Sunday, February 19, 2006
this week
eyy..sorrie for the long stretch w/o updates..having exams soon, and to be honest, i dun think i'll be here for quite some time..hehe..but dunch worries..

this week..well..is good..first of all, i feel as if a huge weight has been lifted off my shoulders..its been a WAY long time since i felt this way..haha..i don't mind the teasings and the "why"s..i simply smile and shrug..haha..all the best ya..no hard feelings..

marlon, i remembered one time i said, " i feel so tired from all this", and you said," its because ur fighting against it..y don't you just follow the tide"..ey man, i did..and i feel beta already..haha..thanks mate..

made some good friends this week..2 in fact.. ( isk aka jay2, and maira )..very honored..and i also caught up with some old frens..cos u see, on thursday i was heading down to gombak, so i passed my old school and haunts, and reminisced..hehe..

Valentines' day was quite okay..it started normally, and ended with a nice note..hope you liked ur rose, even though it was virtual..hehe..

i realised that now, i feel kinda stronger..cos i now know that i am able to withstand some things better..amin..

but i also feel afraid, cos i dun wan to hurt, or be hurt again..i dont want people who were once frens, turned into enemies and so..

lol, anyway, as i was saying..Exams are coming..i wish everybody i know, Good Luck, and all the best!..and oh yeah, lon, u know the plan i had for last sem..its a green light this sem man.haha..

tc and c ya..

Shah