Sunday, November 05, 2006
sad
4-0

when it was just 1-0 at half time...

that was the almost perfect score.. to lose by just one goal... what happened?

i am so damned sad and dissapointed..with myself...

its especially painful as i could have saved those goals.. i felt them whizzing past my fingers when they went in the net.. the sound of the ball hitting the net makes me want to just bang my fists on the pitch and not look up... it was so close.. but i guess close was still too far away...

especially the last goal.. it came in just before the final whistle... it took me almost everything to not cry right there and then on the spot... haiz... i hate this feeling...

i wasnt scared.. i wasnt hesitant.. i went all out, even got warned by the ref.. haiz...

btw ref, u are a fcuking idiot....