Monday, August 28, 2006
stoic
STOIC.
jb
to jb, be strong yeah brother.
need anything, the SHF will be there.
always. Sunday, August 27, 2006
haiz
friday was what you might call, an interesting day. woke up early to eat breakfast at jln kayu. it was damn nice. then went back to school to play sports with the SHF. Then it all went downhil from there.. haiz, never have i seen DD and SG break down like that. haiz, it affected me, a lot. haiz. i hated being helpless at that moment.
came back home, got fucking scolded, no , screwed by my mum and my dad, because i missed saying farewell to my grandma. from mum, i knew that she went at ard 10pm, where i was at jurong mrt, discussing with marlon, xt and jon on what to do, what can we do? Umi, maafkan shaliz...Shaliz minta maaf..Shaliz tau shaliz salah...haiz...
the whole night, i was awake, worried as hell, staring out the window, hoping and praying that nothing happened and everything would be okay when the sun rises...
saturday morning, went to school early again, to play soccer with my friends. thou there were few laughs, i couldnt shake the feeling of sadness. couldn't play at all, i guess. then went to queensway to acc ben to lookout for a new pair of boots
saturday evening, got the news that you were back, safe. imagine the relief i felt, the relief EVERYONE felt.. some weight was lifted of our shoulders..
have things gone back to normal? i don't know...but a small degree of comfort comes from the fact that the SHF will always be there, ever present, ever comforting.. Ohana. Ohana gives me strength..at this time, when i am going to break..the SHF will give me strength..
I WON'T FALTER, BECAUSE I AM ELEKTRA.
AND I AM A MEMBER OF THE SHF. Friday, August 25, 2006
Hurt
Hurt
Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face
You told me how proud you were, but I walked away
If only I knew what I know today
Ooh, ooh
I would hold you in my arms
I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done
Forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To hear your voice again
Sometimes I wanna call you
But I know you won't be there
Ohh I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you
Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just wanna hide 'cause it's you I miss
And it's so hard to say goodbye
When it comes to these rules
Would you tell me I was wrong?
Would you help understand?
Are you looking down upon me?
Are you proud of who I am?
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To have just one more chance
To look into your eyes
And see you looking back
Ohh
I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself, ohh
If I had just one more day
I would tell you how much that I've missed you
Since you've been away
Ooh, it's dangerous
It's so out of line
To try and turn back time
I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you
waaaaaaaaaa, kutusai!!!!!!!!!!!!! each time i hear this song, all my bulu stand on end sia..its so....entrancing.........
hey
waseh, everytime i hear "hurt" by christina aguilera, suddenly feel very the emo lor..lol...its that good a song..lol..and the words are so darn meaningful.. Thursday, August 24, 2006
ps
ps, do u know if u hear "hurt" by christina aguilera using earphones, and at the maximum volume u can tahan, its damn power arh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! damn, "WOW".................the other song u should hear is "that girl" by frankie j ft Chamillionaire
pps, yo mommas' so stupid she tried to rearrange M n Ms' in alphabetical order..wahahaha.. watching "yo momma" on mtv........
soccer
first of all, today was a damn nice day...
reached school at 3pm ah, met salleh, weizhong and zad in the comp lab..lol..
then at 4 went to the stadium there to play soccer. ppl that were there, me, salleh, weizhong,zad,weiyou,junxiang,ben,tzehao,tze wei,nasir,jiewei,jj,satisyh. lol...
but i still remember this f-upped match against this one team..bloody hell, use body check, elbows swinging here and there. then got this one bugger seemingly want to volley, but hit me instead.. WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!! nearly lost my temper, so target him thru the whole match lor. u push, i push. thanks weiyou, for making him trip, wahahahaha... im sadistic, so what?
then played til ard 8..sorry SG, never pick up ur fone call, lol, too syiok playing arh..lol..sori sori
looking forward to friday SHF!!!!!!!! Wednesday, August 23, 2006
haiz, the farther i get away from school the better i feel..
stress to the max..nearly broke down sia..
my probs, why must they come at one shot..haiz...
while walking home, just looked down and shrugged.. kinda missed not going with them, but i had to prioritize a bit..sorry guys/gals..
but when i came back home, umi and embah were already there liao.. =) embah say that umi will be staying with us for a few days cos she kinda unwell.. i tot that just now, pack my stuff and go stay at telok blangah for a few days.. cos there quite nice, sunyi sepi... but since she's here, gerek ah!!!! even thou she sick, she bring like, so much fish cracker that me and her gonna fry tomolo.. then she brought all those p ramlee movies.. i think im gonna watch them one by one..
then tmr me and umi gonna make roti kirai and roti boyan...
then she bring my fav dish that she cooks, Curry Chicken..woo....
haiz, this exams, brought me to the most lowest of lows.. i mean, i study so damn hard, but still, haiz... my GPA gonna drop, haiz...
and these few days, keep having flashbacks..memories..
haiz, just gimme a few days, by the time chalet cums, i'll be okie dokie!!!! SHF rawks..cant wait, but give me time to like, take a deep breath and let it all out...
still searching for my lake house...... Tuesday, August 22, 2006
haiz
i dunno wat drove me to, but i now know my place in the world..haiz...
dunno y so freakin emo now, guess stress from the exams...
few more hours left til sunrise.. shit....
feel like crap, been vomitting since i got home...haiz..apa kejadah...
to DD, nice skin, serious.. just put shaliz can liew..
just now while walking home, i closed my eyes and just walked. did u noe that life is more beautiful with eyes closed? it seriously is.. coz i guess u are blinded from life's problems..haiz
haiz...
Tighten the noose, or cut me loose..
stupid effing flashbacks....information overload.........
i need some place to go where i can be alone....maybe i'll build my own lake house.... or my own fotress of solitude. Thursday, August 17, 2006
love
hmm, had my pma test just now,
no fish prawn oso can? lol..haiz..it wasnt that hard, but it wasnt that easy too..
this few days, i keep thinking of the SHF..
for me, i have put my heart into this family..since i have, like 19 years of repressed love in me, i wish to channel my love to the SHF.. =)
i really cherish every single family member of this family. to the newcomers, welcome!
welcome to the family where everyone's white asses can be shown without any embarassment. this family of cam-whores..lol
but i want every one to know that the SHF is not a plaything. it is a group of people with hearts that are bonded to one another. through bitter and sweet, we will weather it together.. serious.
my heart will die if the SHF breaks..cos i have put my heart and soul into it. it is the reason y i put a smile on my face every morning when i go to school. when i haf problems, who do u think i go to, to the SHF.
so, to every member, cherish each other, cherish the bonds, cherish the SHF, cos family comes first.
i dunno what will happen in the future, but since we're in the present, we should try whatever it takes to make what our future dreams are, into reality
" Simply Happiness, Forever "
lol, and i am a bit paiseh leh, me backbone? i think that u shud be the backbone lah DD, cos if im in trouble, apart from my "kakak", lolx, i go to u mah..lol
i, love you, all..
just now damn power lor! Elektra, SuperMan and PowerBoi combine together to OWN!!!!! wahahahahahahahaha..Holy Shit!!!
k ah, got to study..
p.s, next monday, 21st of august, i invite the SHF, and my "akak", lolx, to my wedding with Siti Nurhaliza, at Suria KLCC..please come, i have booked a gold-plated table there.. all the food will be halal. lol..PERASAN!!!!!!!!
Adieu
Adieu mon Saturday, August 12, 2006
official
Unofficially, she has been part of our family for quite some time.
but today, officially, on the 11th of August 2006,
Angela Yang Huihui (p.s), make you paiseh lol....wahahahaha,
is now a member of the SuperHero Family. (SHF)
And now you have the honor of picking your own superhero nickname yeah, so we can call you by your nick.
but also, remember that, "with great power, comes great responsibility", so,
YOU MUST BLANJA US! or else..kekekekekeke..
=) And then there were 6 Friday, August 11, 2006
Superhero
Dear members of the SHF..
today, i wish to indict a new member into our prestigious family, but since we are a family, i wish to ask for your support to bring her in..
the person in question is none other than angela, aka "bubbles". she chooses this name because;
1. she is cheerful
2. she makes all of us laugh at some point
3. we all love her
4. we need someone to continue the family
so, anybody who agrees say "Aye".. let me remind you all that she is the best candidate we've seen so far..and i think everyone absolutely adores her..and she is the closest thing we have to a little sister in school..even though im malay, shes like my lil sister oso..but this sister can whack me back..wah piang..lol..
me, "Aye!"
fun!
first of all, im so sorry to be posting so damn late this few days..
and i really apologize cos its going to get a bit boring soon as i have to study for exams!!!!..
lol..
first of all, i want to say that i love the SHF.. our bonds and friendship can and will overcome everything.. in this family there are no secrets, cos sometimes secrets can hurt..
secondly, DD, im sorry, if i failed ya in any way..i really am.. glad that things are back to their normal crazy state.. lol..remember, i'll be there for u, always.
thirdly, Siti, thanks for your support ya..i will now admit that you are the older sister god forgot to give me..lol, dengar tak? OLDER sister...lol.. now u have the right to bully me..haiz..mati lah aku..
fourth, Laughing Twig!!!!!! syiok eh, hanging out with u on fireworks nite!!! lol..as far as im concerned, ur part of the SHF.. lol, so better find a superhero u like..lol
it was some of the best nites of my life...even though my ears are still ringing with my mom's scolding..it really was the best nite..if u want more details or pics, go to suesue or xueting's blog..lol
i lazy lah to post here..whats in my mind will stay in my mind..these kind of memories..lol..
adieu..
to the people that i see everyday, i love you all.. Saturday, August 05, 2006
god..
im so scared right now....
i feel so lost, helpless, confused and afraid...
i havent cried like this..since so long ago...
why do i have to have to have a breakdown now?
im worried...god help me...please..
haiz
*tears rolling down my cheeks*
i might be losing someone very dear to me..
and i don't know why...
im afraid..i don't want to lose anyone anymore..
update
its hard to pretend..
to keep my emotions in check...
but i think im doing a good job...
say say say say... Friday, August 04, 2006
haiz
im worried about a fren..
cos she's worrying about someone dear to her..
i dunno if it helps or anything, but, i'll be praying for both you and your fren..
cos u mean a lot, and since that person means a lot to you, i'll pray for him too..
for saturday, i'll pray during subuh, and ask god to protect him..
and if u need a listening ear..like the last time..i'll be there for you..no questions asked..
psst..tell u a lil secret..ive been staying up til 3am every nite since the first time u called cos i dint want u to have no one to chat with when ur alone..
the offer is still up til now..and til the day i die...
cos like my poem said..
"cos im Elektra, and ur DD"..or sumthing like that..lol..
take care, be strong alright...
update
lol..the reason i havent been updating for quite some time is because of this..
it is a case of no news is good news...
but...
Marlon aka SM aka Bro..dun worry bout things here..ive tried and lighten as much of ur load as possible...
okay, had two tests this week..one was cpstec..shit..that was almost scandalising..easy like siao..
second was mcfa..well...ermm..not that easy ah..but.......lets just leave it at but...
okay, this week, the day that i can remember most was tuesday!!!! why?
COS I SAW THE LAKE HOUSE WITH MY BESTEST OPPOSITE GENDER FRIEND!!!!!
lol..okay, heres how it goes..met her at 3..when my lesson end at 11plus...sheesh..i could have laid an egg by that time tau ct..lol..then took mrt to dhoby ghaut...er..then we bought the tix first arh..then then, went to LJS..entah kenapa suma kwn perempuan aku gemar nah dgn LJS...lol..quite nice food ah..esp the cheese dip, kekeke..and one thing..I DIDNT KNOW U CUD EAT THAT MUCH CHILLI CT!!!!..lol..makdi...terkejut beruk aku...
hehe..then before the movie started, went to walk around the cathay shops lah..saw the flip flops and nice tees..and went inside the adidas store..i want Spains home and away jersey..plus a adidas jacket..kekekeke...
so we went into the cinema ah..the show was very nice..very romantic!!!! since i dint have a gf..then watch it with my bestie lah..takkan nak ngok with a guy rite? brokeback huh? hehehe..
the show is basically about waiting..are you able to wait for the one you love..ur other half..if, for me ah, if i found a house as pretty as that..and a girl as pretty as sandra bullock..who has nice hair and a nice sense of humor..i'll wait...the show is quite hard to explain, cos i need a a4 paper and then i'll draw the arrows and time shifts and all that..lol..but its sweet...really it is...i give it 4/5 stars...
then after that we decided to eat ice cream at where? BEN and JERRYs..wah!! the choices were so much ah, but first i asked the ice cream dude, any flavors with alcohol in it..ps..muslims, dun eat the "Dublin Mudslide"..okie..cos ade irish cream...aka "minum confirm mabuk"...
then the paiseh part..which made my face so red i think i could have stopped traffic..the salesgirl asked whether me and ct were a couple...ARGHHHHHHHHH!!!!!! malunyer....and there was ct, at the back..laughing away...lol...i asked for tips on how to buy aiskrim, and she wants to give me dating tips..hisy..in the end we picked, or rather, ct picked, "choc chip cookie dough"...yummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm..sedap beb..i give it 4/5 stars...
im now officially a BanJ fan..i oso tasted the ''Choc Fudge Brownie"..i give it 3.5/5 stars..cos can muak ah..lol....
lol..after that we walked to PS..walked walked, ct went to see some bangle thingy, and shoes. while i just acted like the typical guy..lol..clueless...then we went to er, cold storage and bought a snapple drink..Ct picked the flavor again..i think its the "koala flavor"..cos got the pic of the koala..i never knew koalas tasted like strawberry..heehee..
then we walked down to centrepoint eh CT?..takleh ingat ah..where at one point of crossing..we saw the president..i think..cos he was riding a black car..and it was guarded by the TP...lol..
overall, it was one of the best days i had this few weeks..tapi kan..i WANT A GF!!!!..lol...
ps..to DD..ingat tau..i made a promise..i may not be there when u want me, but i'll be there when u need me kay..be strong..and pps..ur my special opposite gender friend..kekeke..jgn jeles..bwek..
oh yah..one more thing..got a new phone..nokia 6070..yay.. Wednesday, August 02, 2006
my post
sorrie i never post so long..lol..
er, had my test ytd..it was so insultingly easy..shit...
and, er, my hp spoiled, so i think i'll be getting a new hp soon..
STOIC.
to jb, be strong yeah brother.
need anything, the SHF will be there.
always. Sunday, August 27, 2006
friday was what you might call, an interesting day. woke up early to eat breakfast at jln kayu. it was damn nice. then went back to school to play sports with the SHF. Then it all went downhil from there.. haiz, never have i seen DD and SG break down like that. haiz, it affected me, a lot. haiz. i hated being helpless at that moment.
came back home, got fucking scolded, no , screwed by my mum and my dad, because i missed saying farewell to my grandma. from mum, i knew that she went at ard 10pm, where i was at jurong mrt, discussing with marlon, xt and jon on what to do, what can we do? Umi, maafkan shaliz...Shaliz minta maaf..Shaliz tau shaliz salah...haiz...
the whole night, i was awake, worried as hell, staring out the window, hoping and praying that nothing happened and everything would be okay when the sun rises...
saturday morning, went to school early again, to play soccer with my friends. thou there were few laughs, i couldnt shake the feeling of sadness. couldn't play at all, i guess. then went to queensway to acc ben to lookout for a new pair of boots
saturday evening, got the news that you were back, safe. imagine the relief i felt, the relief EVERYONE felt.. some weight was lifted of our shoulders..
have things gone back to normal? i don't know...but a small degree of comfort comes from the fact that the SHF will always be there, ever present, ever comforting.. Ohana. Ohana gives me strength..at this time, when i am going to break..the SHF will give me strength..
I WON'T FALTER, BECAUSE I AM ELEKTRA.
AND I AM A MEMBER OF THE SHF. Friday, August 25, 2006
Hurt
Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face
You told me how proud you were, but I walked away
If only I knew what I know today
Ooh, ooh
I would hold you in my arms
I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done
Forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To hear your voice again
Sometimes I wanna call you
But I know you won't be there
Ohh I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you
Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just wanna hide 'cause it's you I miss
And it's so hard to say goodbye
When it comes to these rules
Would you tell me I was wrong?
Would you help understand?
Are you looking down upon me?
Are you proud of who I am?
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To have just one more chance
To look into your eyes
And see you looking back
Ohh
I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself, ohh
If I had just one more day
I would tell you how much that I've missed you
Since you've been away
Ooh, it's dangerous
It's so out of line
To try and turn back time
I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you
waaaaaaaaaa, kutusai!!!!!!!!!!!!! each time i hear this song, all my bulu stand on end sia..its so....entrancing.........
waseh, everytime i hear "hurt" by christina aguilera, suddenly feel very the emo lor..lol...its that good a song..lol..and the words are so darn meaningful.. Thursday, August 24, 2006
ps, do u know if u hear "hurt" by christina aguilera using earphones, and at the maximum volume u can tahan, its damn power arh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! damn, "WOW".................the other song u should hear is "that girl" by frankie j ft Chamillionaire
pps, yo mommas' so stupid she tried to rearrange M n Ms' in alphabetical order..wahahaha.. watching "yo momma" on mtv........
first of all, today was a damn nice day...
reached school at 3pm ah, met salleh, weizhong and zad in the comp lab..lol..
then at 4 went to the stadium there to play soccer. ppl that were there, me, salleh, weizhong,zad,weiyou,junxiang,ben,tzehao,tze wei,nasir,jiewei,jj,satisyh. lol...
but i still remember this f-upped match against this one team..bloody hell, use body check, elbows swinging here and there. then got this one bugger seemingly want to volley, but hit me instead.. WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!! nearly lost my temper, so target him thru the whole match lor. u push, i push. thanks weiyou, for making him trip, wahahahaha... im sadistic, so what?
then played til ard 8..sorry SG, never pick up ur fone call, lol, too syiok playing arh..lol..sori sori
looking forward to friday SHF!!!!!!!! Wednesday, August 23, 2006
haiz, the farther i get away from school the better i feel..
stress to the max..nearly broke down sia..
my probs, why must they come at one shot..haiz...
while walking home, just looked down and shrugged.. kinda missed not going with them, but i had to prioritize a bit..sorry guys/gals..
but when i came back home, umi and embah were already there liao.. =) embah say that umi will be staying with us for a few days cos she kinda unwell.. i tot that just now, pack my stuff and go stay at telok blangah for a few days.. cos there quite nice, sunyi sepi... but since she's here, gerek ah!!!! even thou she sick, she bring like, so much fish cracker that me and her gonna fry tomolo.. then she brought all those p ramlee movies.. i think im gonna watch them one by one..
then tmr me and umi gonna make roti kirai and roti boyan...
then she bring my fav dish that she cooks, Curry Chicken..woo....
haiz, this exams, brought me to the most lowest of lows.. i mean, i study so damn hard, but still, haiz... my GPA gonna drop, haiz...
and these few days, keep having flashbacks..memories..
haiz, just gimme a few days, by the time chalet cums, i'll be okie dokie!!!! SHF rawks..cant wait, but give me time to like, take a deep breath and let it all out...
still searching for my lake house...... Tuesday, August 22, 2006
i dunno wat drove me to, but i now know my place in the world..haiz...
dunno y so freakin emo now, guess stress from the exams...
few more hours left til sunrise.. shit....
feel like crap, been vomitting since i got home...haiz..apa kejadah...
to DD, nice skin, serious.. just put shaliz can liew..
just now while walking home, i closed my eyes and just walked. did u noe that life is more beautiful with eyes closed? it seriously is.. coz i guess u are blinded from life's problems..haiz
haiz...
Tighten the noose, or cut me loose..
stupid effing flashbacks....information overload.........
i need some place to go where i can be alone....maybe i'll build my own lake house.... or my own fotress of solitude. Thursday, August 17, 2006
hmm, had my pma test just now,
no fish prawn oso can? lol..haiz..it wasnt that hard, but it wasnt that easy too..
this few days, i keep thinking of the SHF..
for me, i have put my heart into this family..since i have, like 19 years of repressed love in me, i wish to channel my love to the SHF.. =)
i really cherish every single family member of this family. to the newcomers, welcome!
welcome to the family where everyone's white asses can be shown without any embarassment. this family of cam-whores..lol
but i want every one to know that the SHF is not a plaything. it is a group of people with hearts that are bonded to one another. through bitter and sweet, we will weather it together.. serious.
my heart will die if the SHF breaks..cos i have put my heart and soul into it. it is the reason y i put a smile on my face every morning when i go to school. when i haf problems, who do u think i go to, to the SHF.
so, to every member, cherish each other, cherish the bonds, cherish the SHF, cos family comes first.
i dunno what will happen in the future, but since we're in the present, we should try whatever it takes to make what our future dreams are, into reality
" Simply Happiness, Forever "
lol, and i am a bit paiseh leh, me backbone? i think that u shud be the backbone lah DD, cos if im in trouble, apart from my "kakak", lolx, i go to u mah..lol
i, love you, all..
just now damn power lor! Elektra, SuperMan and PowerBoi combine together to OWN!!!!! wahahahahahahahaha..Holy Shit!!!
k ah, got to study..
p.s, next monday, 21st of august, i invite the SHF, and my "akak", lolx, to my wedding with Siti Nurhaliza, at Suria KLCC..please come, i have booked a gold-plated table there.. all the food will be halal. lol..PERASAN!!!!!!!!
Adieu
Adieu mon Saturday, August 12, 2006
Unofficially, she has been part of our family for quite some time.
but today, officially, on the 11th of August 2006,
Angela Yang Huihui (p.s), make you paiseh lol....wahahahaha,
is now a member of the SuperHero Family. (SHF)
And now you have the honor of picking your own superhero nickname yeah, so we can call you by your nick.
but also, remember that, "with great power, comes great responsibility", so,
YOU MUST BLANJA US! or else..kekekekekeke..
=) And then there were 6 Friday, August 11, 2006
Dear members of the SHF..
today, i wish to indict a new member into our prestigious family, but since we are a family, i wish to ask for your support to bring her in..
the person in question is none other than angela, aka "bubbles". she chooses this name because;
1. she is cheerful
2. she makes all of us laugh at some point
3. we all love her
4. we need someone to continue the family
so, anybody who agrees say "Aye".. let me remind you all that she is the best candidate we've seen so far..and i think everyone absolutely adores her..and she is the closest thing we have to a little sister in school..even though im malay, shes like my lil sister oso..but this sister can whack me back..wah piang..lol..
me, "Aye!"
first of all, im so sorry to be posting so damn late this few days..
and i really apologize cos its going to get a bit boring soon as i have to study for exams!!!!..
lol..
first of all, i want to say that i love the SHF.. our bonds and friendship can and will overcome everything.. in this family there are no secrets, cos sometimes secrets can hurt..
secondly, DD, im sorry, if i failed ya in any way..i really am.. glad that things are back to their normal crazy state.. lol..remember, i'll be there for u, always.
thirdly, Siti, thanks for your support ya..i will now admit that you are the older sister god forgot to give me..lol, dengar tak? OLDER sister...lol.. now u have the right to bully me..haiz..mati lah aku..
fourth, Laughing Twig!!!!!! syiok eh, hanging out with u on fireworks nite!!! lol..as far as im concerned, ur part of the SHF.. lol, so better find a superhero u like..lol
it was some of the best nites of my life...even though my ears are still ringing with my mom's scolding..it really was the best nite..if u want more details or pics, go to suesue or xueting's blog..lol
i lazy lah to post here..whats in my mind will stay in my mind..these kind of memories..lol..
adieu..
to the people that i see everyday, i love you all.. Saturday, August 05, 2006
im so scared right now....
i feel so lost, helpless, confused and afraid...
i havent cried like this..since so long ago...
why do i have to have to have a breakdown now?
im worried...god help me...please..
*tears rolling down my cheeks*
i might be losing someone very dear to me..
and i don't know why...
im afraid..i don't want to lose anyone anymore..
its hard to pretend..
to keep my emotions in check...
but i think im doing a good job...
say say say say... Friday, August 04, 2006
im worried about a fren..
cos she's worrying about someone dear to her..
i dunno if it helps or anything, but, i'll be praying for both you and your fren..
cos u mean a lot, and since that person means a lot to you, i'll pray for him too..
for saturday, i'll pray during subuh, and ask god to protect him..
and if u need a listening ear..like the last time..i'll be there for you..no questions asked..
psst..tell u a lil secret..ive been staying up til 3am every nite since the first time u called cos i dint want u to have no one to chat with when ur alone..
the offer is still up til now..and til the day i die...
cos like my poem said..
"cos im Elektra, and ur DD"..or sumthing like that..lol..
take care, be strong alright...
lol..the reason i havent been updating for quite some time is because of this..
it is a case of no news is good news...
but...
Marlon aka SM aka Bro..dun worry bout things here..ive tried and lighten as much of ur load as possible...
okay, had two tests this week..one was cpstec..shit..that was almost scandalising..easy like siao..
second was mcfa..well...ermm..not that easy ah..but.......lets just leave it at but...
okay, this week, the day that i can remember most was tuesday!!!! why?
COS I SAW THE LAKE HOUSE WITH MY BESTEST OPPOSITE GENDER FRIEND!!!!!
lol..okay, heres how it goes..met her at 3..when my lesson end at 11plus...sheesh..i could have laid an egg by that time tau ct..lol..then took mrt to dhoby ghaut...er..then we bought the tix first arh..then then, went to LJS..entah kenapa suma kwn perempuan aku gemar nah dgn LJS...lol..quite nice food ah..esp the cheese dip, kekeke..and one thing..I DIDNT KNOW U CUD EAT THAT MUCH CHILLI CT!!!!..lol..makdi...terkejut beruk aku...
hehe..then before the movie started, went to walk around the cathay shops lah..saw the flip flops and nice tees..and went inside the adidas store..i want Spains home and away jersey..plus a adidas jacket..kekekeke...
so we went into the cinema ah..the show was very nice..very romantic!!!! since i dint have a gf..then watch it with my bestie lah..takkan nak ngok with a guy rite? brokeback huh? hehehe..
the show is basically about waiting..are you able to wait for the one you love..ur other half..if, for me ah, if i found a house as pretty as that..and a girl as pretty as sandra bullock..who has nice hair and a nice sense of humor..i'll wait...the show is quite hard to explain, cos i need a a4 paper and then i'll draw the arrows and time shifts and all that..lol..but its sweet...really it is...i give it 4/5 stars...
then after that we decided to eat ice cream at where? BEN and JERRYs..wah!! the choices were so much ah, but first i asked the ice cream dude, any flavors with alcohol in it..ps..muslims, dun eat the "Dublin Mudslide"..okie..cos ade irish cream...aka "minum confirm mabuk"...
then the paiseh part..which made my face so red i think i could have stopped traffic..the salesgirl asked whether me and ct were a couple...ARGHHHHHHHHH!!!!!! malunyer....and there was ct, at the back..laughing away...lol...i asked for tips on how to buy aiskrim, and she wants to give me dating tips..hisy..in the end we picked, or rather, ct picked, "choc chip cookie dough"...yummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm..sedap beb..i give it 4/5 stars...
im now officially a BanJ fan..i oso tasted the ''Choc Fudge Brownie"..i give it 3.5/5 stars..cos can muak ah..lol....
lol..after that we walked to PS..walked walked, ct went to see some bangle thingy, and shoes. while i just acted like the typical guy..lol..clueless...then we went to er, cold storage and bought a snapple drink..Ct picked the flavor again..i think its the "koala flavor"..cos got the pic of the koala..i never knew koalas tasted like strawberry..heehee..
then we walked down to centrepoint eh CT?..takleh ingat ah..where at one point of crossing..we saw the president..i think..cos he was riding a black car..and it was guarded by the TP...lol..
overall, it was one of the best days i had this few weeks..tapi kan..i WANT A GF!!!!..lol...
ps..to DD..ingat tau..i made a promise..i may not be there when u want me, but i'll be there when u need me kay..be strong..and pps..ur my special opposite gender friend..kekeke..jgn jeles..bwek..
oh yah..one more thing..got a new phone..nokia 6070..yay.. Wednesday, August 02, 2006
sorrie i never post so long..lol..
er, had my test ytd..it was so insultingly easy..shit...
and, er, my hp spoiled, so i think i'll be getting a new hp soon..