Wednesday, January 25, 2006
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i wonder..when people laugh, does it really mean that they are very very happy, or are they just hiding their, well, less pleasant feelings, like sadness and pain..like laughter is a defense mechanism?

cos, i was tokking to a fren, and he seemed very happy, i mean, me and him were like laughing like crazy over small things..and really laughing..i mean, we were at mcdonalds imm, and people were looking at us, maybe thinking, " wat the hell are these two crazy fags doing..soooo annoying"..haha.. but then i noticed that he dint really seem himself..i mean, dun ask me how i noe, i just noe..maybe im empathic or sumthing?..lol..

then suddenly he told me that he just broke up with his gal last nite..

thats' why i asked this question...

for me..personally, i laugh when things are funny, and i also use laughter as a defense mechanism..i dun really like showing people that im weak ..that 'lil old me is having problems..lol..also, when im sad..i think a lot..

oh yeah..and FYI, im thinking a lot right now..