Friday, July 14, 2006
lol
was reading my tags...I mean..was kinda touched by what all of them said..
thank you..i am going through a rough time..many times these few days i tried to hide it and suppress..but i guess sometimes even i Cracked...
i wAsn't lying when i said i was sick...i just lied about the reasoN i was sick..i am sick and tired of it..i am sick and tired of falling..of gettiNg hurt..of having to dust myself off, Of having to pick myself up, getting injured, piecing The pieces Back together, of having to stand and watch, of nEver experiencing what not fAlling has to offeR..
i am Sick and tirEd...and i am so near my brEaking point I caN feel it...i can see the edGe of this cliff...
one, i stopped believing in it quite some time ago..Here i am, formerly a believer, now a hopeless/ hopeful skEptic...ironic isnt it
two, whateveR it is, it will not come to me soon...if it were to come, it would have been ages ago..guess what they say bout nice guys are true after all
three, i am..Whether i like it or not..unfortunately, i hate IT, a wHole freaking lot
four, i don't Have it...It's soMeone elses...and there's absolutely nothing i can do about it