Sunday, October 29, 2006
haiz

hmm, well the results for the soccer match, we lost 3-1... haiz... a bit dissapointed, but all in all, if i were to remember the scoreline the last time we met them, i'd have to say that we were good..

we could have won man, thats to say the least.. we could..

i also have to say a personal thanks to the captain, irsyad.. he's a good leader, always giving his best and doing all for the team.. though i will never admit it in front of him cos im afraid that he might think i am gay or sumthing, he's a good guy.. chey =p

but heck, the SPSU were playing rough and tumble ah.. 2 footed lunges, late tackles.. shit, the whole deal.. but the one thing that pissed me off so much was for when they hacked us down everytime, they seemed to laugh it off and just, " ah, what the heck, they're no good".. bullshit... nvm, you'll get yours someday..

me, im feeling quite a bit dissapointed, sad and abit ashamed.. people i know were watching the soccer match.. haiz, as a keeper, the responsibility and pressure is damn high, and i let in 2 soft goals... cos i was hesitant and scared.. scared.. haiz.. i think its my fault, in a way, that we lost the match... haiz... i dun want to bring myself down ya, but in a way, when u see the ball go in, it hurts like crazy, like you let the whole team down liddat... nvm,next time..

to the people who supported the team, like, kelly, jiawen, mark, xt,sue, jb and angela ( sorry ya, if u were late for work, my bad )..thanks a lot, it means a lot knowing that u guys/gals were watching and supporting and cheering.. really, it makes a difference.. i just have to say im sorry for showing such a lacklustre performance..

the next match is gonna be against sports club.. on 4th of Nov... Lets get Crazy guys!!!

Saturday, October 28, 2006
sian diao

now its a friday...

a few more hours before my CSW presentation.

stupid, hafta come to school for only one lesson, from 3 to 5pm.

damn bored, and just hoping for the day to end quick.

considering, later at 4plus, there'll be a soccer match, CLS vs SPSU...

kinda scared, and quite worried lah, cos i can still remember the last time we met them, haha.. didn't exactly go in our favor.. not at all!!!!!!!!!!!

nvm, gonna do our best...

hopefully.... =p

Tuesday, October 24, 2006
haiz

i am so damn pissed at my FYP lecturer now!!!!!!!!!!!!

wanna know what happened, okay here it goes!!!!!!!!!

on monday, me , ser and ger had to rush our fyp draft cos SOMEONE had to leave early for reservist.. ok, no complaints there, we understood the situation, so off we slogged over the weekend and on monday til 530plus..

at that time we completed the draft, and waited for you!!!!!!

we tried means and ways of getting to you, even calling teachers we didn't know to ask whether they had ur hp no.! i mean, ill it kill to give ur hp no. to us or sumthing? huh huh huh huh, damnit sia..

i pitied ger and ser,who stayed in the lib from 2 plus to 8plpus, waiting for a phonecall that never came, panicking throughout and just hoping and praying.. the least you could do was call us, haiz, is it that difficult huh?

i had to leave early, but i came back asap after breaking fast, just to pei my fyp mates, even wasted 10 bucks to take a friggin cab to poly, got scolded by my parents for leaving home at nite, on the eve of hari raya, as sick as dunno...

but that wasnt what made me angry.. what made me most angry was the fact that u left my friends hanging dry.. after all we done, we didnt give u any trouble, we dint disobey or create any problems.. haiz...

i always respected teachers, but i guess u'll be the first whom i'll lose my respect to...

i guess, i can't depend on you for guidance anymore, i thank god that i have a wonderful fyp group... thank god for that..

but to you, screw you! haiz.. for making me feel angry and making my mates feel so terrible

tmr is hari raya de!!!!!!!!!!!!

so the last day of fasting is today!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

but, damn suai!.. kana headache and runny nose, hehehe, but nvm, can tahan de.. hehehehe..

just now had elastomer and biomedical materials test, super easy.. maybe due to the fact that weiyou brought the exact test paper for us to see, hehe..

well, now waiting for my fyp groupmates to finish editting the draft so that i can edit the language part, haha....

oh yah, soccer updates, no one is to take the no. 6 jersey cos its' MINE.....

and they say thursday and friday there'll be a friendly.. haiz... thursday agst irsyad's friends, and friday agst SPSU.. hmmm.....

lol

author's note:

previous entry at 22nd October stated that angela's bag kana spilled with vanilla by a toopid chef. My bad, it was actually vinegar, hehe.. no wonder it didn't smell remotely like vanilla, wahahahahaha...

Monday, October 23, 2006
saturday

the weekend's here..

okie, things to do during the weekend

1. find a bday gift for my lil sister, who turns 9 this monday, 23rd of october.

2. complete the results,calculations and discussion for my fyp draft report. *bleargh!*

3. study for E and BM quiz ( Elastomers and Biomedical Materials ) * Rah!!!!!!*

well, i only completed 1/3 of my tasks assigned. lol..

okie, well on saturday met angela after her work to go find my sis's gift adn also just go tee hunting and just slack abit.. met her at ard 240, where she told me that a stupid new chef just spilled vanilla on her bag... pity her sia, considering that her bag was cloth, so it absorbed more or less of the smell, which oddly didnt smell anyhting like vanilla =p wash ur bag la, over the weekend yeah?

then we went around bugis to find a gift for my little sis, whose name is Shaikha, btw..hehe.. hmm, in the end , we settled for a pencilbox and some nice markers that lets the drawings become 3D, if u heat it up... must be some polymer thingy.. hehe..

after that , around 3 plus, went to bugis village/market there, to just see see the things sold there.. haiz.. if i had money, i would have gone there sia, to splurge on the tees, and jeans, and shorts.. waaaa... also was introduced to this one shop,called "Sunday" by angela.. quite a nice design, went to their website and was planning to get the 7spade tee.. she seems to know almost everyone there lah, lolx.. then walked2 to the 2nd floor,where it was almost all girl's stuff.. there was this nice 3.90 hp thingy where u could customize ur name on it..

then i guess it was around 4plus, where she had to meet da jie at bugis to work at the seafood restaurant.. so pei'd her to bedok lor, where we complained about this uncle whose hands were, well, "gatal", wahaha...

when we reached bedok, suddenly met da jie there, haha, so just acc'd them to wait for their 401.. eys da jie, the reason why i so quiet when u 2 meet is because i want to catch what ur saying sia.. haha.. lol...

niwayz, a nice saturday well spent

"argh, the banana hit my head "...hehehehehehehehe..

well, gotta do task 2.. so tc and have a good weekend.. get well soon de!

Friday, October 20, 2006
stressed

stressed.. haiz...why? hmmm,

1. FYP.. i have to finish a draft report by this friday.. kana rushed here and there by our lecturer in charge, who never seems to be there when we need him. haiz, throughout the whole course of my fyp, never have i seen him in the fyp lab, helping us or just giving us a morale booster when we needed it. haiz, phonecalls also never pick up.. if not for serene and geraldine, i would given up a long time ago.. haiz..

2. i still am not fully okay. haiz.. i thank god that i don't have to visit the hospital again after the last time i've been there.. negative memories.. dun wan.... everyday i feel so tired ah, due to the meds i take.. so i've been very quiet and moody throughout these few weeks.. v v v v.sori.. haiz...

3. soccer training.. haiz.. its just that sometimes, damn sian 1/2 ah... haiz.. not that i hate football or anything, its just that sometimes, we're tired sia.. i am honored that im the keeper ah.. really am.. but sometimes, i just need a break without handling some form of responsibility...

nowadays, im finding it very hard to smile at times, lolx.. not that i dun want to , its just that... aiyah, too worried about so many things... but, if u can laugh, or smile, you ain't defeated yet.. soo.. =]

p.s, i want to learn mandarin so damn bad... cantonese, hokkien, teochew, aniting... i wish that i can be able to chat with my loved ones (SHF) and be able to understand..


I was meant to tread the water
Now I've gotten in too deep,
For every piece of me that wants you
Another piece backs away.

"you give me something - james morrison"

Wednesday, October 18, 2006
blog

hmmm, an update.

today is tuesday.. so yeah, here we go...

heard over the weekend, da jie's blog kana hacked.. *checks time*... okay, break fast liao.. wadda F***!!!!!!!!!! super bo liao ah, nothing better to do... nvm..

ytd monday had soccer training, but was canceled halfway due to the haze.. it was freaking 140 plus when we were playing sia, we were shoo'ed out of the field.. haiz...

tusday, came early to study, met sue and lynette halfway cos they had to discuss their presentation.. then met angela to give her "cheer up" cookies, haha.. =) lol, she also surprised us lor.. now so piao liang liew, haha. you know what i mean.. hehehe.

the whole day had a stupid cough, the haze ah.. kept coughing and coughing... haiz, and my tummy still giving me probs.. nas bro, i tried drinking bandung every day.. helps too, thanks man.. =)... then had test at around 3, it was okay ah... hope can score high, cos its the first test summore..

after school, had xt da jie pei me go IMM, lol.. there we go Esprit and looked at clothes and stuff, and talked a lot la, good moment to destress and suck aircon...

haiz, very worried about tmr, cos im meeting my doc again after one week to check whether im okay or not.. haiz.... i dun want that stupid scope thing lodged down my throat sia. one visit to the hospital to get my lips sewn is enough... *sigh*...

Saturday, October 14, 2006
weekend

hey, its the weekend.. lol..

ok, im suffering from a minor tummy ulcer.. it hurts like hell at sum points, but the painkillers are doing their job =) and don't worry, im getting better.. honest.. thanks to some tips from wen, lon, xt and gang. thanks for your concern yeah =)

tuesday, had the usual soccer practise.. was okie, due to the pain arh..they were still doing selection. irsyad said that i could be a winger.. lol.. but we'll see lah, see how things go.. i dun mind being the position i am now..

wednesday, had a nice kickabout with lon, taught him a bit here and there.. lol.. then saw the cls peeps play captain's ball and ultimate frisbee.. " mark more chabor, jiak more ba" wahahaha.. then went to eat dinner at cwp with mark,lon,xt,jb,jiawen,kelly and angela. it was very nice ah, joking around and stuff, but had to leave early..sucks...wanted to walk around the bazaar lo..

thursday, after we finished class at 12 plus, slacked around, then we went to west mall to watch wtc!!! it was quite a nice show, touching jugak ah..haha.. with xt, jb, lon, mingwei,jon, serene and Ms Cute, Kuchiki Rukia.. hehe..

then slacked around, waiting for angela to reach at around 6 plus.. then the 6/7 of the SHF went to Al-Azhar to break fast.. lol, the food was fabulous ah.. though the price was, whoah!!!.. haha. then we took the best car ride i can ever have sia, around singapore..the music was turned so damn loud that the other drivers were looking at this portable disco, wahaha.. but i dint mind it one bit.. was enjoying all the way la, being crazy and stuff.. hehe.. from bukit timah to hougang, then to jurong, then to bukit batok, then marsiling, then yew tee.. ha na ha na jon, i won't forget lah... Heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.....

today, hmm, not much action, lol, had to come early to settle some fyp business..then had to csw..haiz..where i now have a new name; mary jane.. hehehe.. very tired de..wanna rest.. just ate my meds... so tc kay everyone.. nitez



through the fire.. through whatever come what may.. for a chance at loving you, i'll take it all the way..

p.s.. this is a damn nice song.. congrats Hady Mirza, i taught u well, chey... hehehe =p

Wednesday, October 11, 2006
pain

urgh.. my tummy is in some serious pain.. haiz.. came back home from soccer. 1st thing i did, puked everything out.. haiz...

mum says tomorrow go clinic liao, before i head to class.. haiz..

today it was damn bad when i acc lon, jb, jiawen,angela n michelle... was controlling the pain, tahan tahan, that y i so quiet sia.. like no mood liddat.. haiz..still hurts..

during soccer it was less painful, or less obvious, coz i had something to focus on.. but..haiz..still hurts lah...

haiz.. sucks extremely...

Tuesday, October 10, 2006
monday

today had a nice day, cos me and DD spent about a half hour misleading someone on MSN, wahahaha.. 63892222.. kekekeke.. aiyah, y he so gatal (flirtatious), if he wasnt that itchy, i would have let him off easier lor.. wahaha..

then met jiawen, alex and kelly.. funny lah they all.. Kelly dint seem to speak til she reached the CLS club, wahaha. but she laughed all the way there..was wondering..haha...then also met mark, who looked damn shagged.. haha... hey jiawen, nice having my first msn chat wif ya.. =) sorrie had to leave u all early, if not, my mum would have burried me before i could break fast, hehe..

ouh yeah, finally settled my NS thingy.. 20dec, 0930 hours.. time passes by so fast sia.. in a few more weeks, hari raya, intercons,fyp ends, school ends.. NS..sheesh..

nevermind, will enjoy every day like it is the last..

=]

Monday, October 09, 2006
i love this song

i love this song.. even though its in chinese.. lol, and for the obvious fact that i cannot understand the lyrics..YET..i still love this song, esp the starting part

its by jay chou, from his new album, "still fantasy"..

enjoy!!!! i think the title of the song is 'Idiot in Red'
hehehehehehehehehehe.....

Sunday, October 08, 2006
during the week

Monday
had a nice guys session with jey, jon and lon. it was quite nice arh, tokking with them about stuff.. haha..

Tuesday
went out with 8 of my DCP coursemates to break fast at Geylang Serai. honestly, the Bugis Bazaar can never beat Geylang.. AND got to taste my Favouritest Otak2!!! hmmph, to all those who said that it was too pedas, mana ada seh........ just rite.

Wednesday
had a soccer match agst SMA. lost 7-5. hell, it was a skin-skin lost lor...uber taiko..then after that made friends with the other 2 members of the Happy3Friends.. wahaha.. ello jiawen and kelly, nice to have met you! =)

Thursday
went on a wild drive around the CBD area and visited Angela's and Xt da jie's workplace!! very nice drive, even though we got lost a couple of times and nearly lost our lives, haha, we saw some very nice sights.

Friday
Had a soccer match agst CADC!!!!!!!! Bah, muahahahahaha. Won 5-2!!!!!!!!!!!! *whistles*..

see, now my last sem has been very active..maybe cos sadly, its the LAST sem.. the one thing i regret the most was that i got to meet amazing people at so late a point in my poly life, and got so active in CLS stuff so late sia.. haiz..regretted not joining the POLY 50.. but nevertheless, gonna spend every available time in school, either training for napfa, or the standard chartered run, or play soccer, or bball, or badminton, or just chilling out.. if outside school, gonna spend time with the SHF!!!!!!!

soccer

5-2!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hell, well-fought match, there's still some room for improvement though, but i guess CLS is gonna make a mark in soccer soon, and since its my last sem here in SP, lets give it all we got!!!!!!!

p.s, by the way, the 5 refers to us, we WON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Saturday, October 07, 2006
soccer

now its 238pm, and im accompanying sue at the library. heh. while waiting for class to start, her goes my entry.

later around 530pm theres gonna be a soccer match. CLS vs CADC. it was quite sudden sia. here we were resting in the CLS club on wednesday when suddenly sum dude in red asked for a friendly match on friday. kinda weird, but we still accepted lah, cos we really had nothing to do on friday anyways...

so here i am, 2 hours beofre tha match, not feeling so well.. sian arh, dunnoe why.. lol, maybe cos lack of sleep or sumthing.. or maybe due to the haze? or maybe im just trying to find excuses? lol...

ah! i noe the reason. its due to the stupid CSW lesson cuming up. i usually do well in theses language modules, but this teacher takes the cake for being the most absolutely bullshitty teacher i ahve ever met in my life in poly.. haiz..

anyway, cheers, see uall in the CLS club. wishme luck yeah?

Monday, October 02, 2006
IC camp

hey, sorry for the long update, haha,been kinda busy with school and just plain lazy to blog ah, but here we go

gonna talk about the IC camp that was held for the CLS peeps during friday to sunday. damn uber nice arh.

i reached school at around 8plus am on the saturday morning, cos too damn on and hiong ah, lol.. so first thing reached there, saw the groups cheering. then met up with marlon, ben, tzehao they all to go eat breakfast at clementi. they ate, i didnt. lol, cos i was fasting.

when we came back we all slacked at the CLS club arh, playing the pair game with ben, lon, peikun and salleh til bored sia. after that we went to set up the wet slope thingy, which took us nearly 2hours plus. first, had to tie the plastic sheets to the railings, then had to dig a mud pit lo, in which most of us "Billy-Blanja'd" in, wahahaha. i never felt so good being dirty for quite some time sia.. lol.. after that we went centipede hunting, cos those buggers were damn dangerous ah..

in which after that, the respective groups came to get their "mamas" and "papas" tekan'd. sia ah, i have never seen nasir being a torturer before.. wahaha, i think he liked it a lot more than he would care to admit. i think even i enjoyed a bit. muahahahahaha....

after every group did their wetslope thing (kudos to everyone of them!!!!!), we had to clean the mudpit up ah, by digging some holes in the soccer field to steal the grass, haha.. so there may be some baldy patches come monday. it took us about 3hours to clean the whole thing up, by then we were tired as heck.. the dinner was delicious sia, esp the sweet and sour fish, i could that thing all day long.

the next highlight was the nitewalk, in which me, ah gong, weiyou, jb and salleh took. the route was quite okay ah, and even had me stunned at some points, haha, well done to the ghosts sia.. then after that me,jb and salleh went on our route to see the t21 buildings to find any real ghosts. honestly i wanted to see sia, but suay, dun have any.. haiz..

by then it was already sunday, and all of us were damn shagged ah.. so we just relaxed and slpet at the rockclimbing place while waiting for the groups to come back from their "amazing race" game.. lol..

so, thats how i spent my weekend, which was one of my most memorable ones sia, hanging out with buddies, seeing new faces and all.. haha