Monday, July 17, 2006
hmm
hmm..these few days, my heart seems relIeved..

i mean, i don't feel that much pain anymore..but im kinda worried...

im my haste to be happy, i forgot to Let sadness have a chance to escape...

i think, i still have sOme more breakdowns in store..lol

but the difference now is, i am in control of my emotionS..

i cannot deny being sad at some poinT later on..but i won be that sensitive either..

some of the breakdowns in store is, the " the things which i should have,would have and could have done" breakdown, and the " i regret being scared" breakdown..also, check out the "if i could turn back time" breakdown...

lol, but dun worry.. i am in control..i cannot be sad forever..it can feel that waY sometimes..but it wont last..i hope...

i still have sOme love left...lol..anybody interested?

gys..im afraid of failing to meet your expectations..i really am...

yesterday went oUt with my best fren to study..woi! da lama eh kiteorg tak uat gitu..berbual kosong..sampai nak tdo..hehehe..tergoda2 nak makan, minum sedap2, tapi fulus takda..lol...

and yelah, nanti aku gi queensway aku ajak kau...lol..aku ajak kawan aku jugak...ya..

adieu