Friday, June 30, 2006
eyy..
eyy..its like, freaking 0304 am in the freaking morning..and what the heck am i doing?

well, just (honestly), just finished my MCFA report..while listening to Shayne's Ward, "No Promises"..for the uber-umpteenth time..tralalalalalalala...

i think now is a safe time to sleep, cos even owls like DD are already asleep..gdnite btw..lol..bwek!..

so, i can sleep without worrying that much.hahaha..good night, or issit good morning? ahh...its irrelevant..as long as aku ngorok tak berliur, da okie dah..hehehehehe

after going to friendster, my heart seems troubled...it is troubled..why did i have to let my old feelings resurface again?? can i not find peace in my heart? i don't think i can take it any longer..i always say that..but somehow i take it some more..and again.and again...a vicious cycle it seems..and im the victim..is love just a sick parody of pain? instead of being loved and not being hurt..I am being hurt and not being loved..ah well..enough of complaining..won't do no good..be still my aching heart.."