till now.. It's sad that only 3/4 of the STRZ graduated. Haiz.
Me. My graduation ceremony. One of the few days that i didn't really want it to come. Yet, the person that did this for me, and a few others, made me wish that that day didn't end (:
Went to club to take some pics with the Dingdangs. Unfortunately, only Lawrence was there de.. Haha.. So took a pic with him.. Hehehehe. I took a photo with Cindy's SP..nyahaha..
CLSA FC team members.. The one with the red tie is the most craziest when playing Monopoly. He screwed me shitless when i stole the fake money and passed it around without him knowing.
CLS Seniors aka All-stars. A secret, i hate that term though. Ah, so formal we are.
Ah, this is more like it! (:
I pity jie.. IF she turned around, she had to face the wrath of 3 very sexy butts... LOL
My little beloved world of 3. I don't think i could have survived those rainy days without them.<3
Dear Kelly sis <3> The one who could just laugh just by looking at my face (:
My big sister a.k.a Xt Da jie. The one closest to me by house distance in the SHF. Just a bus away, 188 <3 hugs!!
CLSA FC : KurotSalleh MayuDeen, Zaraki Benpachi, Kuchiki Shakuya and Hitsugayou Toushiro
Beloved Angie Mei. (: Always someone close to my heart, and someone whose voice i will always miss hearing in R4..LOL
CLSA FC centrebacks. God i look pre-shrunk. Nyahahaha
DENG*5 Buddy Serene and No.1 Kuchiki Rukia aka Miss Cute-est aka Geraldine. I love and miss them alot <3
Siti Bestie!!!!!!!! 3 years running..haha..Amik air untuk sendiri je sak.. Pelokek! lolx
The Mum! and the Stubborn little Sis! <3
My brother from another mother! Nyaha. Through thick and thin, stoic we shall be <3
Graduation was, a plethora of feelings. Sadness, joy, and a whole other shitload of adjectives. Was very sad that i had to graduate, in fact, i was angry that the day had finally come. I don't know how to explain it. It's just that i was begging that it wouldn't come so soon, but yet time still moves on.
After the graduation, even though words weren't unspoken, promises were made. Promises to always stay in touch. My next entry will be a tribute to the people that left an imprint in my heart. (: Monday, May 21, 2007
May 20th. Food and Heritage Tour. Haha. My first stop was Maxwell Food Centre.. Went there 1st cos it was the nearest to my home la.. LOL.. so reached there, searched for table 125.. and found Edmund.. His place had er... some porridge and currypuffs! Yum...
This was Kellys' station.. and the absolutely hardest station to find in my opinion. Cos i thought she was at Tekka market.. and i spent like around a half hour going through the whole market.. making two rounds..but still not seeing Kelly... at that point i was so damn low lo..and very sad.. Cos i didnt want to leave without not seeing her mah.. Lucky at that point i met Charlotte and her friend, and together we went to Boon Keng. Happy!! lolx.. Her station had a traditional indian sweet and kacang puteh.
Best pic of the day.. Cos it took me almost an hour to find the girl on the right.. For the record, this was the 2nd pic i had with Kelly only.. but the best pic i had with her, cos my hair looked abit nicer.. (: and i learnt on that day that Kelly likes to take pics when she is on the right of the pic..
This was near the Esplanade, my dreaded work place.. (My manager sucks by the way).. A memorial, for the glorious dead *prays*
In this picture, if u look really really closely, u can see Huat Jin and Linus.. They are on the bridge, on top of that dude's head. When i met them, they were running barefooted on the fiaking hot floor lo..
Last station... I bloody walked from the Esplanade to Golden Mile food centre cos it felt cheaper than to take a bus.. But i forgot that i was walking during the afternoon, when it was just too hot! when i reached their station, i was sweating like crazy... Nice pic.. There's Meiyu a.k.a Mark, Cindy, who's hiding.. I can't remember why though..LOL.. and dear mei Angela a.k.a Kelly. Eat some more angie! nyahaha
It was damn awesome.. If only my weekends were as fun and memorable as this (: Sunday, May 20, 2007
Ok, now blogger has gone back to it's right state. (:
on thursday, went for poly50 training. Training was, in a nutshell, hard as hell. First, we had to do 4 sprints up the hill to foodcourt 6 from the stadium carpark. After that, the guys had to do 20 pull-ups each. It might sound easy, but we were all shagged shitless after the sprints. In the end, most of us failed to complete 20, so in the end, all of us did 40 push-ups as punishment. That was just the warmup.
The main course was when all of us had to run 2 rounds around school. God we were all bloody tired at that point. Most of us had cramps. I had one coming on my left thigh and was struggling all the way, having to do a sort of brisk-walk-run most of the time during the 2nd round. But when i was doing the 2nd round there was this one funny part.
I was running behind this male caucasian jogger when i suddenly passed him. He kana tio-stunned, freezed, and uttered something and then laughed. I was also laughing and apologizing. LOL. The look on his face, was like a deer caught in headlights or something, nyahaha.
Completed the 2 rounds! the feeling was uber syiok! By the time i reached the stadium, most of the guys had already ended their run, and at that time the stadium was already pitch black, so we decided to end the training there and then.
(: Then me, lon, xt jie and angie mei decided to sprint 100m. Was very happy that i can still maintain that speed, but i could have gone faster sia. Was also very happy to see lon (still the same), xt jie (whose complexion is very good now), lol and angie mei (bleargh =p call me fat!)
Went for dinner at clementi, xt jie and marlon didn't want to go, so in the end pei-d angie back home first before meeting up with the rest of the guys to go back home together. Tatsiong was a git, cos in the mrt when we went in the cabin, i immediately went to the middle of the cabin, thinking that they would follow suit, but they just let me walked in deeper and deeper.. haha. Their excuse was that i was wearing my hp walkman and didn't hear them.
Now my body aches like hell, even though it's saturday, but i can't wait for the next training. I wanna be stronger and faster!
Ok, Saturday. Right now im designing logos for the CLSA ( CLS Alumni/ CLS Arse-nal ) football club.. i got a few done, later im gonna scan them and put it on the blog.. cos the teams' been thinking of making a new jersey, so yeah. Making it more nicer by putting logos on the front, and gotei13 numbers on the back, nyahaha.
Tomorrow, am gonna go down to the food and heritage tour to meet the CLS people and give them some support and just sight see.. Good luck Angela, Kelly, Cindy, Edmund, ****bag and the rest of the guys. See you tmr!! (: I can't wait.
Graduation's in 4 more days. Ambivalence is the word. It's just... ah nvm..
Am gonna go jog now, before it starts to rain
p.s, i really do love my new blog song (: Friday, May 18, 2007
Monday: went to watch Spiderman 3 at Jurong Point with Xt jie and Satyish.. Lol. It was very funny la, as they thought they were late, and told me that they ran all the way from Boon Lay to the cinema as they were afraid that they were late, but in the end, when we went in, the show barely even started, it was still the ads..
have to say, the movie was great, however, there was a heck lot of crying. The action scenes were awesome, and the fight scene between the 2 evil guys and the 2 good guys was awesome.. Venom!!!! Venom was uber damn cool!! But the way he died was er.. aiyah..
Tuesday: went to work, as usual. It was ok. Won't say much, work is work (: Oh ya, June 15 and 16 the esplanaded concert hall will be holding a Play! symphony.. and they'll be playing songs from world of warcraft, and guess what? Final Fantasy!!! Wahahaha.. tix are $20 to $80.. I'm looking forward to it... Anybody wanna go with me?
Wednesday: came back to school to play soccer with the mates. In the end played a match with the EEE people.. haha..and while i was tackling gary, the EEE captain, we were discussing when to have a match.. wahaha
Thursday: am now in the school library, waiting for poly50 training, which is in 7 hours time.. saw alot of familiar faces once i stepped in.. ah so happy (: Monday, May 14, 2007
Well, first of all.. BLOGGER IS SCREWED UP.. argh..
spent the whole of saturday cleaning up the home, as a pre-gift for mum's day.. back breaking, but at least i got lighten mums' load abit.. then went for a jog.. and all the way, i was listening to final fantasy songs on my hp. Songs like "eyes on me", "melodies of life" and "suteki da ne".. it made me run slow and just relax.
honestly, over the weekend, i can feel myself missing the feeling of playing final fantasy, of which, my most favorite of the series, Final Fantasy 8.
Well, Final Fantasy 8 is mostly about this school, called Balamb Garden, which trains teenage military cadets, one of them being Squall Leonhart ( I love his final renzokuken, Lionheart ).. and one way or the other, he meets this girl called Rinoa.. the storyline is intensely superb, and there's love, action, suspense and a whole lot of other adjectives in a GAME.. It should be a movie sia..to tell the truth.. Balamb Garden is beautiful, and how i wished it was real.. then there was Quistis, Zell, Selphie ( Booyaka! ), Irvine, and others.. i seriously wish that sometimes i could escape to balamb garden and in the world of final fantasy.
Final Fantasy 9, is about this nation of Alexandria, and about a love story between Zidane Tribal and Princess Garnet aka Dagger..lol.. *sighes wistfully*
Final Fantasy 10, is about Sin, Blitzball and the love story between Yuna and Tidus. I personally don't agree why Squaresoft made a sequel, cos it sucks, and a sequel should be done for FF8.. but at least in FF-X2, theres Yuna, Rikku and Paine..lol
I shamefully admit that i haven't finished FF12 yet..Lol.. but it seems very nice.. Soon, i promise..
OK, today, for mothers' day, i cooked. Yes i cooked.. i cooked, sweet and sour fish, and sweet butter prawns with fried rice..Lol.. My mum said its nice, so i'm very happy (:
Ok, i'm going to dream about final fantasy now.. g'nite (: Thursday, May 10, 2007
Sorry for not updating in a heck of a while. Blogger seems abit screwed up. -_-"
As of now, i've worked in the Esplanade for 2 days already. I have to say that the job is a-ok, and the scenery is amazingly breathtaking, especially at night. On the other hand, it's very tiring.
Also, had my first poly50 training for this year on tuesday (: It was relatively slacked. Emphasis on RELATIVELY, lol. Oh, and thank you xt jie and angie mei for surprising me with that gift (: I seriously did not expect it, but i seriously love it. Thank you *bows* I'm going to put the number 6 sign on it soon.. Kuchiki Shakuya
The aftermath of that training is that i'm aching in spots i didn't know i could ache. LOL. and i haven't regained 180 degrees movement of my neck yet..
Oh yeah, and today, me and my soccer buddies went to Kallang to play soccer at "The Cage".. Against Zai's friends. We won! Haha.. It was honestly frantic and fast-paced, and dally a second longer and you'd get pushed to the walls, or sliding tackled, and the number of shots you'd get hit.. LOL, everyone of us must have friendly-fired each other, wahaha..
If the tone of this entry seems abit tired, it's well, yes, i am very tired. Physically and Mentally. Haiz *shakes head* Jie tells me i need rest, and she'd probably kill me if she knew i've been keeping late nights.
Ps, cinD i agree with you, it is damn humid, and uber hot.
I can just stand and sweat like crazy. Even my sweat is sweating, lol. The weather is C.R.A.Z.Y
Anyway, tomorrow, i'm gonna go donate blood at Poly.. Yays! (:
im f.i.n.e. freaked out. insecure. neurotic. emotional Saturday, May 05, 2007
Met Xueting jie at lunch time to spend lunch break with her, and also to visit her and give some moral support. Met her around 12pm, then we ate lunch and chit chatted til around 1240, where she then took me on a tour of NUH. I got to see where the morgue was. Cool! Didn't want to leave jie, cos it was one of the best lunches i had in a while. Like jie said, " Wish it was the never ending kind of lunch", but then, 'tian xia wu busan zhi yanxi' (: Jie, hope u liked the beard papa puffs le. I wanted to get the donuts for you lo, honest, but it wasn't open at 11 plus ah. -_-" Going to visit you again real soon. And yes, you're taller than me, but only when you work. Puhahaha.
After that, headed to Vivo to get donuts for Angela, Kelly and the rest of the Dingdangs. Queued at Vinco's for about a half-hour to get my hands on my favorite, the 'Mighty Almond'. Reached school around 3. Met up with Ben and Salleh at the library and waited til around 5plus. Had to wait abit more, til 7plus, for me to finally give the donuts to Angela. Mei, sorry if it's abit cold and melted yeah? I was so intensely happy to see Angela and Kelly, as it's been such a heck of a long time since i've seen either one of them. I'm glad and relieved that both of them are fine. Kel, 'sikit sikit jadi bukit' k? (:
Then ate with Angela, Kelly, Mark, Ed and Meiyu. Wished Meiyu a v.late Happy Bday, haha. Also wished that Cindy and Lawrence were there too, then we could eat and chit-chat together, but alas! Why?! LOL..next time then.. I bring the donuts, they bring the company.. and i'm going to save some for you both, haha.. It'll be hard but i'll try.. I seriously miss the Dingdangs. Alot. I miss my sisters too. Alot. I don't want to think about how i'm going to survive in NS if i keep thinking about them. LOL. My bunkmates would be talking about their gfs, i'd be talking proudly about my sisters! (:
I'm seriously contented today. I got to see the few people that i love, all in one day. That's the best feeling.. Better than 'Mighty Almond' times a bajillion!
Tomorrow's my first day of work, and i'm going with headaches and a bad cough. LOL.. God help me!! HEHE.
If you're listening to my blog song right now,
YES, its THAT song. LOL (: Friday, May 04, 2007
First, if i was a pokemon right now, i'd be Koffing and Weezing.. haha.. it's been a really tough few days, especially when i wanted to talk.. It'll be like, i'm gonna say one word, then my coughing fit would arrive, right on schedule..
Ok, the legit reason why i haven't been blogging these past few days is that my Dad sabh-ed my comp. Reason? My little brother is having his exams or summat.. and he says that the comp serves as a major distraction. I was like, -_-", then when the fact sunk in, i was T_T.. But, everythings' A-ok now! HAHA
Monday, i can't remember what the heck i did...
Tuesday, spent the whole day at home cleaning up the house. It's the normal Holiday Action Plan... -_-""
Wednesday, came down to school to return salleh's boots back. In the end, just watched ben and salleh vs jason and farhan play tiang (pole/post) soccer. It was damn funny la.. had me coughing like crazy.. Cos everytime farhan would score or miss, he would scream and moan and groan. I gave up trying to control laughing right there and then. LOL. And the funny thing happened after the game, cos when the jason and farhan wanted to collect their bags, club was locked! I wanted to laugh like crazy, but looking at their pitiful faces, i had the decency to laugh in my heart. But now, ROFL
Thursday, came down to play soccer again, but hell, was so way off-form i was cursing to myself. I couldn't even save the most simplest of goals, i seemed to be very slow sia.. Lacking serious match fitness..haha.. then met Tatsiong, who said that he wanted to form an Alumni Poly 50 team.. YES!!! When i was in year 3, i didn't join the Poly 50, and it turned out to be one of the few regrets in my school life. I won't repeat it again, haha.
Friday, am going to go down to NUH. To meet jie for lunch. I wanna see how she is and all. For a fact, i hate hospitals. I've been there once, last year, when i had to be treated for a torn lip occuring from a soccer incident, and had to wait in the waiting area for 2-3 hours while my whole lower lip was bleeding. People were staring like i was some freak show or something.. But on my part, i tried to smile at them back. I think it shocked them more, wahaha.. Serves you right! Kaypoh-kia..
Saturday, am gonna work at the Esplanade! haha. With ben and salleh. I can't wait. I always wanted to know the inner workings of the Durian.. haha.. Speaking of durian, there's another "durian" problem im facing..haha..
when the world has dealt it's cards,
if the hand is heart, together we'll mend your heart Thursday, May 03, 2007
Umbrella
Jay-Z:Ahuh Ahuh (Yea Rihanna)
Ahuh Ahuh (Good girl gone bad)
Ahuh Ahuh (Take three... Action)
Ahuh Ahuh
No clouds in my storms
Let it rain, I hydroplane into fame
Come'n down with the Dow Jones
When the clouds come we gone
We Rocafella
She fly higher than weather
And she rocks it better
You know meAn anticipation for precipitation, stacks chips for the rainy day
Jay, rain man is back with lil Ms. Sunshine
Rihanna where you at?
You had my heart, and we'll never be world apart
Maybe in magazines, but you'll still be my star
Baby cause in the Dark,
You can see shiny Cars
And that's when you need me there
With you I'll always share
Because
When the sun shines
We’ll shine together
Told you I'll be here forever
That I'll always be your friend
Took an oath Imma stick it out 'till the end
Now that it's raining more than ever
Know that we still have each other
You can stand under my Umbrella
You can stand under my Umbrella (Ella ella eh eh eh)
Under my umbrella (ella ella eh eh eh)
Under my umbrella (ella ella eh eh eh)
Under my umbrella (ella ella eh eh eh eh eh eh)
These fancy things, will never come in between
You're part of my entity, Here for Infinity
When the war has took it's part
When the world has dealt it's cards
If the hand is hard, Together we'll mend your heart
Because ..
When the sun shines
We'll shine together
Told you I'll be here forever
That I'll always be your friend
Took an oath Imma stick it out 'till the end
Now that it's raining more than ever
Know that we still have each other
You can stand under my Umbrella
You can stand under my Umbrella (Ella ella eh eh eh)
Under my umbrella (ella ella eh eh eh)
Under my umbrella (ella ella eh eh eh)
Under my umbrella (ella ella eh eh eh eh eh eh)
You can run into my Arms
It's okay don't be alarmed (Come into Me)
(There's no distance in between our love)
So Gonna let the rain pour
I'll be all you need and more
Because ..
When the sun shines We'll shine Together
Told you I'll be here forever
That I'll always be your friend
Took an oath Imma stick it out 'till the end
Now that it's raining more than ever
Know that we still have each other
You can stand under my Umbrella
You can stand under my Umbrella (Ella ella eh eh eh)
Under my umbrella (ella ella eh eh eh)
Under my umbrella (ella ella eh eh eh)
Under my umbrella (ella ella eh eh eh eh eh eh)
It's raining (raining)
Ooo baby it's raining
Baby come into me
Come into me It's raining (raining)
Ooo baby it's raining
You can always come into me
Come into me......
im gonna change my blog song to this song soon. "Umbrella" by Rihanna. (: It seems very apt for the situation.