Thursday, March 29, 2007
Hermione Granger
ahh, was reading marlon's blog, and how is so infatuated with maria sharapova..hehe..good luck dude.. i've decided to come out of the closet and profess my love for Miss Hermione Granger.. our resident know-it-all, smart, witty, fiery,and her beauty is hidden..

i mean, in the books right, she isnt exactly described as stunning, but she is pretty enough, but then during the ball, then she was breath-taking liddat.like you really have to know her and really spend time looking at her liddat.in the picture above, she is heading off to the Yule Ball with Viktor bloody sodding Krum.. bleargh!!

She should have gone with Ron, but considering that Ron has the emotional range of a teaspoon, i highly doubt that he'd asked her..

goodness, im in love with a fictional character.. haha.. i think its since i had that dream,haha

on a more serious note..been thinking about NS alot.. its inevitable that im going in, and im not that scared.. nervous more like.. the fears i carry about NS is that when i enter, and when i come out of camp, things are going to change.. friendships once so strong, so solid, weaken because of time and distance..haiz.. i think deep down, what i fear is change? as simple as that.. i am afraid to be surplus to requirements..

i seriously am going to miss a few people too.. i don't have to say it, but i know they know that i am honestly really going to miss them alot.. when my other bunkmates are talking to me about their gfs and such, to which im obviously lacking, i'll be telling them about this small group of people.. =) haiz.. i hate the feeling of missing somebody..

was chatting with one of them a nite back, and seriously was so sad.. but i don't want to spend whatever remaining time i have left, being sad.. cos i dun have much time left..but sometime's its hard you see? its just hard to look at them, and realise that soon, you wont be able to sms them in the middle of the nite, send songs to them, joke with them, hear their familiar laughter.. etc etc..haiz... so sometimes when i laugh and seem to be enjoying things, but when suddenly i turn quiet or sad, i guess this'll be the reason. im thinking of when its all not going to be there =(

ok, i think i've let it out enough for the night..

p.s.. to Ms Emma Watsons' "Hermione Granger".. pls jump out from the books and be real. pls? i promise you'll be my only one de, lol..

pps.. pretty pls?